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Post by wrongwayfeldman on Jul 1, 2022 20:22:05 GMT
A great friend, that I don't see that often, lost her son last weekend to an accidental overdose. He was a beautiful young man, making his way in the world as best he could. He was loving and kind and one of my own son's first best friends. They knew each other at preschool from ages 2-5, and then they moved a state away. We see each other only once every few years, but try to keep up on facebook. Our daughters are friends, and they see each other from time to time, but similar to us, not as much as they would like. I was able to travel to her house the day after they found him, and then went again for his funeral a few days later. I know I won't be able to visit her very much, but I want to make more of an effort to stay in touch, especially now.
I realize she's in the center of grief. She is devastated. She asks me how she is supposed to go on without him. She wonders how she is supposed to be a mother of two children when one of them is gone. I don't know how to answer her. When I was in person with her, I would just hug her and tell her I'm here for her, but when she texts me those questions, I am lost as to how to respond. I know she needs so much support and love, but I wish I was better at coming up with reassuring words or hopeful words or some kind of way to make it better in this incredibly painful time. It's easy to just listen when you're in person, but when a text comes through and I know she's waiting for a response, it's more difficult.
I would appreciate any words of wisdom if anyone has any to share.
In the meantime, please hug your sweet children and friends and always remind them that no matter how hard it is, they can always ask for help. Depression is an ugly beast, and it ripped this amazing boy away far too soon.
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Post by jenjie on Jul 1, 2022 20:39:33 GMT
I’m so, so sorry. You don’t need to have the answers. When she texts things like that, part of it is just probably her processing. Being able to have someone to share it with is helpful to her. If you’re a praying person and she’s ok with it, pray. Say “I’m sorry.” Send an emoji 😔😢 🙏. It doesn’t have to be long. It just needs to let her know someone cares and is listening.
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quiltz
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Post by quiltz on Jul 1, 2022 21:18:24 GMT
I am so very sorry for the loss that your friend is experiencing. Very difficult.
Mention her child's name and the fun times that you had with him.
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Post by malibou on Jul 1, 2022 21:53:20 GMT
A friend of mine lost her son, and she really appreciated it when people used her son's name vs. calling him "your son".
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Post by peabay on Jul 1, 2022 21:57:52 GMT
I had someone just say to me today he is the father of "four sons, three still living." So, as others have mentioned - say his name; don't be afraid to talk about him, reminisce about him and just be a shoulder for her.
My heart hurts for her.
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Post by gramasue on Jul 2, 2022 13:40:44 GMT
Tell her she will always be his mother. Let her know that you are grieving, too. One thing I do remember from when my daughter died, is a close friend telling me that she cried for two days when she heard the news. I appreciated that so much. It made me realize that other people had loved her and were hurting, too. I know it's a small comfort right now, but something that will be remembered, I'm sure.
I am so sorry for this horrible loss.
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Post by SAHM wannabe on Jul 2, 2022 18:18:26 GMT
I’m so sorry.
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Post by Lexica on Jul 2, 2022 18:29:22 GMT
Maybe try to come up with a story about him, and as others have said, use his name. “Remember the time Bobby was three and did whatever cute thing?” I think having someone to reminisce with about him would be helpful. And when she asks how she is supposed to be a mother of two, remind her that she will always be a mother of two, just one is here with her. It is going to take time.
I am so very sorry for her loss. You are a good friend.
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Post by gsquaredmom on Jul 2, 2022 19:43:43 GMT
I don’t think there are the right words for this. Whatever you say is what your heart feels is good for her. Her grief process is unique to her. Offer to be there to talk, walk, hug, etc. you sound like a good friend.
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Post by librarylady on Jul 3, 2022 1:06:19 GMT
Do all of the things mentioned by previous posts. Mainly just be there for her. Let her know about the organization Compassionate Friends. It is a support group for parents who have lost a child--no mater the age of the child or the circumstances of the death. www.compassionatefriends.org/
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Post by jeremysgirl on Jul 3, 2022 13:43:46 GMT
I lost my child similarly almost 3 months ago.
Honestly the very best thing you can do is be exactly the same friend you were before the death. Talking about yours and hers jobs. Talking about the people in the family. Talking about the new dress you bought or what you had for dinner. the subject of her child will come up. something said will spark it. And then she will need to speak. Then you show empathy...like I understand that must be difficult. Or in case where it is a good memory that arises, say I remember that too or what an amazing kids he was. And then continue talking about everything else.
That is the best way my friends are being my friends. When you lose a child or anyone really, many of us have people in our immediate circle who are grieving too. we aren't a mess of constant crying and we don't want the entire focus of our friendship with you to be on our loss. Our lives are going on. Our jobs are going on. We are finding joy in new things, new projects, new purchases, newness in a lot of things. Talk about those things.
Don't keep bringing up our loss. Don't keep asking with pity how we are doing. Don't think we need to cry it out with everyone and anyone. We don't. We need you to be the exact same friend you were before.
And if you lived close I would also say that we need to spend time doing things that life has to offer. Take us out to dinner. Craft with us. Take us to a museum or a winery. Remind us that there are wonderful things life has to offer.
This is what grieving people need. This is what I need from my friends. And don't tell us we are doing well. Don't tell us you can't imagine what our loss must be like. And certainly don't tell a person trying so hard to function that you don't know we are doing it because you would take to your bed for months and not be able to function. None of that is helpful.
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Post by jeremysgirl on Jul 3, 2022 13:57:21 GMT
And then there's the therapist trick too. (And she needs a therapist) but when she is totally overwhelmed and she says something like I'm not sure how I can go on with this loss or I can't pick myself up off the couch today. You say something like it's ok. It's ok to just have a day where you do nothing except make it through the day as best you can. It's ok if your biggest accomplishment today is taking a shower and brushing your teeth. Validate her.
And then you can always say, what could you do today to bring joy? What small thing would seem like it is pleasant today? In the earlier days I really had to search. One day I went to a bakery and bought myself the fanciest little cake I could find. And I ate it. And that was the little joy I had that day.
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Post by wrongwayfeldman on Jul 5, 2022 14:56:39 GMT
And then there's the therapist trick too. (And she needs a therapist) but when she is totally overwhelmed and she says something like I'm not sure how I can go on with this loss or I can't pick myself up off the couch today. You say something like it's ok. It's ok to just have a day where you do nothing except make it through the day as best you can. It's ok if your biggest accomplishment today is taking a shower and brushing your teeth. Validate her. And then you can always say, what could you do today to bring joy? What small thing would seem like it is pleasant today? In the earlier days I really had to search. One day I went to a bakery and bought myself the fanciest little cake I could find. And I ate it. And that was the little joy I had that day. All of the responses have been incredibly helpful and I will take it all in. Thank you all so very much. This insight in particular will help not only me, but so many other people, I'm sure. Thank you, jeremysgirl, for sharing this.
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Post by gotranch on Jul 5, 2022 15:16:07 GMT
Be sure to respond with actual words, not just emojis of hugs, etc. Sometimes I just want to know that I am being heard and someone is really listening. Things you might say: "I'm here", "I'm listening", "tell me more", "what makes you the proudest of ds". And there is definitely something comforting about hearing and seeing their name being using. Thank you for being such a thoughtful friend to her.
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Post by epeanymous on Jul 5, 2022 15:28:41 GMT
I am so sorry for your friend. For so many of us, I imagine, that is our absolute worst fear. It is so unfair that she lost her child. And unfair for him that he didn't get a full life.
This will sound a little silly, but, years ago, I bought a book for my kids called "The Quiet Bunny." In it, a child is processing his emotions about a far more trivial thing (knocking over a block tower he'd worked on), and q number of well-meaning animals try to help; the one who comforts him the most is the one who sits with him and lets him talk about how he feels. I think often it really is that simple--the gift of quiet companionship and acknowledgement.
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Post by tealpaperowl on Jul 5, 2022 17:02:15 GMT
I'm so sorry. We just went to the wake of a friends son (22) this past weekend. He committed suicide I just text her and check in, let her know I don't need any response but want her to know I'm thinking about her. I plan to make cards for her and send them monthly so she knows I am thinking of her. It's hard as everyone goes back to "normal life" but their family life will never go back. Be there for her, even months from now.
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Post by Really Red on Jul 5, 2022 20:51:59 GMT
My son has been gone for 10 months now. The worst months of my life. I have an amazing friend who told me she'd come over and do anything I needed. I did NOT want her to. I just wanted to sit and cry. Still, I forced myself to say yes, BUT - I cannot be the sole focus. If you can bring over people and just sit around and talk or whatever, it takes the pressure of the person grieving. Every single Monday night they come over to my house and a group of incredible women are there for me. It is amazing. You don't have to be nearby to do this. You can zoom.
Also, it takes time - it still does not feel real to me. Not at all. Every first time I talk to someone is awful, but the people I talk to regularly are the biggest help. I just need people to act normally around me and not - not at all - ask me questions about what I want. I only want my son back. I am incapable of making any serious decisions so it's helpful when others do it for me. Obviously I say yes and now, but it's the open-ended questions that are too much for me.
Don't give up. Everything I do is an effort, but I keep trying. It is so helpful for me when others do most of the work, like reaching out. I'll respond, but it's hard for me to reach out. And it really is much easier when it's at least two people and me so I can be quiet if I need to.
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Post by putabuttononit on Jul 5, 2022 20:58:23 GMT
Talk about their person they lost. Maybe you have a photo that They’ve never seen? Share that photo and share some memories. Don’t make it the topic of every conversation, and don’t think that you have the right words somehow because you don’t. The main thing is be there, and stay there, and don’t walk away when you feel overwhelmed or they try to push you away. To be honest most friends will fade away because they don’t know what to do, so don’t be the one who fades away. Also, don’t say- if there’s anything I can do just give me a call. They won’t call, you have to think of some thing they need and go and do it. Mow the lawn, wash the car, bring some food but not too much because that makes them have a job of storing it. Be their hands and feet when they can’t even take a step. Don’t say it will get better, be present and in the moment with them. Say this sucks and I love you.
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