Update: My DD has passed away
Apr 15, 2022 7:27:11 GMT
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Post by jeremysgirl on Apr 15, 2022 7:27:11 GMT
Update:
Today was Esther's funeral. It was a tough day. It was so long but so short. Exhausting but I'm a bit wired up tonight. I personally greeted everyone who came and I was amazed by the number of people who did.
Everyone thinks their child is special but seeing all those people who came out to share their love with us just made me feel like they all could see how special my Esther was.
I hugged everyone. Even my exMIL who couldn't even muster up words to speak to me. The sheer numbers of plants and flowers is overwhelming.
I may need to just step back and be a reader for a little while. I'm a little broken right now and I'm sorry if I can't participate like normal for a little while. I am reading your messages. I am grateful for your support.
I just wasn't at all prepared for how awful it is to say goodbye to your baby.
Original post:
My younger DD, Esther, has passed away. I am on vacation in Alabama and will be flying home early this morning. Jeremy found her peacefully lying in her bed yesterday afternoon.
This is the DD who has had 4 suicide attempts and struggled mightily with depression. The police searched my house and didn't find any narcotics and they also said she had more medicine than she should have so as of now, they don't believe it was an intentional overdose. However we won't know the cause of death until the autopsy is complete and all the tests are in.
I am having a really rough time of it. We've come so close to losing her so many times that I was a bit mentally prepared for this. However, she has been in a really good mood lately and so this did take me by surprise.
I have one more family member I need to contact so I won't be posting anything on Facebook until I get a hold of her so if we are friends there please don't say anything.
I know in my heart that Esther is at peace now. She was such a kind and gentle soul. If you could send some prayers my way, I would appreciate it.
Thank you all who have listened to me over the years that I have struggled. The terrible struggles I have had raising her were worth every wonderful minute with her. I counted each day as an extra special blessing after we almost lost her the first time. I never took for granted her presence in this world.
She was my sweet girl. And my heart will forever be a little broken. 💔
Today was Esther's funeral. It was a tough day. It was so long but so short. Exhausting but I'm a bit wired up tonight. I personally greeted everyone who came and I was amazed by the number of people who did.
Everyone thinks their child is special but seeing all those people who came out to share their love with us just made me feel like they all could see how special my Esther was.
I hugged everyone. Even my exMIL who couldn't even muster up words to speak to me. The sheer numbers of plants and flowers is overwhelming.
I may need to just step back and be a reader for a little while. I'm a little broken right now and I'm sorry if I can't participate like normal for a little while. I am reading your messages. I am grateful for your support.
I just wasn't at all prepared for how awful it is to say goodbye to your baby.
Original post:
My younger DD, Esther, has passed away. I am on vacation in Alabama and will be flying home early this morning. Jeremy found her peacefully lying in her bed yesterday afternoon.
This is the DD who has had 4 suicide attempts and struggled mightily with depression. The police searched my house and didn't find any narcotics and they also said she had more medicine than she should have so as of now, they don't believe it was an intentional overdose. However we won't know the cause of death until the autopsy is complete and all the tests are in.
I am having a really rough time of it. We've come so close to losing her so many times that I was a bit mentally prepared for this. However, she has been in a really good mood lately and so this did take me by surprise.
I have one more family member I need to contact so I won't be posting anything on Facebook until I get a hold of her so if we are friends there please don't say anything.
I know in my heart that Esther is at peace now. She was such a kind and gentle soul. If you could send some prayers my way, I would appreciate it.
Thank you all who have listened to me over the years that I have struggled. The terrible struggles I have had raising her were worth every wonderful minute with her. I counted each day as an extra special blessing after we almost lost her the first time. I never took for granted her presence in this world.
She was my sweet girl. And my heart will forever be a little broken. 💔
