Post by SabrinaM on May 3, 2016 2:15:58 GMT
I am probably going to catch such shit for this, but as I read above I just can't help but think that this does not sound mentally healthy at all. Please believe that I am not making fun or belittling. I have worked with homeless people who did not become homeless in an instant. Something mentally did not allow for them to hold a job. Untreated, they crawled more and more into their own heads where they made such sense to themselves but none to anyone else. I know you have a boyfriend who supports you (and I think a child) who feels burdened by the situation. And you are so confused and drained by trying to answer questions on a job application that you may not be able to help support yourself in the external world. I am not even sure what having the assessment not align with your vibe of your expanded awareness and deep introversion means, but if it is keeping you from being employed and able to take care of yourself and your child, you may want to think about a mental health evaluation of some kind.
If I am mistaken and the finances and support situation is working for your boyfriend, and you just truly don't wish to work outside the home, I sincerely apologize and will delete this whole post.
In the mental health aspect I was diagnosed with a learning disorder ( ADD Inattentive )
The situation is fine. Boyfriend is just frustrated that I'm not patching in financially enough to have a luxury life.
His experience growing up lacked it and my childhood didn't. So I understand that he would like to know what it's like to be well off.
I have a back up if no success happens with the interviews.
I know someone who offered to hire me until I found another job.
It's not located in the area, but I may just take her up on her offer once there's room to work there in the summer if I haven't found anything before then.
The filling out part in the applications are easy.
Just a headache and takes me a while more to fill them out than the time expected.
Regarding your inattentive ADD, are you medicated?