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Post by Deleted on Dec 19, 2018 19:43:21 GMT
Just wondering how you're doing craftykitten? You're in my thoughts.
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Post by craftykitten on Dec 19, 2018 21:13:42 GMT
Aw thanks lainey. I'm ok, I guess. My blood test results are improving so that's good. I'm trying to move around and strengthen my muscles - today I had my first shower, which was hard work as our shower is over the bath. Baby steps, really. I'm still in denial about everything else and pretending that it's not happening. Until I see the oncologist I dont really know the score. I am very scared that somehow it has spread. I feel like everyone around me is dying (thanks internet) and so there is a part of me that's freaking out. Trying to keep that squashed.
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Post by FurryP on Dec 20, 2018 0:42:37 GMT
Keeping you in my prayers craftykitten. We're here to hold your hand if you need it.
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Post by KelleeM on Dec 20, 2018 1:03:51 GMT
I’m still praying.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 20, 2018 1:07:50 GMT
Aw thanks lainey . I'm ok, I guess. My blood test results are improving so that's good. I'm trying to move around and strengthen my muscles - today I had my first shower, which was hard work as our shower is over the bath. Baby steps, really. I'm still in denial about everything else and pretending that it's not happening. Until I see the oncologist I dont really know the score. I am very scared that somehow it has spread. I feel like everyone around me is dying (thanks internet) and so there is a part of me that's freaking out. Trying to keep that squashed. Hugs to you, craftykitten. We're all thinking of you.
Showering after a medical ordeal is HUGE. Baby steps indeed. It's exhausting just to bathe. Hope you spent the rest of the day just chillin'.
I'm so sorry that you're going through this. I'd say to try to focus on your blood test results being better, but I can't imagine how to not overthink everything. I hope you have friends & family to help you and be there for you. We're here if you need any of us.
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Post by patin on Dec 20, 2018 2:55:41 GMT
You are and have been in my prayers. I hope you will be able enjoy Christmas & get a bit stronger every day. You are missed on our scrapbooking boards. Perhaps you will be able to join one of our teams in January. Get well, Friend.
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Post by Really Red on Dec 20, 2018 3:02:57 GMT
I've been thinking about you craftykitten You are super brave. This whole thing is so scary and you are doing an incredible job staying as strong as possible.
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Post by roberta on Dec 20, 2018 3:15:46 GMT
Thinking of you, and praying for you.
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Post by tanya2 on Dec 20, 2018 4:02:09 GMT
omg I am so sorry!!! I really hope they got it all during the surgery.
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Post by mrssmith on Dec 20, 2018 4:28:32 GMT
Hugs. Stay strong!
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Post by grammadee on Dec 20, 2018 4:39:39 GMT
Take it from someone who has been there: living in the moment is sometimes the only way to stay sane. Hang in there, craftykitten.
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Post by elaine on Dec 20, 2018 4:40:09 GMT
I hold you in my heart and prayers, craftykitten. I’m so glad you got to shower today. Each baby step counts!
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Post by wellway on Dec 20, 2018 12:23:13 GMT
I've been thinking about you and am glad to see you post. Celebrate the baby steps, they are all going forward. I hope you felt uplifted after the shower. (Hugs)
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Post by Deleted on Dec 20, 2018 12:27:25 GMT
Aw thanks lainey . I'm ok, I guess. My blood test results are improving so that's good. I'm trying to move around and strengthen my muscles - today I had my first shower, which was hard work as our shower is over the bath. Baby steps, really. I'm still in denial about everything else and pretending that it's not happening. Until I see the oncologist I dont really know the score. I am very scared that somehow it has spread. I feel like everyone around me is dying (thanks internet) and so there is a part of me that's freaking out. Trying to keep that squashed. Do you have an appointment to see the oncologist soon?
Sending you hugs and peace. I wish I could take this all away for you.
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Post by Nanner on Dec 20, 2018 12:35:22 GMT
Thinking of you often, craftykitten. Keep on taking those baby steps as you can - they all add up.
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Post by gillyp on Dec 20, 2018 13:45:06 GMT
craftykitten denial is no bad thing when you are going through as much as you are. You are not really denying there is something going on, just not giving it your focus. You need to just cope till you see your specialist and then take it from there. Still sending you best wishes.
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Post by katyscrap on Dec 20, 2018 20:12:25 GMT
Continued prayers and good thoughts for you!
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Post by mikklynn on Dec 20, 2018 21:22:00 GMT
Aw thanks lainey . I'm ok, I guess. My blood test results are improving so that's good. I'm trying to move around and strengthen my muscles - today I had my first shower, which was hard work as our shower is over the bath. Baby steps, really. I'm still in denial about everything else and pretending that it's not happening. Until I see the oncologist I dont really know the score. I am very scared that somehow it has spread. I feel like everyone around me is dying (thanks internet) and so there is a part of me that's freaking out. Trying to keep that squashed. Actually, denial in this case is a good choice. Right now, there is nothing to do. You don't know what's going on. I think it's healthy to focus on your recovery from surgery. Please remember, it's possible you'll respond to treatment. DH is still fighting after 11 years. He's has progression and complications along the way, but his quality of life is pretty good most days. I wish you strength and healing, sweet Pea.
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Post by gmcwife1 on Dec 20, 2018 22:43:17 GMT
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Post by malibou on Dec 21, 2018 0:40:55 GMT
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