My kitty is at the vet UPDATE

It's my turn to ask for some prayers. My kitty is not doing well. I found her outside this morning not moving. She likes to sleep outside some at night but wants in first thing. She wasn't moving and my heart stopped. She's alive at this point but it doesn't look good. I called DH and he met me at the vet. She's dehydrated, lethargic and barely moving. She's not running a temperature. We noticed she's been losing weight but thought its her running around in the warm weather. She has lost 4 pounds in the last two weeks. We've noticed she's not been as spunky lately and said she's starting to act her age. I said it jokingly.

They are running test, but told us to prepare. She's around 12 or more years old. She's the kitten we brought home from buffalo river on a canoe trip, hense her name River. I can't stop crying. Just sitting here at work crying something awful. Waiting for the vet to call me. They think either kidney's or leukemia.

I guess I'm looking for hope. She's the kitty in my avatar.

UPDATE: It's leukemia and her organs are shutting down. DH is going to bring her home for a bit and as soon as I get off work, we'll spend some time with her and then take her back to go be with my daddy in heaven.

Update 2.  She's home sleeping in her spot now. Even with the fluids they gave her, she's not moving at all.