lurkyloo
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Post by lurkyloo on Jan 19, 2019 18:04:39 GMT
Whoa. Well, it’s over, we signed papers over Christmas. I’m in the house, 2 kids are at college, youngest is splitting time. So I’m alone a lot.
I’m currently binging on Friends episodes, and taking too many Snapchat selfies with my dog.
This is definitely not where I would have expected my life to go. Now what?
I don’t belong to a church—don’t want to. I’m working a little and starting a small pet sitting business. But there won’t be a lot of coworkers to meet. No time for volunteering because our youngest is falling apart emotionally. No family here, hardly any family to speak of anywhere,
Any ideas? Should I join yoga or something? Co Ed yoga, and stare at young yoga guys?
Edited to add: I do not want a boyfriend! Yoga would be just for looking! I changed that. Haha
I guess I’m just not sure how to go about finding myself.
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Post by MichyM on Jan 19, 2019 18:25:20 GMT
6 years ago this month I was in your shoes after 23 years of marriage. I didn’t want to go back to work as I had retired 2 years prior. I have no living family other than my son who lives on the opposite coast.
I’m not interested in activities to meet men. Co-Ed yoga might be a good choice for you. IF yoga is an activity you’d like to do with ior without men.
Mainly I wanted To reply that you probably do have time to volunteer, even with a child who is having a difficult time. I volunteer weekly with 3 different organizations. Two of them are 2 hr commitments a week, one is 3 hours. Very easy to fit into “life.” Most volunteer positions are created with working/busy people’s schedules in mind. Food for thought.
Good luck!
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wellway
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Post by wellway on Jan 19, 2019 18:29:49 GMT
I might be completely off the mark here but I won't rush to find a new guy just yet. Find you first.
Want to learn to ball dance, fly a plane, speak a language then now's your time. Plan a trip even if you never go on it. Read all the books you meant to read.
I have heard of schemes where volunteers commit to phoning an elderly person living alone once a week so that they hear another voice and don't feel so isolated. Something like that might fit your schedule.
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Post by lisacharlotte on Jan 19, 2019 18:30:24 GMT
I’d say it’s time to look at yourself and what you want the rest of your life to look like. Your child having issues is going to no longer be your issue before you know it. You can still volunteer and do things for yourself. I’d say it’s very import that you do. It models healthy self respect for your child and gives you breathing room.
Truthfully, I would not be looking to add a man to my life after I just got rid of one. You need to figure you out first and your new life.
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Post by femalebusiness on Jan 19, 2019 18:34:47 GMT
Try meetup.com. They have a lot of groups and a wide variety of interests. You can find groups in your area.
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Post by Belia on Jan 19, 2019 18:34:56 GMT
What do you want to do?
P.S. I'm so very sorry that you're in this place.
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Post by papersilly on Jan 19, 2019 18:37:51 GMT
This happened to my mom. My parents divorced after 25 years of marriage. My brother and I were off to college. My sister was still in high school. My mom worked full time but didn't hang out with her co workers. She also didn't want to hang out with friends that hung out with my dad too.
She had to rebuild her social life. My mom found a church group that she became part of. After my sister left for college, she traveled the world with this group of friends. She volunteered. She found things to keep her busy. Her world really opened up.
I know you said you don't want to join a church and I totally understand that. But maybe you can find a book club or some other group. There are lots of interest groups on meet up.com.
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Post by lisacharlotte on Jan 19, 2019 18:51:48 GMT
Regarding joining a book club. I am in a fantastic book club. I tried to join two book clubs before this one that was made up of people who were friends prior. Neither worked out because I always felt like the fifth wheel. My current book club we all joined and most of us did not know each other. We were able to create new friendships with no back history that anyone was left out of. We started with 16 original members and we are now firmly cemented at 7. After a disasterous meeting two years ago we agreed no new members (other than the baby born to one of our members).
Our book club was started by a question on Nextdoor. We live near each other and try to keep our meetings in the neighborhood as well. So, if you like to read, it’s a great way to make new friends.
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lurkyloo
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Post by lurkyloo on Jan 19, 2019 19:00:14 GMT
Try meetup.com. They have a lot of groups and a wide variety of interests. You can find groups in your area. I always forget about meetup.com!
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keithurbanlovinpea
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Post by keithurbanlovinpea on Jan 19, 2019 19:20:12 GMT
Try meetup.com. They have a lot of groups and a wide variety of interests. You can find groups in your area. I always forget about meetup.com! I second this. I met a ton of people in great groups after my divorce
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Post by annie on Jan 19, 2019 19:27:55 GMT
Will you go to work full time or don't you need to? Work is a great place to meet people!
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Post by mikklynn on Jan 19, 2019 19:32:21 GMT
I think yoga is a great place to start. Take your child, too.
Find a volunteer project you can do with your child. Giving back is a great way to feel better about your life.
Good luck!
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Post by Delta Dawn on Jan 19, 2019 19:40:50 GMT
Yoga or a gym is a good place to start. BFF and I would go, my old Japanese teacher was there, her niece, a couple of other friends and then we were6 at yoga. That was fun. No men in sight and we just had fun. I didn’t meet anyone new but I did have a great time!
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Post by likescarrots on Jan 19, 2019 19:45:02 GMT
I think yoga is probably OK but I would probably rather join a gym that includes yoga classes. You'll get a much wider selection of people (friends if you're not looking for a boyfriend) to meet or interact with, and you can go whenever, you don't have to be tied down to a class schedule.
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Post by redshoes on Jan 19, 2019 19:50:26 GMT
Spend some time dreaming! Brainstorm...write every bit of it down, even if it sounds crazy! Where have you always wanted to go but didn't have time or $$? Anything you've always wanted to do but put on hold because of xyz?
Now is a great time to put that stuff on a list and make a plan and start taking action to reach those goals....even if it is just towards one thing and even it it will take awhile. I think you need to find something that you will look forward to for you....
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Post by donnab on Jan 19, 2019 20:13:33 GMT
How freeing and scary at the same time! I'm also on the cusp of getting separated. Right now we just can't afford it. I was devastated when we first started talking about it but I've kind of grown into the idea since then. It is scary to think of owning a house without someone around to help take care of it but I used to be pretty independent before I was married 22 years ago. We will see what happens. I would search on meetup and see if there is anything that interests you. I want to learn another language, skydive, learn how to quilt, creative lettering, watercolor, read a bunch of books, learn how to grow a garden and so many more things. I hope you find something that interests you as well and will help take your mind off of doing it on your own. I've heard it can be fun.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 19, 2019 20:27:34 GMT
Congratulations. Did you sign the FINAL divorce papers or are they still pending? My divorce took a few years (4, I think). We were engaged in 1980, married by 1984, had 2 kids by 1990 and then final decree came in 2011 (began in 2007). I ended up with nothing but his debt after we were done, but I was relieved to end it.
It's a big change,even if you're thrilled about it. I met current DH and moved in with him and still felt that emptiness of my little family. You mourn it.
Definitely working out could help you focus and boost your ego. Do things to lift your spirit. Reach out to friends & family. It's a whole new chapter and I wish you the best!
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Post by bunnyhug on Jan 19, 2019 20:47:06 GMT
Try your local library--they often offer a wide range of groups/classes/book clubs, and sometimes are also looking for volunteers . . .
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Post by calgaryscrapper on Jan 19, 2019 21:13:59 GMT
Sometimes local community centres have classes etc. Ours also has a Senior’s group and they meet up for games, walks etc. The starting age is 50. Adverise your business in their flyer. Does your local Government pay Census takers? It’s a great way to get out a couple weeks a year. Take your dog for walks at dog parks.
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Post by ilikepink on Jan 19, 2019 21:30:15 GMT
It was “only” 15 years for me, but my DSs were ready to launch. I spent time figuring out what I wanted the rest of my life to look like. Ended up moving 800 miles away-one factor was to not be his ex-wife.
Do things you want to do. Allow the new normal to come into your life. Don’t rush. Try new things, and if you don’t like them, try other new things. The new you will emerge-and she will be fabulous!!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 19, 2019 22:16:48 GMT
I joine a gym after my divorce and it was great. It allowed me to clear my head and got me in shape at the same time.
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Post by wordfish on Jan 19, 2019 22:21:36 GMT
Yoga sounds like a great idea. I'm sorry things didn't end up the way you planned and also for your child's hurt.
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Post by librarylady on Jan 19, 2019 22:26:14 GMT
Find some activity that interests you. Book club as mentioned. My SIL is taking a carving class at local college. I know someone who took an automotive class to learn how to do car upkeep. I belong to a blanket making group. In short--any activity that interests you in which you can talk with other adults.
Make a point to get outside the house at least 3 times per week so that you don't fall into the hermit mode. Eat a meal with some other adult at least once per week.
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Post by christine58 on Jan 19, 2019 22:42:53 GMT
No time for volunteering because our youngest is falling apart emotionally. Hope he/she is getting some counseling. Hugs
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Post by pierkiss on Jan 19, 2019 22:48:49 GMT
I’m so sorry you are going through this.
Maybe sit down and make a list of hobbies or activities you are even remotely interested in, and then do a search online to see if there are any local groups you can join?
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Post by Deleted on Jan 19, 2019 23:05:53 GMT
Whoa. Well, it’s over, we signed papers over Christmas. I’m in the house, 2 kids are at college, youngest is splitting time. So I’m alone a lot. I’m currently binging on Friends episodes, and taking too many Snapchat selfies with my dog. This is definitely not where I would have expected my life to go. Now what? I don’t belong to a church—don’t want to. I’m working a little and starting a small pet sitting business. But there won’t be a lot of coworkers to meet. No time for volunteering because our youngest is falling apart emotionally. No family here, hardly any family to speak of anywhere, Any ideas? Should I join yoga or something? Co Ed yoga, and stare at young yoga guys? Edited to add: I do not want a boyfriend! Yoga would be just for looking! I changed that. Haha I guess I’m just not sure how to go about finding myself. I'm sorry. Mine ended at 26 years on Christmas eve.... give yourself a little time, dream big..what do you want to be? and dream little. If yoga interests you then go for it. Look at meetup.com for groups. While pet sitting won't have much coworker contact you will have owner relationship development to fill that in. Let everyone you know be aware you are looking for work. My contacts led me to a job in the WM photo lab, from there a different contact led me to a job in a small seminary which let to a job in a larger university where I was able to finish a degree while working and lead to a better paying job. I am where I am based on people who knew me helping out with those starter jobs.
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Post by mollycoddle on Jan 19, 2019 23:09:52 GMT
What interests you? Think about it and go in that direction.. I love your matter of fact approach, It’s very healthy. You will be ok, and I wish you the best.
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Post by Skellinton on Jan 19, 2019 23:15:41 GMT
If your youngest is in school you absolutely have time to volunteer. My mom volunteers at the local library and gets to choose her hours. My aunt volunteers at her local thrift store, I have a relative that volunteers at a prison, I know someone who volunteers at her child’s old elementary school. The best thing about volunteering is the many choices you have and you should be able to work during the school day. My mom and aunt have both made friends at their volunteer positions that they spend time with outside of the volunteering.
I am sorry you are in this position and I am especially sorry for your youngest having a hard time. Hopefully they will see in time that you are happy and fulfilled and that will help them adjust. I think the best thing you can do for them is be happy and celebrate all the positive changes in your life. I fully acknowledge that there are a lot of things you will not consider positive, but I think focusing on the good will be helpful for you both.
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Post by roundtwo on Jan 20, 2019 2:02:46 GMT
I joined a gym after my divorce and it was great. It allowed me to clear my head and got me in shape at the same time. I did this too and it really helped clear up a lot of the noise in my head. Funny enough, I also watched a lot of Friends as well; I suspect it was because it was just easy, mindless noise in an otherwise too quiet of a home. Don't rush into anything; just breathe for awhile and start remembering who you are and what you like. Let yourself mourn a little - even if it did end on a bad note, there was something there for at least some of those 25 years and now the future looks a lot different than you had thought it was going to be for many of those years. I'm sorry to hear about your youngest. My kids also had a very difficult time emotionally (it sounds like they were about the same ages) and I found counselling really helped them a great deal. They didn't go for long but they learned how to deal with all the changes and new people that suddenly became part of their lives. One pops back in every so often for a tune-up as he calls it. I'm just grateful they found something that worked for them. Keep reaching out to people, here and in real life, even if just to say hi. I found it was pretty easy to go off grid and start wallowing and thinking too much about the "what ifs". Just walking around the block or making a new recipe would usually get me out of my head.
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scrapngranny
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Post by scrapngranny on Jan 20, 2019 2:46:03 GMT
I’m so sorry this is where you find yourself after 25 years. I have not been there, but my best advice is to take some time and get to know who you are at this point. If you could write a story of the rest your life, what would it look like?
Take time and nurture yourself and your children, especially the youngest one. Show him stability and comfort and that he is ok, every thing is going to be ok.
I’m speaking as a grandmother of three boys almost the same ages as your kids, there parents are recently divorced after 23 years of marriage. It has rocked their world. Their mom kept the house and all the furnishings, but started up a whole new life and the boys are left in the dust. The middle boy recently moved in with DH and I because he is just not able to cope and she doesn’t seem to understand why they can’t just move on. Their dad is very much a part of their lives, but they miss the mom they have counted on all their lives.
I feel she would be in a better place herself if she took reinventing herself a little slower. Look for good solid friends not lots of friends
Best of luck, divorce is tough on the whole family.
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