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Post by SunnySmile on May 13, 2017 6:18:57 GMT
I'm so over Mother's Day. My grown children are never prepared with anything. It's not about the gift though. It's that they just don't care enough to even write a heart felt letter. I just feel like I get the leftovers of whatever holiday. My middle dd called my dh tonight and asked if she could come over and make breakfast for me (using my ingredients) at 6:30am. 6:30!!! Because she is just so broke and doesn't have any money. Well her checking account is connected to mine recently, (I have to go to the bank about that), and it's right there as I open my account so I wasn't snooping. I can see that she's spent a lot of money doing her fun things, spending $75 for pizza for her friends. I know it's not of my business what she spends her money on, but it sure make me feel bad that I'm just an afterthought to her. And why is she in such a hurry? Because she wants to spend the day with her fiance's mom. What a nice slap in the face. My adult son will probably forget as usual, and my senior dd won't do anything either. Now, if I were you, I'd be questioning why that is...is she a bad mom? Does she deserve no recognition? I am a good mom, and it hurts when there's a freaking holiday advertised everywhere you turn and you can't even write a note.
I'm just done. At least my husband will take me to Red Lobster, which he hates, but I love. Love that guy!
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Post by mom on May 13, 2017 6:45:17 GMT
I am sorry. (ps why is her account attached to yours? How does that even happen without your permission?)
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Post by inkedup on May 13, 2017 8:11:33 GMT
I'm sorry you're feeling down. I thought your daughter's offer to cook breakfast was nice. It sounds like you are irritated by it for many reasons. I think it would be better for you both if you skip breakfast. How do you know that she spent $75 on pizza? Maybe she put the charge on her card and was given cash by the rest of the party. Maybe she wanted to start cooking breakfast at 6:30 so that she could be sure it would be ready when you woke up. I don't understand being annoyed by the fact that she'd use your ingredients.
Your post sounds like something my own mother would write. My mom is also a good mom...but she's never happy with anything we do and she's become resentful and bitter over the years. She's convinced that I prefer my MIL to her, but the truth is that neither one of them are very pleasant to be around. Just some food for thought.
I hope you're pleasantly surprised either way.
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Post by hannahruth on May 13, 2017 8:28:49 GMT
I don't 'hate' Mother's Day but since my mum passed away (1989) I have no joy celebrating it.
When MIL was still with us we celebrated with her and I have DS who lives overseas so I don't see him but he will phone and DD lives local to me but is busy with her own three children - which I'm good with - the day just doesn't do anything except feel sad that my mum is not here.
I will get through it as usual and Monday will be another day.
Hugs to all the mums, daughters, sisters that will celebrate Sunday.
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Post by zuke on May 13, 2017 10:26:51 GMT
When my husband and I were dating, we both worked at a Garden Center. We would see the people freaking out about the stupidest things... "my mother wanted pink impatiens and you only have white and red... she's going to be so mad etc." While not everyone was like that, we saw our fair share of this. When we became parents, we had a discussion about 'Hallmark Holidays'. We both came to the same conclusion. We don't believe in them. We have brought up our kids to do something nice for us with out the 'day' telling them that they must do it. My mother was on board with that but not my MIL. That's fine. It's not for everyone.
Our kids are now all in their 30's and each one of them will surprise us when least expected. As an example, one of our son's drove home from college and showed up with a beautiful bunch of flowers. A few hours later he left to go back to school.
We would much rather have them think of us when their heart tells them to, not when the day shows up.
I know that a lot of people love Mother's Day, Valentine's Day etc, and that's fine. It's just not for us.
Have you let your kids know how you feel? Maybe try to get through the day as if were an ordinary day. You seem to be putting so much emphasis of the 'day' and a gift. That's the reason we don't celebrate the 'day'. No expectations and are pleasantly surprised on other days!
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Post by used2scrap on May 13, 2017 11:01:56 GMT
Yes I hate Mother's Day too. I don't recall ever feeling affection or love towards my mother, capped off by last year's admission that "yes I knew he was abusing you but I didn't say anything because he made our lives easier" stepfather. Trying to find the obligatory card in the sea of perfect, loving mother hallmark cards is virtually impossible. So for years I just sent flowers. Of course now she has moved to my area, and will most likely fill her Facebook with woe is me ungrateful daughter posts. Thankfully I've blocked her for almost a year, and will have spouse take the kids to take grandma a card and gifts and that will hopefully tide her over so she doesn't show up here. I'd just like a quiet day at home, I don't like to disparage holidays as "Hallmark" or fake, there are special meanings and history behind them. I think when relationships struggle year round though, special events often amplify the disconnect. And for someone who has a love language of quality time or gifts especially, other people's lack of effort or thought can be especially painful. Oh my MIL will be upset that spouse doesn't send a card or anything, she will either call him or have FIL angry call him. They haven't made an effort to see him in 8 years, not even before/after multiple Afghanistan deployments or when I reached out for their help during a medical crisis. But he darn well better be an obliging son on Motger's Day--and he won't, so she will blame me. Yeah he's a thoughtless gift giver, trained up by you, not my job to cover for him or try to retrain a grown ass adult. My sister is struggling with infertility and multiple miscarriages, and the day will be painful for her as well.
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Post by momto4kiddos on May 13, 2017 11:35:30 GMT
I'm not a huge fan of Hallmark holidays either, I think they put too much pressure on everyone and cause more hard feelings than necessary. I think facebook/social media make it much worse as everyone brags about what they've been given/are doing, etc.
I've always spent the day with Mom. Partly because I want to, partly because it's expected by her. Not a huge deal, just silly to be expected. My kids are grown now, they have work tomorrow and other commitments. Hopefully they'll do something small, but I hate that there is an expectation and the potential for hurt feelings.
Now i'm feeling sappy and kind of feeling for MIL...who will maybe get a call from her son who ignores all holidays. On the one hand she had a huge hand in creating the person he is, on the other I know the hurt when he ignores the fact that holidays/anniversaries exist. When MIL and I were on good terms I always acknowledged her with a card/gift. See now this darn holidays is making me sappy too.
OP i'd try to appreciate what they do and focus less on why they're doing it and when. Your dd is making an effort to come make you breakfast, try to be grateful for that and appreciate it. This is in no way a handslap because i'll quite possibly be doing the same. I have one who spends all her time with boyfriend...she'll likely spend a bit of the day at his house, with his mom, his family. Will make me a little sad if she chooses that, but I really want to keep it positive so i'll be trying to focus on positives.
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Post by Freefallfast on May 13, 2017 11:44:23 GMT
I'm sorry. That sucks and I get it. Hugs.
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Post by gailoh on May 13, 2017 11:44:59 GMT
Happy Mothers Day from one mom to another...I do understand what you mean...so that said do something you like to do...it isn't about gifts it is about a bit of time...
Two years ago my one daughter asked me what I would like for Christmas...I told her...time...so she gives me a calendar and on that is a day(every month) she has a sticker on for us to go out and enjoy a lunch together...usually Saturdays and sometimes on a Sunday after church....
Happy Mothers Day ladies....
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Post by zuke on May 13, 2017 11:54:08 GMT
Happy Mothers Day from one mom to another...I do understand what you mean...so that said do something you like to do...it isn't about gifts it is about a bit of time... Two years ago my one daughter asked me what I would like...I told her...time...so she gives me a calendar and on that is a day she has a sticker on for us to go out and enjoy a lunch together...usually Saturdays and sometimes on a Sunday after church.... I love that idea!
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Post by ellen on May 13, 2017 11:57:34 GMT
I can see my college daughter's checking account because it's tied to mine. I would guess that your daughter put the food on her card and her friends paid her. If my kid came to my house to make me breakfast, I'd be a good sport rather than complain that they used my flour and eggs. 6:30 is a bit early - I agree with you there.
I'm not expecting that my family will do much for Mother's Day. My oldest daughter will be working. She'll probably give me a Facebook shout out. Younger daughter - likely nothing. My husband plans to get me a birdbath for my garden but wants me to pick it out. I'm guessing that I'll make my own breakfast. I really don't care. I just don't enjoy Mother's Day anymore since my mom died. She passed away three years ago and my first Mother's Day without her was the day after she died.
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Post by missfrenchjessica on May 13, 2017 12:13:51 GMT
I wouldn't say I hate it, but I'm not hung up on it either. I've actually told my husband I don't want/need anything. If the kids want, a bouquet of grocery store flowers will do just nicely. I appreciate anything they do, but I'm not really "attached" to this particular holiday. I know my dh will make a nice steak dinner for us tomorrow and I'll "relax" a bit. I'm sorry you're disappointed and sad about Mother's Day. I hope your family surprises you.
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Post by freecharlie on May 13, 2017 12:20:51 GMT
One year my mom told me all she wanted was a card, so that is all I got her. (The year before I got her a nice gift, but no card). Later that week, maybe Monday or tuesday she conplained to me that nobody got her anything and how much it sucked ti go to work and be the onlt mother who didnt get anything.
I've gotten her something ever since.
Perhaps ask your children before the holiday arrives to do something with you.
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Post by Deleted on May 13, 2017 12:28:07 GMT
I'm the daughter of a good mom and the mom of great daughters.
But I still get what you mean about the happy-happy served up as the norm when in fact there is much heartache around motherhood and daughterhood for many.
Try to find some joy in the day and with your kids - in whatever way you can. Accept the good and the shortcomings in us all.
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Post by scrappinghappy on May 13, 2017 12:48:56 GMT
Happy Mothers Day from one mom to another...I do understand what you mean...so that said do something you like to do...it isn't about gifts it is about a bit of time... Two years ago my one daughter asked me what I would like for Christmas...I told her...time...so she gives me a calendar and on that is a day(every month) she has a sticker on for us to go out and enjoy a lunch together...usually Saturdays and sometimes on a Sunday after church.... Happy Mothers Day ladies.... What an awesome gift! i asked my kids for time too. Everyone is so busy these days that time is a precious gift even if its just a few minutes over a cup of tea.
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Post by Deleted on May 13, 2017 12:50:54 GMT
I'm sorry...it sucks to be disappointed by those that we do so much for. It's never very predictable at my house, either, and some years I really struggle with that.
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Post by Zee on May 13, 2017 13:38:29 GMT
You sound full of complaints, to be honest. Maybe your attitude about it all shows through and that's why she's going to spend all day with MIL, idk. Reflect on your attitude for a minute. Language like "slap in the face" and going on about her pizza with friends, they don't write long heartfelt letters, using your ingredients (who cares? She has to buy all new eggs and bread or whatever for it to count?), the time isn't right, whatever.
Maybe you're right and your kids are jerks, but I've read enough threads here over the years to know some moms push their kids away without realizing the part they play in that.
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Post by amom23 on May 13, 2017 13:50:47 GMT
Mother's Day is a day because somebody decided to make it a day and put it on the calendar. Personally I think there are WAY TOO many of these made up days and people get WAY TOO bent out of shape if expectations aren't met. Celebrate or don't, but for heaven's sake please don't base your motherhood on whether or not your children did enough to recognize the day with you.
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Post by keithurbanlovinpea on May 13, 2017 13:51:39 GMT
IMO it's a made up holiday that people attach unrealistic expectations to. If my kids were assholes 364 days of the year, I wouldn't expect them to be angels on this one day. My hope is that all children (who don't have asshole parents) respect and appreciate every day the sacrifices that their mothers and fathers made for them.
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Post by refugeepea on May 13, 2017 14:16:22 GMT
I don't love or hate Mother's Day. I don't deserve to be honored. All my kids have issues. I prefer to celebrate my mom and try to forget about my messed up family.
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Post by Deleted on May 13, 2017 14:17:21 GMT
When I was younger, I used to get upset over things like this. I hated all the flower, candy, jewelry advertisements everywhere I looked. I am not sure when it happened, but I finally gave up on expecting things and just take care of myself. I realized MY pouting (not saying OP is pouting) and being down did nothing but hurt ME. I am sure when my young adult children are older, they will get me gifts. For now, they see a happy mom who treats herself to a little gift once in a while.
As far as MD, I wanted a new plant for my porch and bought it. I wanted to take a stroll around an antique store and did that, too. I found a special little gift for myself there. I spent about $20 on the two items but will enjoy them so much.
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Post by Deleted on May 13, 2017 14:24:02 GMT
I don't love or hate Mother's Day. I don't deserve to be honored. All my kids have issues. I prefer to celebrate my mom and try to forget about my messed up family. I think we all deserve to be honored. No little baby came into this world to mess it up. But stuff happens and things can go badly. Still, I think we deserve honor. I honor you. I am glad you are here.
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Post by mikklynn on May 13, 2017 14:24:03 GMT
I don't love or hate Mother's Day. I don't deserve to be honored. All my kids have issues. I prefer to celebrate my mom and try to forget about my messed up family. Of course you deserve to be honored! I honor and respect you, because I know your children have issues. You get up every morning and do your best. What is more honorable than that? Happy Mother's Day, refugeepea
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Post by mom on May 13, 2017 15:08:12 GMT
I don't love or hate Mother's Day. I don't deserve to be honored. All my kids have issues. I prefer to celebrate my mom and try to forget about my messed up family. You deserve honor and respect! Be gentle on yourself! We are all just doing to best we can.
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Post by bc2ca on May 13, 2017 15:46:36 GMT
I'm so over Mother's Day. My grown children are never prepared with anything. It's not about the gift though. It's that they just don't care enough to even write a heart felt letter. I just feel like I get the leftovers of whatever holiday. My middle dd called my dh tonight and asked if she could come over and make breakfast for me (using my ingredients) at 6:30am. 6:30!!! Because she is just so broke and doesn't have any money. Well her checking account is connected to mine recently, (I have to go to the bank about that), and it's right there as I open my account so I wasn't snooping. I can see that she's spent a lot of money doing her fun things, spending $75 for pizza for her friends. I know it's not of my business what she spends her money on, but it sure make me feel bad that I'm just an afterthought to her. And why is she in such a hurry? Because she wants to spend the day with her fiance's mom. What a nice slap in the face. My adult son will probably forget as usual, and my senior dd won't do anything either. Now, if I were you, I'd be questioning why that is...is she a bad mom? Does she deserve no recognition? I am a good mom, and it hurts when there's a freaking holiday advertised everywhere you turn and you can't even write a note. I'm just done. At least my husband will take me to Red Lobster, which he hates, but I love. Love that guy! I think sometimes we take for granted that those we love know how much we love them and Mother's Day can be a day set up for disappointment. I can honestly say I didn't truly appreciated my mom until I became a mom. I did LOL at your DD wanting to make you breakfast at 6:30, because sleeping in would be way higher on my list of things that make me happy than eating that early. I'd cut her a bit of slack with spending the day with fiance's mom as that is a newer relationship where she is still finding her way and she isn't thinking about how it could hurt you (going back to to my first thought about taking for granted those we love). Enjoy your dinner with DH.
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Post by NoWomanNoCry on May 13, 2017 15:53:49 GMT
Call me crazy but I thought the idea of your one DD coming over to make breakfast was actually sweet. It shows she is making time for you when in fact she could have totally blown you off. Idk maybe I'm looking at the best in this situation and there is more to the story.
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Post by shescrafty on May 13, 2017 15:59:24 GMT
I hate it because it is a reminder of what I don't have. Not only is my daughter gone, but I don't have a relationship with my mom because if her behavior. We tried to do a regular Mother's Day last year and I ended up crying in my car in a parking lot. So this year I am skipping it. Getting my hair done and hopefully pressure washing the deck and carport.
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Post by seikashaven on May 13, 2017 16:07:13 GMT
I like Mother's Day because I fought like hell to become a mom and for so long this day was a reminder of what I couldn't have. I am lucky enough to have a DH who spoils me with little indulgences like hot coffee and a sleep in. I don't really care about gifts.
My mother and MIL will get a card and a phone call (we live far away). Its a gesture. I'm happy to recognize their roles and thank them for being instrumental in our childhoods. If they would like more than that then I feel their spouses can do that. If I lived closer, I would try to go for lunch or a pedicure with my mom. To be honest, I need this holiday more than them. I'm in the season of raising tiny, demanding humans. I need a break and a pat on the back more than they do right now.
Your post comes uncross pretty angry. If my mom was judging how I spent my time and money the way you are, I'd probably give up. If the gestures I made were ridiculed or rejected because they weren't the right ones I would stop trying. Trying to read someone's mind and give them precisely the right kind of affection is exhausting. Look for the good. If you can't appreciate the good parts of who they are and the little efforts that they do make then you'll always be disappointed.
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Post by momto4kiddos on May 13, 2017 16:07:27 GMT
I don't love or hate Mother's Day. I don't deserve to be honored. All my kids have issues. I prefer to celebrate my mom and try to forget about my messed up family. You deserve honor and respect! Be gentle on yourself! We are all just doing to best we can. Completely agree, be gentle with yourself, we're all just doing the best we can! I hate it because it is a reminder of what I don't have. Not only is my daughter gone, but I don't have a relationship with my mom because if her behavior. We tried to do a regular Mother's Day last year and I ended up crying in my car in a parking lot. So this year I am skipping it. Getting my hair done and hopefully pressure washing the deck and carport. I'm sorry for your loss! I hope that you're able to make the best of the day.
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Post by SockMonkey on May 13, 2017 16:09:59 GMT
I don't hate Mother's Day, but I read this post and it spoke to me. Maybe you, too, will appreciate it:
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