mlana
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Post by mlana on May 7, 2018 5:27:28 GMT
Update 5/7: DH went to the dentist today and the infected tooth has to be pulled by an oral surgeon. We have a consultation on Thurs and i expect he’ll be given an antibiotic then and we’ll have to make another appointment for the actual pulling. DH’s boss was very sympathetic which took a load off of DH’s shoulders.
In spite of the pain, DH worked after the appointment and even went to someone’s house to install their work machine. He will also be out of the house tomorrow for most of the day. He’s not eating much right now as his jaw really hurts. He did tell me how much he had enjoyed what I made for his lunch last week and he hopes I’ll make more pasta salads. This would really work well for me as I can package them and he can get them out of the fridge when he wants to eat. He can also throw the container in his lunch bag if he’s going to be gone for the day.
Once his tooth is handled, I think things will be more settled. I’m looking forward to normal.
OP: Just when I thought life here was going to settle into some sort of normal..
I’ve been whining on the Peas shoulders since my DH had his stroke in 2015 about how tough life has been on us, our marriage and our business. Lots of stress on me as I handle the bills but more stress on DH as he’s struggled to handle the side effects of his stroke and still work enough to keep us afloat. Just when he was somewhat recovered from his stroke and our business started growing again...
DH’s kidneys started failing. In less than 3 years time, his previously healthy kidneys have gone from being slightly impaired to being on the verge of failing. I learned to cook according to his restricted diet and to know justow hard to push for him to stay as healthy as possible. DH has learned to tolerate the shots and blood draws that would once have sent his needle phobia into massive meltdown. We both dusted off our resumes and sent them out into the world...
I haven’t got so much as a nibble, so I have been taking online classes to sharpen my skills and plump out my resume. In early April, DH landed a dream job, doing something he knows he can do and working for someone he truly admires. The job pays well, has good benefits, and gave us enough time before the start date to settle our clients. Equally wonderful, his kidneys have shown some real improvement over the past couple of months.
Everything was going great, then DH got a terrible case of food poisoning and, after a day of hard vomiting and other unpleasantness, started showing some of the symptoms of a stroke. The dr said it wasn’t a stroke or even a whatever the other stroke like thing is; DH was just dehydrated. DH didn’’t believe this - he was convinced that the extra iron pill the dr had put him on and which he had taken exactly 1 time had caused the problem. He felt weak and shaky and was convinced he’d not recover from this nonexistent stroke.
He fought me on every thing I suggested to help him recover. No matter how often DD and I pointed out the signs of his recovery, he refused to see them. He also refused to move any more than absolutely necessary, saying that his legs were rubbery and he was afraid he would fall. Almost two weeks after this happened, he still refused to go up and down the stairs but once a day, wouldn’t carry anything, and screamed at me when I asked him to try to do his daily walking. I finally had to refuse to bring his food upstairs to him and had to refuse to let him bring his dinner upstairs if he wouldn’t bring the dishes back down. It got ugly, no joke, but by the end of the second week, he realized he was actually better, which made the rest of his recovery even faster. LOL
So, DH’s start date was delayed by a few days, but last Monday he began his new job. For the first time in our married life, he had a set schedule. I made him breakfast and a lunch to take to work, and he actually ate both. LOL This was pretty much a miracle in itself. Life was great...
for the 4 days it lasted. Thurs the company bosses decided that the building space they were renting was inadequate, so they sent everyone home. Everyone will be owrking from home for possibly as long as the next 6 months. DH will be responsible for getting everyone’s machines up and going and will maintain them remotely or by in person visits, which is pretty much what he’s done for our company for the past 30 years. He’s thrilled.
Me, not so much. LOL
DD also works from home at least twice a week. Now I will have BOTH of them here, during the day, at least a couple days a week. Strangely enough, they’re both going to want to eat 3 times a day at least. Guess who will be doing the cooking? Both will need quiet to take phone calls. Guess who won’t be able to listen to music during this time? I thought when DH got settled in his job, I’d take the next set of my courses and spend time in my garden. Not seeing that happening, at least not right away.
Then, just because this wasn’t exciting enough..DH has his first toothache EVER, or at least in the 30 years we’ve been married. Taking someone with Stage 4 CKD, who is also diabetic and is horrifically phobic about needles, is going to be so much FUN!!!! (Not). Add in worry because he’s having to take off of work before he has any time off accrued, and I’ll be draining the tequila bottle.
So, the big question here..salt or no salt on the rim? LOL
Marcy (who knows this is temporary and who really, really does appreciate that he has a job)
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Post by Delta Dawn on May 7, 2018 5:32:11 GMT
Salt. Strawberry, please.
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Post by Hayjaker on May 7, 2018 5:36:23 GMT
I think in order to maintain your sanity and in order to maintain some work/home balance you should continue to make him breakfast and a lunch to take to "work". Even if he is working at home.
Also for your daughter.
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Post by Deleted on May 7, 2018 5:39:31 GMT
DD also works from home at least twice a week. Now I will have BOTH of them here, during the day, at least a couple days a week. Strangely enough, they’re both going to want to eat 3 times a day at least. Guess who will be doing the cooking? Both will need quiet to take phone calls. Guess who won’t be able to listen to music during this time? I thought when DH got settled in his job, I’d take the next set of my courses and spend time in my garden. Not seeing that happening, at least not right away. Then, just because this wasn’t exciting enough..DH has his first toothache EVER, or at least in the 30 years we’ve been married. Taking someone with Stage 4 CKD, who is also diabetic and is horrifically phobic about needles, is going to be so much FUN!!!! (Not). Add in worry because he’s having to take off of work before he has any time off accrued, and I’ll be draining the tequila bottle. Get a set of wireless headphones for the stereo and enjoy your music! Also, just because THEY expect to eat doesn't mean you have to drop what you want to do and cook for them. Fix a breakfast and "pack" a lunch as though they were leaving for the day. They can pretend their office is somewhere besides home and eat a pre-packed lunch. I strongly encourage you to not put off your next set of courses. Don't put your life on hold for two other capable adults.
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Post by nlwilkins on May 7, 2018 5:45:06 GMT
set some ground rules now, before any bad habits pop up on the working at home. Like set hours, work zones and non work zones, lunch menus (should be light so no one is tempted to nap)
I used to work from home two days a week and it was very enlightening on how disciplined you have to be. Sure you could work in your pjs, but you had to get the work done and no slacking. Also, you gotta be available for calls and texts from co workers.
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Post by mlana on May 7, 2018 5:47:31 GMT
Salt. Strawberry, please. Works for me! LOL Marcy
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Post by mlana on May 7, 2018 5:52:13 GMT
I think in order to maintain your sanity and in order to maintain some work/home balance you should continue to make him breakfast and a lunch to take to "work". Even if he is working at home. Also for your daughter. I wish that would work for him. Since his CKD developed, he doesn’t seem to recall how to operate our microwave or how to open our fridge door. He did fine at work, but just looked helpless when i suggested he heat up his own soup today. I will make his food for the week in batches, though, and DD, for the most part, will eat the same thing. Last week I made a pasta salad and pasta and sauce and alternated the two and he said he loved every bite. LOL We’ll see what he can eat after his tooth is taken care of tomorrow. Marcy
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Post by Deleted on May 7, 2018 5:55:30 GMT
I think in order to maintain your sanity and in order to maintain some work/home balance you should continue to make him breakfast and a lunch to take to "work". Even if he is working at home. Also for your daughter. I wish that would work for him. Since his CKD developed, he doesn’t seem to recall how to operate our microwave or how to open our fridge door. He did fine at work, but just looked helpless when i suggested he heat up his own soup today.
I will make his food for the week in batches, though, and DD, for the most part, will eat the same thing. Last week I made a pasta salad and pasta and sauce and alternated the two and he said he loved every bite. LOL We’ll see what he can eat after his tooth is taken care of tomorrow. Marcy Not to be a downer, but if he can't remember how to operate a microwave and fridge he won't be employed long. You need to nip his dependence on you in the bud. And you need to be prepared asap to be the one bringing in the family income if he really is this mentally challenged.
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Post by mlana on May 7, 2018 5:57:27 GMT
DD also works from home at least twice a week. Now I will have BOTH of them here, during the day, at least a couple days a week. Strangely enough, they’re both going to want to eat 3 times a day at least. Guess who will be doing the cooking? Both will need quiet to take phone calls. Guess who won’t be able to listen to music during this time? I thought when DH got settled in his job, I’d take the next set of my courses and spend time in my garden. Not seeing that happening, at least not right away. Then, just because this wasn’t exciting enough..DH has his first toothache EVER, or at least in the 30 years we’ve been married. Taking someone with Stage 4 CKD, who is also diabetic and is horrifically phobic about needles, is going to be so much FUN!!!! (Not). Add in worry because he’s having to take off of work before he has any time off accrued, and I’ll be draining the tequila bottle. Get a set of wireless headphones for the stereo and enjoy your music! Also, just because THEY expect to eat doesn't mean you have to drop what you want to do and cook for them. Fix a breakfast and "pack" a lunch as though they were leaving for the day. They can pretend their office is somewhere besides home and eat a pre-packed lunch. I strongly encourage you to not put off your next set of courses. Don't put your life on hold for two other capable adults. Girl, you’re a genius! I have 2 great sets of wireless headphones and had not even thought of them . LOL This has really thrown me for a loop, I admit. Like I just posted, I will make batch meals and alternate them. I really want him to eat home cooked as I’m really careful with the diet restrictions. Since Christmas I’ve made a hard push to make more meals at home, both of us have gotten really good health reviews. I’m hoping that cutting down on eating out even more will continue to pay big dividends. I am going to start the courses, but they don’t begin until June. I am considering getting some more bookkeeping books and studying for my certification. Marcy
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Post by mlana on May 7, 2018 6:05:22 GMT
set some ground rules now, before any bad habits pop up on the working at home. Like set hours, work zones and non work zones, lunch menus (should be light so no one is tempted to nap) I used to work from home two days a week and it was very enlightening on how disciplined you have to be. Sure you could work in your pjs, but you had to get the work done and no slacking. Also, you gotta be available for calls and texts from co workers. DD and i did this when she first considered working form home. We do really well together as she’s careful to let me know the night before or the morning before her afternoon meetings. She’s also very disciplined about her work hours. She’s very good about helping with breakfast and lunch. The biggest problem I anticipate is that DD and I usually eat things DH can’t or won’t eat for breakfast and lunch. If we’re craving something that he likes, we make it when he’s gone and have the smell out of the house before he gets home. I won’t cook things he loves but can’t have when he’s there to smell and want them. That’s just not right. DD doesn’t really get this and she’ll give me some mouth about it, but it won’t matter. You are completely right about this, though. I do have to get in front of it. DH and I have been business partners for 30 years. I already expected him to have problems with me not being part of his job. This is only going to make them worse. I’ll have to constantly remind him that I am not employed by this company-he is. LOL Marcy
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Post by anaterra on May 7, 2018 6:06:26 GMT
Erased because it felt like a pile on and you have more then enough to deal with...
Good luck to you
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Post by mlana on May 7, 2018 6:21:53 GMT
I wish that would work for him. Since his CKD developed, he doesn’t seem to recall how to operate our microwave or how to open our fridge door. He did fine at work, but just looked helpless when i suggested he heat up his own soup today.
I will make his food for the week in batches, though, and DD, for the most part, will eat the same thing. Last week I made a pasta salad and pasta and sauce and alternated the two and he said he loved every bite. LOL We’ll see what he can eat after his tooth is taken care of tomorrow. Marcy Not to be a downer, but if he can't remember how to operate a microwave and fridge he won't be employed long. You need to nip his dependence on you in the bud. And you need to be prepared asap to be the one bringing in the family income if he really is this mentally challenged. I’m sorry-I was trying to be funny. He has selective forgetfulness; he can’t have the microwave food he loves anymore, so he refuses to use it. He was the king of microwave food for most of our marriage, but have you SEEN the sodium count for that shit?!!! Wow! In the battle to bring first his blood pressure and then his kidney disease under control, we no longer buy that sort of prepackaged shit and he just point blank refuses to heause our microwave to heat up food I’ve cooked. He can, he just won’t. His dependence is way past bud stage, too. I think he feels I’ve emasculated him by denying him access to packaged microwaveable food and so he punishes me by making me do all the work for him. Better ballless than on dialysis, though, so I just roll my eyes at him. He used the microwave at work just fine, though only the pasta with meat sauce had to be heated. He likes cold pasta salads just fine, so I’ll make at least one of those a week. We’re both going to have to work on changing how we deal with work. We’ve been business partners for 30 years; it’s been my job to do anything to do with the office part of the business. He’s handles the consulting, I’ve handled the paperwork. Now he has to learn to do his own paperwork and that’s going to be a shock to his system. LOL He CAN do it, he just has to relearn how. I’ve had my resume out for over 6 months and haven’t gotten even a nibble. I admit my self confidence has taken a beating. I’ve run a successful business for a long time and it’s hard realizing those skills don’t show up on paper well. I thought if I quantified those skills by getting certified in some of those areas, it will make it easier for prospective employers to judge my value. I am struggling with deciding which direction to move in, but I’m trying to get prepared. LOL I was trying not to whine about this part again. It’s embarrassing to admit that not even the temporary businesses are interested in me. Marcy
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Post by Delta Dawn on May 7, 2018 6:24:04 GMT
Salt. Strawberry, please. Works for me! LOL Marcy I had no advice, just eyes and ears to listen. I agree with getting good headphones. Then you can blast music and not be bothered by your husband nor daughter. Also, you are awesome. Don't forget that!
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Post by mlana on May 7, 2018 6:30:04 GMT
I had no advice, just eyes and ears to listen. I agree with getting good headphones. Then you can blast music and not be bothered by your husband nor daughter. Also, you are awesome. Don't forget that! Thank you! LOL I do have some great headphones, but, honestly, I was so thrown by the abrupt change in direction I just forgot about them. This is one of the things I love about the Peas- they’re good with not only with elaborate solutions but also with just common sense. Which I obviously need right now. Marcy
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Post by Delta Dawn on May 7, 2018 6:34:22 GMT
The other word is *problem solving* which I suck at. I do have a son and he is wonderful at it. I can ask him how to do any thing and he will have the right answer. You have a problem and we'll help you solve it. I am not taking credit for this because I didn't suggest it first but it does work.
Also if you don't feel like listening to music all the time you could buy a book at Audible.com and listen to one. I enjoyed doing that a lot.
If you have a dog you could learn to like walking him/her in the morning. I can't walk well in the morning but I see people out walking and enjoying the early part of the day. That could be an option, too. OR go to the rec centre, gym or whatever is close to you. I know I should take my own advice but it's something you could do if you are up and have made DH breakfast already. It takes time and goodness knows it's good for all of us.
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Post by purplebee on May 7, 2018 11:20:49 GMT
Good luck, sounds like you have a whole lot on your (and your Dh's!) plate right now. Sure hope things get better and that your hubby's health continues to improve.
One question: what happens if you get a call tomorrow and are hired for a full-time job? Who will take care of Dh and DD while you are away from home for 8-10 hours a day? Do you have a contingency plan in place?
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Post by Really Red on May 7, 2018 11:53:17 GMT
God bless you.
My sanity is revived by some time alone in my house. I guess you just get used to the new normal. Bright side is he has a job and insurance!!
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Post by Peamac on May 7, 2018 12:00:11 GMT
(((Hugs))) I hate when things change like that and all my plans go down the toilet!
Can you make sandwiches and leave them in the fridge for everyone so you can be outside in the garden at lunchtime? Do you have headphones you can wear to listen to your music and training?
Edit- Sorry- it's early in the morning and I didn't read the responses. Glad you have headphones to use!
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Post by mikklynn on May 7, 2018 12:06:01 GMT
Giant hugs, mlana. Being a caregiver is hard work, especially when someone is uncooperative. I hope you are remembering to care for yourself, too.
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Post by Judy26 on May 7, 2018 13:25:40 GMT
No advice but I hope you can find a routine that works for everyone. I know how difficult it is to be the caretaker. You have my sympathy.
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Post by newfcathy on May 7, 2018 14:25:09 GMT
Wishing you luck!!
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Post by Spongemom Scrappants on May 7, 2018 14:57:52 GMT
I'm sending good vibes that you get a job offer - out of the house! - very soon. They'll step up when they have to and you'll be much saner. In the meantime, hang in there. You sure do have a lot on your plate.
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Post by tanya2 on May 7, 2018 15:06:53 GMT
skip the margarita, just go straight for the tequila shots!
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Post by tanya2 on May 7, 2018 15:08:25 GMT
and aren't your DH & DD both adults??? Why do they require you to give them constant care! Their arms aren't painted on. Set the standard now for how you want things to continue
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Post by 950nancy on May 7, 2018 15:14:24 GMT
The answer is salt. Always salt. (I swear I am part deer.)
My husband retired two years before I did and had a pretty good gig going for himself when I retired. He did have the house painted inside and out, put in wooden floors and redid the garage. That part was wonderful. Both of my sons decided to go to college from home though and that meant a full house. I DID not provide three meals a day. I made dinner and there was food in the fridge for the other meals. I swear, why does an adult need someone to make them three meal a day? Not happening here. I am retired too. I now work part-time as does my husband and one of my kids works out of town during the week and the other knows where to find the food. Don't put that pressure on yourself. If you have to provide healthy options for hubby to eat, make sure it is in the fridge. My mom was a stay at home mom and she made dinner every night. She did not make sure a plate was put in front of us for every meal though. That to me seems crazy unless you are in second grade or younger.
ETA: I work from home and my husband goes downstairs and does his fitness routine with loud music every day for 90 minutes. They can shut the door and work.
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Post by allison1954 on May 7, 2018 15:20:46 GMT
Anygrown ass adult who CAN microwave but just WON’T can just eat the stuff cold. I think you are part of the problem for enabling them
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Post by River on May 7, 2018 15:58:05 GMT
I'm just here to have a tequila shot with you. Lord knows you need it! I'll take mine with salt and pickle juice chaser.
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Post by crazy4scraps on May 8, 2018 4:22:11 GMT
Honestly what I would do in that situation would be to find somewhere to go volunteer for at least a few hours a day to get out of the house. Not only will it do wonders for your self esteem and sanity but you would be helping somewhere where you’re needed and appreciated. An added bonus is that it opens up doors and new networks of people that maybe weren’t open to you before, and those are the kinds of relationships that can help you ultimately land a job.
Good luck to you! I work from home as my DH’s office manager and bookkeeper, so I totally get it.
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Post by mlana on May 8, 2018 6:06:39 GMT
Good luck, sounds like you have a whole lot on your (and your Dh's!) plate right now. Sure hope things get better and that your hubby's health continues to improve. One question: what happens if you get a call tomorrow and are hired for a full-time job? Who will take care of Dh and DD while you are away from home for 8-10 hours a day? Do you have a contingency plan in place? My mom stays with us a couple weeks each month and she’d be glad to be here more. I would have to leave detailed notes since she’d only be willing to reheat, not cook from scratch. And that’s fine. I’ve filled a freezer with homemade fast food, just in case! Marcy
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Post by mlana on May 8, 2018 6:11:03 GMT
(((Hugs))) I hate when things change like that and all my plans go down the toilet! Can you make sandwiches and leave them in the fridge for everyone so you can be outside in the garden at lunchtime? Do you have headphones you can wear to listen to your music and training? Edit- Sorry- it's early in the morning and I didn't read the responses. Glad you have headphones to use! I’m working on making sandwiches DH can eat. He can’t have any of the commercially prepared deli meats, so I have to cook and slice the meat. I also make our bread to cut down on what he can’t have, so I have to bake that and make sure it’s ready. He loves and misses sandwiches, so he wouldn’t mind this at all. I have a turkey cooked and ready to be sliced in the outside fridge now. Unfortunately, DH’s tooth is still hurting and we can’t see the oral surgeon until Thurs, so no sandwiches for now. Marcy
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