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Post by LavenderLayoutLady on Jun 18, 2016 12:25:07 GMT
I miss my brothers.
In most of our adult lives, they only feel the need to be in my life if they are asking for help. For money.
I'm just so jealous of the threads I read here where all the siblings get along and have each others back. I feel like I missed out on that.
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Post by peasapie on Jun 18, 2016 12:38:15 GMT
I haven't seen one of my brothers in 10 years and probably won't ever see him again. He was my closest sibling growing up. His wife gets along with no one - has had problems with every neighbor they've had - and has isolated my brother from his siblings. I've tried to reach out to him, with or without her in the picture, but she won't allow it and he doesn't seem to have the will, the ability, or the desire to think for himself. (She throws away anything my siblings send to the house, for example.) I do see my sister and my other brother, and for that I am grateful.
My husband has two siblings who, like yours, only reach out when they need help.
I think staying in touch with adult family members is wonderful when it works. You have shared memories, inside jokes and mutual understanding. But so often with people I know, their friends are better than family.
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Post by myboysnme on Jun 18, 2016 12:38:52 GMT
You posted this just for me. How thoughtful! My sister and I have not spoken or acknowledged each other's existence on the planet for probably 5 years, maybe longer. I had finally had enough of her horrid treatment of me and I told her not to ever contact me again in life. Around the first of the year she forwarded some 10 year old emails to me that I had sent to her, along with her nasty comments added and I deleted them and returned an email with the subject: Don't ever contact me again. She also sent some of my emails to other family members just to be a bitch. I only feel bad because my sister also cut off my mom because my mom would not cut me off. The two grandchildren don't even come and see my mom - they are adults and live just an hour away. I really hate my sister for that. I could fill the board with stories of what my sister has done to me and still only cover a portion. I feel very sad that I don't have a sister relationship, but not with her. I love that she is not in my life.
My 2 brothers - well we are not close, never have been. One ne'er do well brother lives with my mom and I see him more often. He's OK, sort of, but we have our history too. My other brother - we are only 11 months apart and he is someone I don't really like; very braggy, doesn't even pretend to like me really, but I can be in his presence for very short periods. He's an alcoholic and is usually drunk when I'm around him.
I have 3 half siblings. I was not raised with them but was around them a whole lot when they were young. I see their posts on facebook. That's about it.
You know my uncle was dying when I was pregnant with my second child. He said, "Teach your boys to be friends. Here I am dying and I have no relationship with my brother (my dad)." I tried to teach them to be good friends, but I think there is something genetic in my family where we just can;t get along with our siblings. Now they are adults and occasionally talk or get together, but I have no inclination that they will ever be loving siblings. Both my mom and my dad moved away when they turned 18, so they never were around their families either. I think that has something to do with it when you aren't close to your family of origin and your kids grow up without seeing close family bonds. Just a thought.
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Post by LavenderLayoutLady on Jun 18, 2016 12:58:11 GMT
You posted this just for me I haven't seen one of my brothers in 10 years and probably won't ever see him again. (((hugs))) to you both. Not that I like that others deal with this, but I'm glad I'm not alone. And posting this reminded me that I also have no relationship with any of my three cousins. But with two of them, I think it is an age difference thing more than anything else. Not raised together. Grandparents were already gone when they were born, so no common meeting ground, so to speak. And the other is in and out of prison, and I wouldn't want a relationship with him. I guess the older I get, the more alone I feel.
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Post by imsirius on Jun 18, 2016 12:59:10 GMT
I haven't seen one of my brothers in 10 years and probably won't ever see him again. He was my closest sibling growing up. His wife gets along with no one - has had problems with every neighbor they've had - and has isolated my brother from his siblings. I've tried to reach out to him, with or without her in the picture, but she won't allow it and he doesn't seem to have the will, the ability, or the desire to think for himself. (She throws away anything my siblings send to the house, for example.) I do see my sister and my other brother, and for that I am grateful. This I could have written myself except I *do* see my brother when he sort of puts his foot down and attends family events. He won't go without her though!!! So if she doesn't want to go, he doesn't go. He says that she is his wife and he has to live with her and doesn't want to deal with the backlash of having to listen to her bitch for days if he goes. We all tell him to get some balls and step up and tell her that we are HIS family and he will see us no matter what! His kids don't know any of us because she thinks she is so much better than our family. I will never understand that if we are so lowlife to her and that we aren't "good enough" for her, why she married my brother in the first place. It's just bizarre to me.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 18, 2016 13:02:14 GMT
I don't want a relationship with my brother. He's abusive to virtually every person he comes in to contact with, he uses threats and bullying to get his own way. He can't take responsibility for any of his own stupidness, he lies, he leaves debt behind then get pissy when it catches up with him, he doesn't have a good word to say about anyone, I could go on! The last time I saw him he took great pleasure in calling me a 'skinny ugly spastic' and telling me he was going to 'kick my effing arse all round town'. He's just so deeply unpleasant that I don't want to be around him and I feel no guilt at cutting him out of my life.
Just because people are family doesn't mean that relationships will be close. I'd rather spend my time with people who are thoughtful and caring towards me who don't happen to be related than spend time with arseholes just because we share DNA.
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Post by cahwoo on Jun 18, 2016 13:07:32 GMT
Gee I thought I was the only one that had a brother and sister both living about 20 minutes from me but have their own lives and never interact with me. We were close growing up but now everyone has gone their separate ways. If by chance we see each other we are friendly but it hurts not to just visit each other and do things together like other families.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 18, 2016 13:21:15 GMT
I have almost no relationship with my oldest sister. She is 13 years older than me and left home when I was 5, and moved halfway across the country. I saw her very rarely over the years so we don't really know each other. I blame myself more than her, she made more of an effort to keep in touch but I've never been good about long-distance relationships of any kind - friend, family, or romantic. I wish that wasn't the case, but t have enough trouble keeping up with people who are right in front of me, I tend to forget about people that I can't "see."
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Post by mom on Jun 18, 2016 13:30:34 GMT
I a member of this club as well.
I am the youngest of 3 girls (5 kids total). Me and my middle sister have no relationship. She is just manipulative. She is at my dads house (2 min away) for Fathers Day (she lives 8 hours away). No phone call, no email. nothing to say she was in town. But, she will go on facebook complaining that she is all alone, her friends are her family because her family doesnt care, etc.
You know how you finally get to a place where you're just done with a person? Im so there.
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Post by J u l e e on Jun 18, 2016 13:34:34 GMT
Relationships in my family are challenging. We are the poster family for "having siblings does not mean you will have friends for life or people to lean on and be there for you". We are able to get together for holidays and events but not without much awkwardness and forced conversation. If not for family expectation, I would probably not attempt to spend time with any of them. I am four hours away from the rest of them, but they are all within a half hour of each other.
It's all just so dysfunctional. I have major boundaries in place with my older sister, of which she repeatedly attempts to trample. The other two, I just don't connect with on any level at all. So I guess my situation is opposite, but no less sad. I love reading about close siblings though. It's something I cannot imagine, except that I experience it from my friends. Good friends are gold.
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Post by whipea on Jun 18, 2016 13:42:39 GMT
The only family I have left is my sister and her son. She lives about 10 minutes from me and I see them maybe once every few years and that is usually to meet for lunch at a resteraunt. Other than that the only time I hear from her when she needs money, but I never give her any yet she persists in that venue. Even when we were children we did not really have a relationship, no like or dislike it just we are very different.
She is three years older and she is ok, just never grew emotionally and is very immature. I never really had a relationship with her or my nephew who is 30 years old and still lives with her, though I have tried. Funny thing is he has a career but just has not moved on, just like her I guess.
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Post by tenacious on Jun 18, 2016 13:54:36 GMT
I only have one brother, and quite honestly, he is one of the biggest sources of pain in my life, and pretty much has been our whole lives. I won't go into the saga, but, after this last round after his divorce, I feel sucked dry, disrespected, and have kind of removed myself from his life. No good deed goes unpunished pretty much sums it up.
I live in a culture of large families where family relationships are highly stressed and valued. It is incredibly hard to not get depressed when it seems everyone around you has support from family during their tough times and you have next to none. My mother lives with us, and although she is my biggest fan, she has cancer and needs a lot of care. My dad was my rock of support and he died suddenly 4 years ago.
It is a tough spot to be in, for sure. My heart goes out to all of you that do not have support or a relationship with silblings to help navigate life's challenges. It sucks.
I do believe in the next life I will have the supportive family relationships that I was not able to have here.
Erin
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Post by mikklynn on Jun 18, 2016 14:04:37 GMT
We get along fine. There are 5 of the 6 still living. I have a strained relationship with my youngest sister. I would have called her my best friend until my DH was diagnosed with cancer. I don't know what happened, but she disappeared from my life. She and my other sister do things together frequently, but I am never included. I cried buckets over the years, now I just don't care. I don't have the energy to deal with it.
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Post by librarylady on Jun 18, 2016 14:19:50 GMT
I have a younger sister (8 years) with whom I was once very close. She has a difficult personality and can get overly angry at the drop of a hat. Our BIL died and she sent some hateful emails to another sister about an event during that funeral week. Another sister and I 'called her out" for sending that email at such a stressful time for everyone. Her response was to cut off ALL contact with ALL of her sisters since 2009. (large family = 6 sisters) She would speak/interact with our 2 brothers. She refused phone calls, so I went to her office once to speak and try to make up. She booted me out and called that night screaming all sorts of insults and making false statements about things I had supposedly done. When I rebutted, she backed down. However, she continued to ignore me.
This spring she has begun to act like nothing ever happened and relationships are like we were in 2008. I'll interact with her, but nothing will ever be the same again in my relationship with her.
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Post by hannahruth on Jun 18, 2016 14:56:52 GMT
This sad club is growing by one. I am the middle child of nine - five brothers and three sisters.
I have not had contact with my eldest brother since our mother died in July 1989. I have had no contact with my eldest sister, younger sister and two younger brothers since December 1999.
As as you can see there is not many left - I have regular - weekly visits and phone calls during the week - with the remaining sister and regular phone calls with an older and younger brother. Both brothers live interstate so only see them occasionally.
I have grieved for these relationships but asked myself "if I was to meet these people in a social situation would I make a friend of them?" The answer being no makes my life easier. I really don't need or want their drama.
Sad ad but a fact of life unfortunately. Have some really great friends though.
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Post by artbabe on Jun 18, 2016 15:12:58 GMT
I am bipolar and very stable because I've worked all my life to be that way. My sister is uncontrolled bipolar and her life is a mess. She can be incredibly mean to me when she is on a mood swing. She makes my dad crazy worrying about her and the list of things that she has mucked up in our lives goes on and on... If it was just her I could honestly walk away and not give a damn.
That being said, I love her kids more than life. And no matter how difficult our relationship is, she understands how much I love the kids and gives me unlimited access to them (the fact that she needs the child care sometimes probably contributes to this.) So I limit my time with her as much as possible and take the kids to my house as much as I can.
It is a shame, because she definitely was my best friend growing up. We were incredibly tight.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 18, 2016 15:22:12 GMT
Just because you share the blood does not mean that you have to have a relationship. I refuse to have contact with people who have been a major source of contention in my life. They do well without me and I do well without them.
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Post by canadianscrappergirl on Jun 18, 2016 15:36:46 GMT
I have 6 siblings 4 are step siblings (same dad different mom) and 2 that share same mom and dad. 4 step siblings were pretty much grown when myself and other 2 came along so automatically we weren't close.
Myself and 2 younger siblings both sisters even though we grew up in the same house we were raised differently. They were hands down treated better then me. Got what ever they wanted, were able to do whatever they wanted. We were never close even though there is only 2 years between me and my 2nd youngest.
Thru the years we tried to keep a relationship going but I found if I didn't put the effort in the relationship would weaken. Also economically our lifestyles were very different and hubby and I weren't about to keep up with the joneses.
We quit talking about 4 yrs ago. I don't miss her I wasn't close to her as a kid and our adult relationship was always do much work for little benefits.
My youngest sister I haven't seen or talked to in at least 10 yrs. She is a pathelogical liar and I refuse to be around ppl like that.
I haven't seen 3 of my 4 step siblings in at least 10 yrs. Thru the years before that I tried to keep in contact but found it was one sided. For instance when I was in their neck of the woods (holidays in same province) we would call and drive out of our way just to see them but when they would come to alberta and visit in my former home town I wouldn't even get a heads up so I could drive the hr to see them.
It doesn't make me sad that I have no relationship with any of the 6. I don't feel jealous or bitter. It us what it is and my life isn't lonely sad or empty with out them!
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Post by canadianscrappergirl on Jun 18, 2016 15:48:33 GMT
Just because you share the blood does not mean that you have to have a relationship. I refuse to have contact with people who have been a major source of contention in my life. They do well without me and I do well without them. I agree whole heartedly! Life's way too short to have that crap in your life and a person should not feel that because we are related I need to have you in my life.
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Post by femalebusiness on Jun 18, 2016 15:57:21 GMT
None that don't want a relationship with me but as soon as my mom dies I am so done with my sister. I have only necessary contact with her now. Our value systems are worlds apart. I tell my only child daughter that she has no idea what a favor I did for her by not having more kids. My sister has been a source of irritation and embarrassment all of my life.
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Post by georgiapea on Jun 18, 2016 16:33:08 GMT
After reading what some of you have gone though it makes me thankful I never got the sibling I so wanted as a child.
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Post by tincin on Jun 18, 2016 16:44:34 GMT
My oldest brother refuses to speak to me. I turned him and my XSIL in to adult protective services for neglecting my nephew who is a Down Syndrome child. My XSIL apologized a few years back for turning on me the way they did, now that the situation with my DN has been resolved and he is doing wonderfully. My brother hasn't spoken with me for about 12 years now and quite honestly I am good with it. He tries to make the situation all about me doing something evil to him when in reality it was all about my DN being treated well
I have a great relationship with my one sister and two brothers and an okay relationship with the remaining sister and 2 brothers who are still alive. So all in all, I'm in a good place with the sibs except for one.
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Post by MichyM on Jun 18, 2016 16:47:33 GMT
Unfortunately, yes. My brother pretty much fell off the face of the earth after our father died 26 years ago. Brother was a young adult at the time). At that time brother was living in Colorado, I'm in Seattle. For a while he would be in touch with family members (including grandparents, aunts, and uncles) sporadically when he needed something. The last time I set eyes on him and spoke with him was about 17 ish years ago when he stopped by my house unannounced (after first stopping by my mom's and harassing her) and wanted me to buy some herbal something or other that he was selling.
As more time went by he decided he hated everyone, except my sister. He Would be in touch with her when he was in town. She died 6 years ago. I have no idea where he is or whether he's alive or dead. I don't expect any of us will ever hear from him again.
When my mother died 5 years ago I had to hire a private detective to try and track him down (at the courts request) because she left him a bequest. We had no luck. To this day I have no idea what prompted his disappearance.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 18, 2016 17:06:50 GMT
None that don't want a relationship with me but as soon as my mom dies I am so done with my sister. I have only necessary contact with her now. Our value systems are worlds apart. I tell my only child daughter that she has no idea what a favor I did for her by not having more kids. My sister has been a source of irritation and embarrassment all of my life. This is exactly what my brother would write about me.
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Post by femalebusiness on Jun 18, 2016 18:10:04 GMT
None that don't want a relationship with me but as soon as my mom dies I am so done with my sister. I have only necessary contact with her now. Our value systems are worlds apart. I tell my only child daughter that she has no idea what a favor I did for her by not having more kids. My sister has been a source of irritation and embarrassment all of my life. This is exactly what my brother would write about me. I think sometimes siblings do much better without each other. I don't know your circumstances but my sister has just ruined her kids and grand kids, caused my wonderful father a lot of grief, has no respect for herself or others, has NEVER worked or supported herself and leeches off of everyone, hangs out with the scummiest people on the planet. i will be so happy when I don't have to deal with her any more. I get sick at my stomach when I get a phone call or email from her because I know it will be more drama. I'm sorry you don't have a good relationship with your brother, if you would like to be close. Maybe he is the jerk. My sister would tell you that I am the problem because I don't associate with people like her and think that I am better than everyone else. Not true by the way.
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Post by sbartist on Jun 18, 2016 18:17:32 GMT
My choice not to have a relationship with my brother and his family. My brother and his wife think they are above and beyond everyone else, that their time is more valuable than anyone else in the world. They are such hypochristians. Uhm, no thanks. Life is too short to have them as a stress in my life. I am not the only family member who chooses to not be associated with them.
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Post by refugeepea on Jun 18, 2016 18:31:03 GMT
I have 4 siblings. We've never had a falling out, but they are all busy with their own lives. Ironically, I'm the closest with the sister I fought the most with when we were younger. I don't like to have a close relationship with them. They do mean well, but invariably they have to tell mom what I have told them out of concern.
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Post by NoWomanNoCry on Jun 18, 2016 18:56:40 GMT
My sister and I have a strained relationship. So I completely understand you OP. I just look at it this way, it's better to have a less stressful life than keep toxic people in it no matter who they are.
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Post by katybee on Jun 18, 2016 19:04:41 GMT
I am sorry. I have two brothers and we are very close. We fight sometimes (like the time my younger brother racked up a couple thousand dollars worth of tolls on my car). I thought then about ending my relationship with him. But I just cannot imagine doing that. I know that he is a really good person who made a really bad mistake. I love him and I have forgiven him. I know that when it comes down to it, both of my brothers would do anything for me--just as I would for them. For example, I took my older brother to get a colonoscopy last week. And – got a play-by-play on the prep. That's love.
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Post by crazy4scraps on Jun 18, 2016 19:07:39 GMT
I don't know if they don't want a relationship with me, but I sure don't want a relationship with them. I have a bunch of siblings but I'm only close with two of them. I have two other brothers that call me up when they need something or want a favor (that is very rarely reciprocated) but I don't have a problem with them per se. DH pretty much feels the same way about his only sister. He gets along with her okay but they have a totally different lifestyle and value system than we do and we have zero in common with her. We maybe see her and her family twice a year or so.
Now that all of our parents are gone, it's easier to stay away and there's no reason to pretend we want to spend time with them. It might be a mean thing to say, but if I'm being honest I really don't miss the two I never talk to at all, and I *really* don't miss all of their invented drama.
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