peabay
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Jun 25, 2014 19:50:41 GMT
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Post by peabay on Nov 2, 2017 11:14:27 GMT
I'm sorry you're struggling. Why are you afraid to start Lithium?
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Post by Spongemom Scrappants on Nov 2, 2017 11:28:21 GMT
I’ve never been a smoker so I can’t offer any helpful advice, but I hate to hear you’re struggling. You’ve always been one of my favorite peas because you keep it so real. I hope sharing these issues here does provide you some support. I do agree with those who’ve pointed out that you have a number of stressors in your life right now so it may not be the best time to add the stress of quitting smoking to that. Anyway, I hope you get things straightened out to feel more equilibrium soon.
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purplebee
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Jun 27, 2014 20:37:34 GMT
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Post by purplebee on Nov 2, 2017 11:40:02 GMT
Oh...I feel so bad that you are struggling with so many things. You are always so kind and supportive on this board.
I know how hard it is to give up (or try to!) junk food, I can't imagine the difficulty of quitting smoking, and add in the bipolar issues - it must be SO difficult.
Sending hugs and keeping you in my prayers that you can find the Rx combo that works for you.
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Post by jeremysgirl on Nov 2, 2017 12:11:48 GMT
I'm sorry you're struggling. Why are you afraid to start Lithium? There are a lot of side effects. It requires regular blood work because too much can kill you. I think for me it's partly psychological too. it's like the end of the line. The last resort.
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ellen
Pearl Clutcher
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Jun 30, 2014 12:52:45 GMT
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Post by ellen on Nov 2, 2017 12:27:15 GMT
My dad used to get after his brother to quit smoking and my uncle got pretty pissed at him about it. He finally did quit in his mid 50s. In his early 60s he was diagnosed with bladder cancer. My uncle said it was a cancer common in smokers. He was able to get that under control for a while. Two years ago cancerous tumors showed up in his lungs. About a year ago it spread into his bones. He died last month at the age of 69. He was a great guy and we'll miss him terribly.
Honestly, if you want to avoid the long term complications of smoking you are going to have to get serious about this soon. I lost my fil to lung cancer. He smoked on and off all his adult life. I know that it's an absolute bitch to quit smoking.
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Post by malibou on Nov 2, 2017 14:02:51 GMT
I am so sorry you are living with such struggles. I'm glad you talked to your sister and hopefully she will back off for right now.
My dad always said he was going to quit smoking when he was 58. He developed some health issues at 56 and the doctors told him he needed to quit. He tried and tried but couldn't seem to shake it. When he turned 58, it was like a switch. He quit mid pack, mid carton, while my step mom continued to smoke. He speculated that because he had always said 58, that his brain played tricks with him until he turned 58. I hope the same weird thing happens for you at 43.
In the meantime, I will tuck you safely in my thoughts while you work to find the meds that will work for you.
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Post by mikklynn on Nov 2, 2017 15:05:22 GMT
Oh boy, what a tough place to be. I wish you well in your quest to quit smoking. Hugs, jeremysgirl.
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Montannie
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Location: Big Sky Country
Jun 25, 2014 20:32:35 GMT
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Post by Montannie on Nov 2, 2017 16:41:47 GMT
Hugs to you. Hope things resolve soon for you. I knew a woman for whom lithium made a huge difference; she said she felt like herself again.
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River
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Location: Alabama
Jun 26, 2014 15:26:04 GMT
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Post by River on Nov 2, 2017 16:55:37 GMT
I’ve never been a smoker so I can’t offer any helpful advice, but I hate to hear you’re struggling. You’ve always been one of my favorite peas because you keep it so real. I hope sharing these issues here does provide you some support. I do agree with those who’ve pointed out that you have a number of stressors in your life right now so it may not be the best time to add the stress of quitting smoking to that. Anyway, I hope you get things straightened out to feel more equilibrium soon. Especially the bolded part! Lots of love and hugs from me!
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Post by genny on Nov 2, 2017 19:35:09 GMT
Hugs. Glad you spoke to your sister about how you feel.
I quit for good Feb 2014 when my mother in law was in a hospital bed under hospice care in my living room dying from lung cancer - after my then 9th grade daughter said "YOU HAVE TO STOP mom, I can't watch you die too."
However, I did have to use, and still use, a vapor cigarette. I started at high nicotine levels and had to use a flavor that tasted like tobacco. Now I'm down to almost no nicotine and fun flavors. I hope within a couple of years I can quit using this altogether. But part of the addiction is the habit. Even with this, I still gained weight and I hate that, but I am SO glad I don't smoke now and the smell makes me ill when someone smokes around me. I wish I'd had the aversion years ago!
Every time I quit cold turkey I started back again. I simply could not do it that way. I tried Chantix, Lexapro, nicotine gum, patches etc but nothing else worked. I think the time and circumstances have to be right for YOU. Period. YOU have to be ready to make the change in your time.
Years ago I was having some issues; I was depressed, anxious, marriage in trouble, finances a wreck and had developed an ulcer. My doctor said 'cut out the greasy food, caffeine, and alcohol'. I had to laugh - that was the full gamut of my diet, honestly. I told him I'd wither up and die if I quit it all at one time. he told me then to not even think about quitting smoking yet until I was better in control and able to hand the stress of quitting and making such a big change. I think the same is true for your here - you simply have to work out your other health issues and be ready (for you, not for your sister *even though her intentions are good) to be able to succeed.
I wish you the best, truly. It's a beast to quit even under the best of circumstances.
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Post by jlynnbarth on Nov 2, 2017 20:26:07 GMT
I too am sorry you are struggling. I smoked for 25 years. My dh did too. One day 4 years ago, when I was going to buy us cigarettes he said "let's look into e-cigs" so we hopped in the car, went to the closest e cig store and that was it. We quit smoking cigarettes. Like Genny above, we started with a higher dose of nicotine and are down to the lowest dose. My dh now gets the fireball/cinnamon flavor and I am partial to the mint. There are a million flavors to chose from. They even have ones that taste like your brand of cigarette if that's what you like. We hope to ween off everything in this next year. Between the addiction of the nicotine and the habit of having something in your mouth, quitting is really hard. I notice a lot of times now, I'll have my e-cig in my hand and just touching my lips. I'm not even vaping most of the time. It's like a comfort thing or something. I paired my quitting smoking with diet and exercise and I'm also no longer overweight. I've yo-yo'd on my weight twice, but I'm once again at a healthy weight and hope to keep it under control.
I wish you the best of luck and hope it all falls into place when you are ready.
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Post by AussieMeg on Nov 2, 2017 22:22:27 GMT
I'm sorry you're struggling. As a former smoker I know how hard it is to just get your mind to get to the point where you feel like you can even attempt to quit. I also understand how easy it is to slip back into the habit when you're under stress etc. I quit cold turkey when I was 21 and didn't have another cigarette for years...... until I was going through some hard stuff with my ex. It is so easy to use cigarettes as a crutch. I haven't had a cigarette in about 16 years now, and I have to be honest..... there are times when I still think it would be nice to light up.
I'm glad you told your sister how you're feeling. She only has your best interests at heart but she also needs to realise that it's just not that easy to quit. You know it's bad for you, everybody knows it's bad, but you have to be in the right frame of mind to quit.
Good luck with eventually quitting, and all the other stuff too. xx
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jayfab
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Jun 26, 2014 21:55:15 GMT
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Post by jayfab on Nov 2, 2017 22:35:16 GMT
I'm so sorry you're going thru this. You're in my thoughts. (((hugs)))
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