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Post by merry27 on Oct 11, 2019 23:11:36 GMT
I posted earlier in the week about discovering my 16 year old daughter had been sneaking out of the house, drinking and smoking pot. I appreciated everyone’s advice and we were able to remain calm while talking to her. She was very honest and open with us. I was initially really upset and sad at her choices. Now I am pissed. How dare she sneak out of my house. How dare she do these stupid things and put her life in danger. We just bought her a car. How do I get past this? I am really struggling. This is my oldest child so this is all new to us. And I had ZERO idea so I was blindsided and feel like a horrible parent.
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Post by christine58 on Oct 11, 2019 23:14:41 GMT
I posted earlier in the week about discovering my 16 year old daughter had been sneaking out of the house, drinking and smoking pot. I appreciated everyone’s advice and we were able to remain calm while talking to her. She was very honest and open with us. I was initially really upset and sad at her choices. Now I am pissed. How dare she sneak out of my house. How dare she do these stupid things and put her life in danger. We just bought her a car. How do I get past this? I am really struggling. This is my oldest child so this is all new to us. And I had ZERO idea so I was blindsided and feel like a horrible parent. Just wondering...what consequence did she get? Her behavior is NOT a reflection of you. Not at all.
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Post by johnnysmom on Oct 11, 2019 23:15:22 GMT
First of all you're not a horrible parents. Second of all, keep it in perspective. She was stupid, she did stupid things but ultimately she didn't do anything life altering, right? Did she drive drunk or drugged? Did she get in a car with someone who had? Your first mistake might have been that you expected her to be perfect.....that's simply not reality, you need to adjust your expectations a bit and let her, even expect her, to make mistakes....you just hope and pray that none of them are life altering mistakes.
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Post by mom on Oct 11, 2019 23:19:05 GMT
How do you get over it? You just do. Life is short and you have to pick battles. Her breaking your trust will take time to earn back. But you can't carry a chip on your shoulder while she tries to earn it back. From experience, that is only hurting you. She's growing up and will make mistakes. Learn from them and move on. Hopefully she learned her lesson. But she will make more mistakes...so get ready.
I also struggle thinking my kids screw ups are a reflection on me. But deep down, I know I taught them to do whats right. So I try to let that guilt go. It's hard. But the teenage years can suck the life out of you if you let it. So just keep moving forward.
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Post by scrapngranny on Oct 11, 2019 23:29:47 GMT
My DS (the baby) did some things in high school that rocked my world Now that he is 40, I’m realizing it was pretty not teenage crap.
I was an only, and not a rule breaker, I did not experience teenage bad choices. I did find out some kids have to learn the hard way.
It took me way too long to get over it and move on.
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Post by AussieMeg on Oct 11, 2019 23:30:49 GMT
Your first mistake might have been that you expected her to be perfect.....that's simply not reality, you need to adjust your expectations a bit and let her, even expect her, to make mistakes....you just hope and pray that none of them are life altering mistakes. Exactly. My best friend and I often talk about how we're so glad we made it out the other side (of our teenage years) with no life altering problems. We did a lot of stuff that I would be disappointed if my kids did. My BFF in particular was very naughty. And funnily enough, she was stricter with her own kids than most people I know IRL. merry27 I think you're having such a hard time with it, because you never did any of that kind of thing (I remember you mentioning it on your initial thread). Every single one of my friends back in the 80s smoked, drank and smoked dope from the age of 14 or 15, so even though I desperately hoped my kids wouldn't do any of that, I kinda expected that they'd give it a go at some stage. It's okay that you're feeling angry. But you really need to let it go. (I'm curious to know what consequences you decided on for your daughter in the end.)
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Post by cindyupnorth on Oct 11, 2019 23:57:33 GMT
Ya just do. Your kids aren't perfect. you're not perfect. Kids do dumb things and make dumb choices. you have to believe that you taught them right from wrong. Your kids are not you. This is the 1st major thing to happen it sounds like. There's probably going to be more. you'll have to learn to deal. It doesn't mean you aren't disappointed, or that you don't love them anymore. There's a lot of life to live and someday you'll probably look back and realize you did ok.
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Post by tincin on Oct 12, 2019 0:03:28 GMT
She’s broken your trust and it will take time to forgive her and trust her again. It takes what it takes but her attitude toward regaining your trust will usually determine the speed.
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Post by refugeepea on Oct 12, 2019 0:05:30 GMT
You realize you've done the best you can and your child made bad choices. It's okay to be pissed, mad, and sad. Then you remind yourself it is on her.
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Post by bc2ca on Oct 12, 2019 0:17:39 GMT
It sounds like you are working your way through the stages of grief. Grieving the loss of trust and what you thought you knew about your DD. This isn't really about your parenting skills. As many said on the other thread, those skills must be pretty good if your DD has come clean about everything that happened. Having perfect children doesn't make us perfect parents, just as having flawed children doesn't make us flawed parents.
First you were blindsided (denial that she could behave like she did), now you are angry (how dare she). Next will be bargaining, depression and acceptance.
Be happy that nothing really bad happened to her, hope she has learned a lesson and move forward.
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Post by J u l e e on Oct 12, 2019 0:18:28 GMT
The same way you get over being pissed off or disappointed in a friend, or your husband, or even yourself. You acknowledge your feelings and you move on. The alternative is to hold onto it and not be able to move past it. That's no way to have a relationship.
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Post by chlerbie on Oct 12, 2019 2:17:50 GMT
You just accept that kids are going to make choices that you don't agree with. It's part of growing up. Be happy that she chose to talk to you and share information about herself.
I was a really good kid, all in all, but I drank on occasion and smoked some pot. I was also places I did not tell my mother about, when she thought I was somewhere else. It had nothing to do with her parenting--it was all just decision that I made. And I'm a pretty good person today.
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Post by bothmykidsrbrats on Oct 12, 2019 2:43:36 GMT
I trust they learned from their mistake, and move on. A repeat offense is an entirely different story.
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Post by freecharlie on Oct 12, 2019 2:50:41 GMT
First figure out why you are truly pissed off.
Do you normally hold grudges? What do you gain by holding on to this anger? This is more about you than it is your child.
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Post by hannahruth on Oct 12, 2019 3:23:29 GMT
We all make choices and unfortunately your DD has made some you don't like. That is on her not you. As parents we can only guide our off-Spring and hope we have shown them the way and if they choose another path then we have to let them so they can grow.
You have to step back and while explaining what you would expect her to do she has to have a choice and along with that consequences of that choice. she is growing up and it won't be long she will be leaving home for college and making all kinds of choices that you may or may not agree with.
It is a difficult time but we all get through it but not necessarily along the path we thought. Be gentle on yourself and be available for her to keep talking to you.
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Post by lesserknownpea on Oct 12, 2019 5:25:08 GMT
One of my biggest regrets is overreacting when I found DD smoking pot.
I realize now that I was scared, because I could not control her. But I ended up opening up a chasm between us that was hard to bridge, just when she needed me the most.
You raised her. Trust that she’s a good person, keep the communication open.
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Post by scraphollie27 on Oct 12, 2019 5:47:30 GMT
To answer your direct question, if my child expresses true remorse or regret about their choice then I’m over it immediately. They know, I don’t need to teach or preach (I already taught so that’s why they have remorse). It sounds like your daughter knows.
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Post by gar on Oct 12, 2019 8:44:37 GMT
Maybe you're angry because she's destabilised your world a little bit. You thought things were hunky dory, you were navigating the teens years ok then 'bang' suddenly you're not.
I think the fact that you didn't do any of that stuff yourself is making it much harder for you to handle and move on. The fact that you can't reference back and look at it with the benefit of hindsight or through the eyes of a teenager makes it more 'out there', more 'into the unknown' than it would if you'd done similar things yourself.
It's pretty common, and while not desirable and it is a normal way for teens to test their own ideas, push the boundaries etc which are all part of growing up and discovering their own ideas of what's acceptable and what isn't, what works for them and what doesn't etc. Perhaps she's a different personality to you if you didn't push boundaries or defy your parents at all - and that's ok.
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Post by Spongemom Scrappants on Oct 12, 2019 10:03:43 GMT
But the teenage years can suck the life out of you if you let it. So just keep moving forward. All of life is made up of seasons. I thought I'd never get through the many, many interrupted nights of little babies... but man, they went by too fast. The same with endless wheedling and cajoling to get toddlers to cooperate -- wish I could have those days back, too. Point being, when you are *in* the 'season' it seems all-consuming and sometimes overwhelming. But it passes. And you often miss it. The teenage years are messy. That push-and-pull of kids asserting their independence will wear you out. But it passes. That's not too say you won't have times you feel like you do, but to remind you to keep them in perspective. It's okay that you're feeling angry. But you really need to let it go. That reminds me of one of the big lessons I taught my boys. "You are entitled to HAVE any feelings you want. You are NOT necessarily entitled to BEHAVE any way you want." If you feel angry, that's okay. It's a very natural response. What you have to control is acting on that anger too strongly toward her. Take your anger out somewhere else right now. Temper it with her or as J u l e e cautioned, it changes the nature of your relationship with her.
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Post by kibblesandbits on Oct 12, 2019 10:18:55 GMT
You just do. It sucks, though. Our youngest spent his entire senior year driving us around the bend. Took me a couple of years to get past the pissed/disappointed feeling. I'm pretty much over it now. He's on to other things and I can focus on what he's doing now.
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Post by mikklynn on Oct 12, 2019 11:54:04 GMT
It depends on whether the behavior is continuing. If she's remorseful and not continuing to sneak out, you need to pat yourself on the back and be thankful she talks to you about it.
If the behavior continues, then your feelings of anger and disappointment are valid.
NONE of it makes you a bad parent. I hate parent blaming.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 12, 2019 12:31:03 GMT
I posted earlier in the week about discovering my 16 year old daughter had been sneaking out of the house, drinking and smoking pot. I appreciated everyone’s advice and we were able to remain calm while talking to her. She was very honest and open with us. I was initially really upset and sad at her choices. Now I am pissed. How dare she sneak out of my house. How dare she do these stupid things and put her life in danger. We just bought her a car. How do I get past this? I am really struggling. This is my oldest child so this is all new to us. And I had ZERO idea so I was blindsided and feel like a horrible parent. Spend time looking at yourself to determine WHY you are so angry right now. Is it because you have been judgmental to other parents when their teen did something like this, condemned them for bad parenting and congratulated yourself on your great parenting because you kid hadn't done something like this? Now she has gone and done things you previously equated with bad parenting. If this is what you are angry about then this is on you, not her. A teens actions aren't always about how they were parented. Parenting is about teaching right from wrong. You have done that. The teen years are time for the kids to start asserting their independence. If they do everything in accordance to their parents without ever deviating they are puppets, not independent people. Your daughter is a person in her own right. She is not a copy of you or a marble sculpture you created. She is a combination of her own unique personality, her early teaching AND her need to experiment/experience things you don't approve of. If you can let go of the judgment toward other families with teens/young adults you don't approve of you'll find it easier to let go of your anger. Keep in perspective you want an ongoing relationship with your daughter (I assume you do) But she is her own person. Not your puppet. You have to give her room to make mistakes and to choose an alternate life path or you will damage that future relationship.
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Post by jeremysgirl on Oct 12, 2019 13:03:39 GMT
My disappointment is usually overshadowed by the relief I feel that they are still alive and haven't completely ruined their life. I have some kids with challenges that make some poor decisions. I almost lost both of my kids to two bad decisions this year. Hopefully that puts things in perspective.
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Post by artbabe on Oct 12, 2019 13:31:02 GMT
I had the greatest parents in the world, really, and I still did teenage things when I was a teenager. It wasn't a reflection on them. It was just me trying out things because that is what teenagers do- try to become separate from our parents by making choices our parents (as far as we know) didn't make. I turned out okay.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 12, 2019 18:21:00 GMT
I had a memem pop up on facebook just now: When someone does something wrong, don't forget all the good they've done too.
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Post by questioning on Oct 12, 2019 19:17:56 GMT
But the teenage years can suck the life out of you if you let it. So just keep moving forward. All of life is made up of seasons. I thought I'd never get through the many, many interrupted nights of little babies... but man, they went by too fast. The same with endless wheedling and cajoling to get toddlers to cooperate -- wish I could have those days back, too. Point being, when you are *in* the 'season' it seems all-consuming and sometimes overwhelming. But it passes. And you often miss it. The teenage years are messy. That push-and-pull of kids asserting their independence will wear you out. But it passes. That's not too say you won't have times you feel like you do, but to remind you to keep them in perspective. It's okay that you're feeling angry. But you really need to let it go. That reminds me of one of the big lessons I taught my boys. "You are entitled to HAVE any feelings you want. You are NOT necessarily entitled to BEHAVE any way you want." If you feel angry, that's okay. It's a very natural response. What you have to control is acting on that anger too strongly toward her. Take your anger out somewhere else right now. Temper it with her or as J u l e e cautioned, it changes the nature of your relationship with her. I wish I'd known that phrase when my kids were in high school! I think I expressed the same idea, but no so efficiently. And efficient is what mine would have appreciated! I'm sorry merry27, this phase is as much rite of passage for parents as it is for teens. I was crushed when my oldest made a stupid mistake at 16, but we kept talking and muddled through. It was painful for all. Both are in college now and call to chat or use me as a sounding board. Just keep talking.
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Post by Leone on Oct 13, 2019 0:52:32 GMT
This is a tough period to get thru. I’ve got a happy ending story for you. One of my BFFs was really a wild child as a teen....actually rode off with a Hell’s Angel gang and didn’t come home for over a year. But by the time she was 30, was married and the PTA president.
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