All things Becky15 Higgins/beggy Higgins Aug 10, 2019 12:34:54 GMT via mobile marie, msliz, and 2 more like this
Post by julie5 on Aug 10, 2019 12:34:54 GMT
sleepingbooty I laughed at your TherapyCouch.
Girls- I got into a program this week for my anxiety. My anxiety is so bad I was suffering health problems. I am borderline diabetic because of my anxiety. I never knew that could happen. Apparently, it happens with those who have had violent sexual assaults because we abuse our bodies.
I am so excited to finally get proper help. I will take a therapy couch, lol. This is a program for those who have been victim of violent crimes. I got in a top tier. I know some of you reading are like "Good for her, I can't afford that. Whatever Bitch. " I don't have to pay for it. There are resources for us that don't have a high income.
I know we have been talking about anxiety and suicide lately on our threads. I know some of you are just suffering debilitating anxiety and not "Use a Becky excuse to go to a spa fake anxiety". I want you to check programs available to you and not be shy or feel judged for getting help. I don't want you to end up physically sick like I did. I am lucky everything was caught in time.
Thank you for sharing and I’m so glad you’re getting treatment! I too was a victim of a violent crime as a child and as an adult, have been triggered into that place of terror. It’s horrible. My hair is finally growing in normal and I’m learning to fight back when the triggers happen (it’s usially my husband or my adult daughter). In my moments of darkness, the last thing I wanted to do is leave my house let alone go to a stupid resort. My shame was so deep. I didn’t want anyone to see my face.
And yet Becky has no issue blasting her stupid face all over the internet crying and carrying on. She’s an attention whore, nothing more. Notice she’s back to posting her cultivating a good life crap. She’s got enough sheeple kissing her ass and telling her how wonderful she is. One panic attack and she’s suddenly an expert. Bitch try 37 years of panic. Try being locked in a trunk and not knowing if your mommy will be home that night to save you. Try having your adult daughter tell you your worse than granny and that you deserved everything bad that happened to you. Try having your daughter tell you on your birthday that was on mother’s day that you didn’t deserve to have a birthday. I don’t like living a victim life, so everyday I wake up with the conscious effort not to be a victim. I’m a strong woman and I do hard things and I have to fight all the people in my life who want be in that bad place so I look crazy to everyone else. (Daughter and her dad mostly). And because of all of this, I can’t allow myself to have friends. I literally feel like I can’t trust anyone so I do t. I would rather be alone than get hurt any more.
Sorry I wrote a book but living with panic disorder isn’t a joke and it isn’t cured by a week at a luxury spa ran by people who live in a luxury home and sell their bs across the country. They aren’t selling therapy. They’re selling a resort.