bklyngal62
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Post by bklyngal62 on Dec 16, 2017 18:40:31 GMT
My 34 yr old son passed away a couple of weeks ago and just can't get into the mood of anything, especially the holidays. I had one of my husbands family member ask me if I had already bought all the Hanukkah gifts for the party and what did I want to volunteer to bring. I stood there shocked and she couldn't understand what she had said wrong. I understand my son was from a previous marriage but how can she not understand what I'm going through. Is it that I'm just being too sensitive? I just don't know how to handle things right now. Please keep me in your prayers.
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valincal
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Post by valincal on Dec 16, 2017 18:44:17 GMT
I am so sorry for your loss. My condolences.
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Post by disneypal on Dec 16, 2017 18:44:44 GMT
I am so sorry - it is hard to lose anyone. I think losing a child is the hardest loss of all...some people just don't understand how hard it is to just even go about your daily life, left alone attend parties and such - it is hard just to get up and breath after a loss such as yours.
I will be praying for you ((HUGS))
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RosieKat
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Post by RosieKat on Dec 16, 2017 18:44:48 GMT
That is definitely not being too sensitive! That is painful and horrible for any parent to have to deal with, and if you just danced around like everything was fine and perfect and wonderful for Hannukah, I'd think there was something seriously wrong with you.
Be gentle with yourself. If there's a party and you still want/need to go, do it. But don't put pressure on yourself to be overly festive. Surely anyone who truly cares will understand - and if you have to leave, that's OK, too.
I'm so terribly sorry, and will most certainly keep you in my prayers. If you don't mind, what's your son's name?
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maryannscraps
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Post by maryannscraps on Dec 16, 2017 18:46:38 GMT
I'm so very sorry for your loss. You must still be in shock, and the family member should be asking what she can do for you, not the other way around. She should realize that your world has been upended, and the holidays will be difficult for you this year. Giant cyber hugs to you. If and when you feel ready, please tell us wonderful things about your son.
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purplebee
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Post by purplebee on Dec 16, 2017 18:46:51 GMT
Hugs and prayers for you. People need to understand that grief can take years to work through. So sorry about the loss of your son, I can't imagine how hard that would be. You need to put yourself as your #1 priority right now, and only do what you feel like doing.
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anniebygaslight
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Post by anniebygaslight on Dec 16, 2017 18:47:45 GMT
I am so sorry x
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Post by jenjie on Dec 16, 2017 18:47:57 GMT
No no no! I’m so sorry. For the death of your son and the insensitivity of your relative.
I promise she’s just not thinking. Until they’ve been there, people don’t understand.
If you need to step out of the holidays this year, do it. Or do what you feel up to. My first Christmas without dh was almost 6 months later. I chose to send my kids to spend the day with the family and I showed up long enough to eat dinner and leave. It worked for me. But I had a much longer time to process and live without him. If you want to spend the day wrapped up in a blanket, give yourself permission. If you go anywhere, tell them you’re not bringing anything and don’t know how long you’ll be able to stay. How much can your broken heart handle?
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Post by phoenixcov on Dec 16, 2017 18:49:15 GMT
I am so very sorry for your great loss. I will be thinking of you.
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Post by grammadee on Dec 16, 2017 18:59:58 GMT
You have to do what you need to do. No need to explain to anyone. Don't apologize.
The Christmas after my db's passing (in September) his wife offered to bring homemade buns to our Christmas dinner. She called from her cell phone from her car at the road at the end of our long driveway, and said she had the buns for our dinner but just could not come in to the house. She had been sitting there awhile trying to get the courage to come into the house. I went out to meet her; we shared a hug; and I came back to the house full of people with the buns. She went home where she spent the rest of the evening alone.
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Post by jenjie on Dec 16, 2017 19:05:20 GMT
You have to do what you need to do. No need to explain to anyone. Don't apologize. The Christmas after my db's passing (in September) his wife offered to bring homemade buns to our Christmas dinner. She called from her cell phone from her car at the road at the end of our long driveway, and said she had the buns for our dinner but just could not come in to the house. She had been sitting there awhile trying to get the courage to come into the house. I went out to meet her; we shared a hug; and I came back to the house full of people with the buns. She went home where she spent the rest of the evening alone. 😢 I get it. Thank you for your understanding and compassion. I hope OP’s family will do likewise.
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inkedup
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Post by inkedup on Dec 16, 2017 19:05:51 GMT
My deepest condolences go out to you. No one should have to endure the death of their child.
You are not being overly sensitive; you are devastated and grieving and adjusting to a world without your son. I am sorry you don't have more support.
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Post by cadoodlebug on Dec 16, 2017 19:10:02 GMT
You are in my prayers. I can't fathom losing a son. Do what you need to do to get through the holidays.
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Rhondito
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Post by Rhondito on Dec 16, 2017 19:13:40 GMT
I'm so very sorry. I can't imagine the pain of losing a child, no matter the age. You are in my prayers.
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Post by *sprout* on Dec 16, 2017 19:20:37 GMT
I'm so sorry for your loss. (((hugs)))
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Post by mnmloveli on Dec 16, 2017 19:27:27 GMT
My 34 yr old son passed away a couple of weeks ago and just can't get into the mood of anything, especially the holidays. I had one of my husbands family member ask me if I had already bought all the Hanukkah gifts for the party and what did I want to volunteer to bring. I stood there shocked and she couldn't understand what she had said wrong. I understand my son was from a previous marriage but how can she not understand what I'm going through. Is it that I'm just being too sensitive? I just don't know how to handle things right now. Please keep me in your prayers. I’m sooo sorry for your loss. Don’t even think that you’re being too sensitive. Only losing your son 2 weeks ago is like an open wound. You are still processing that he’s gone and your healing and adjusting has not even begun. I’m going to give your extended famiky a break and say maybe they just want to help you keep busy during these terrible holidays for you. If you are not up to participating, just speak up. Maybe tell your husband and let him speak to his family or any other friends or family that need to understand. Please don’t be hard on yourself. ((HUGS))
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Post by Deleted on Dec 16, 2017 19:28:56 GMT
I'm so very sorry. You'll be in my thoughts.
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Post by lucyg on Dec 16, 2017 19:32:46 GMT
I am so, so sorry for your loss. No mom should ever have to bury her baby, whatever stage of life we're at. This nonsense is on the relative, not you. You deserve to be treated gently and with love and consideration while you work through your horrific loss. If you want to attend empty handed, go ahead. If you want to stay home, do it. Don't let these people (or your DH) guilt you into doing anything that doesn't feel right at this time. You be kind to yourself even if the others don't/can't/will never understand. ETA here is an organization called Compassionate Friends for parents who have lost a child. I know people who greatly benefited from joining a local chapter. Give them a look when you feel like it.
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Post by crazy4scraps on Dec 16, 2017 19:37:06 GMT
I’m so sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine the grief of losing a child no matter their age. You’re not being too sensitive! Everyone is on their own schedule when it comes to things like this so don’t let anyone make you think you should be over it already. He was your child! Of course you’re still sad. Be gentle with yourself, I’m sure this is really, really hard. Hugs!
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CeeScraps
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Post by CeeScraps on Dec 16, 2017 19:40:16 GMT
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Ignore the comment. She wasn't being mean, she just doesn't understand.
You do what you can and if you can't do it, don't! Do not feel pressured to do more than you can handle.
Many hugs to you and your family.
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Post by Linda on Dec 16, 2017 19:42:23 GMT
((((Hugs)))) and prayers. I'm so very sorry for your loss.
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Nanner
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Post by Nanner on Dec 16, 2017 19:42:29 GMT
I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine.
You do what you have to do to help you get through the holidays. If it's just staying at home, then do that. Look after you right now.
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Post by donna on Dec 16, 2017 19:44:21 GMT
I am so sorry for your loss. You are not being too sensitive. My younger sister died 30 years ago on Dec 2. The holidays were horrible that year. We did go ahead and attend family gatherings but they didn’t feel right. Thank goodness the whole extended family was understanding and shared in our grief.
Do what feels right for you. You are at the beginning of this process and still raw with grief. Hugs
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Post by KelleeM on Dec 16, 2017 19:48:54 GMT
I’m so sorry for your loss. Sadly, some people just don’t think before they speak. And some are just clueless or insensitive. Be gentle with yourself. Hugs and prayers.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 16, 2017 19:52:09 GMT
I am sorry as well. We've had a profound loss in our family too and I understand some of what it's like. It's hard to imagine what the family member was thinking when she asked that. I hope you receive some support and understanding no matter what you decide to do.
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Post by tkdmom on Dec 16, 2017 19:59:05 GMT
Sorry for your loss. Take time for yourself. It does not matter the loss was from a different marriage, it is still a loss and painful. I second the recommendation of compassionate friends. They can be a lifeline when every one thinks you should be over it it, and you aren't. Grief is on your time line not theirs.
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Post by mikklynn on Dec 16, 2017 19:59:55 GMT
I'm so sorry for your loss. Ignore the comment. She wasn't being mean, she just doesn't understand. You do what you can and if you can't do it, don't! Do not feel pressured to do more than you can handle. Many hugs to you and your family. I completely agree. I'm so very sorry for the loss of your son. Be gentle with yourself. Sending a gentle (((hug))).
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marimoose
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Post by marimoose on Dec 16, 2017 20:01:58 GMT
I am so sorry for your loss and I honestly cannot say how I would be feeling as I have never experienced this. I think I would be a mess, no, I know I would. NO ONE gets to put a timeline on grieving. Everyone is different. I really like how jenjie summed it up. Give yourself permission to grieve as you need to and you owe no one an explanation, nor should anyone be looking for one, especially family.
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Post by gillyp on Dec 16, 2017 20:03:41 GMT
I'm so very sorry for your loss. You must still be in shock, and the family member should be asking what she can do for you, not the other way around. She should realize that your world has been upended, and the holidays will be difficult for you this year. Giant cyber hugs to you. If and when you feel ready, please tell us wonderful things about your son. Absolutely this. I really don’t think it’s possible for a grieving mother to be too sensitive. Your emotions will be all over the place and will take you totally unawares when you least expect it. You certainly don’t have to apologise for them. I tend to agree with a previous poster and wonder if maybe the relative is thinking that it will be beneficial to you to “just carry on”. Hopefully your husband will take control and explain to the family that it’s too much to have any expectations of you at the moment and you must be allowed to take the time you need to process and deal with your loss. My most sincere condolences to you and many gentle cyber hugs coming your way.
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bklyngal62
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Post by bklyngal62 on Dec 16, 2017 20:13:44 GMT
That is definitely not being too sensitive! That is painful and horrible for any parent to have to deal with, and if you just danced around like everything was fine and perfect and wonderful for Hannukah, I'd think there was something seriously wrong with you. Be gentle with yourself. If there's a party and you still want/need to go, do it. But don't put pressure on yourself to be overly festive. Surely anyone who truly cares will understand - and if you have to leave, that's OK, too. I'm so terribly sorry, and will most certainly keep you in my prayers. If you don't mind, what's your son's name? Thank you. His name is Jonathan.
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