aKathy's What's for Dinner? 3/26

Tonight we are having the bbq chicken from last night. I will roast vegetables and make a salad. There is a bit of rice I can cook too.

I saw a neighbour today and that was nice. I was 50 yards away so we had to yell. We are all doing as well as we can.

DSO and I wanted Fish & Chips, but it seemed that most of them were closed down. So I decided to make burgers instead, and went to the supermarket. The F&C shop near the supermarket was open, so I was able to get some after all. Only one person was allowed in the shop at any time. The owner was starting to get really stressed, because people kept trying to come in when someone else was in the shop. While I was in there ordering, he told three people to get out and wait for him to call them in. It was like a bizarre episode of The Soup Nazi!      "No Fish & Chips for you!"

Roast chicken.

I layered whole carrots , celery, potatoes in a pan and set the chicken on that instead of putting it on a rack.

I had to let go of a couple of (contractor) coworkers today, so I had tequila, ice cream, and pizza for dinner... in that order.

Sorry, not sorry.

We had homemade pizza. I'm trying to alternate cooking chicken, beef, etc. so we don't feel like we are eating the same stuff every night. This has got to be the longest stretch of cooking at home I have ever done in my adult like....2+ weeks and counting.

Hey ladies. I am not going to be on for a long time...until all this shit settles down. I just cant.

Having medical ptsd on top of anxiety the over dramatic thread titles, constant in your face c 19 crap, and bickering about those of us who have mental illness and being told to suck it up and get over it or just leave...this place isn't fun.

How to wash your groceries triggers my anxiety and ocd and the need to wash every damn thing multiple times.

The talk about not finding tp or bread or water drives my need to have the item into over drive because my anxiety makes me fear we will run out and not have the foods or water I need for my medical kids.

The death rates and count rates makes my ptsd go crazy because of what ds went through and having 2 immuno compromised kids. I KNOW what can happen, I dont need to be reminded every 5 min. 3 of the 4 of us are high risk.

The talk of new normal and routines makes my ocd go off the rails because I dont have control.

Maybe this will help some who think my feelings are invalid or stupid understand why its hard to be here

I love you all and hope you stay safe ❤❤❤❤

See you when this settles

It looks amazing!

Good for you!