I am so very sorry for what you are going through right now. Keeping you and your DH in my prayers.
Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny. Lao Tzu (604 BC - 531 BC)
The higher you climb, The more that you see. The more that you see, The less that you know. The less that you know, The more that you yearn. The more that you yearn, The higher you climb. Dan Fogelberg (1951-2007)