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Post by epeanymous on Jul 7, 2022 18:26:59 GMT
Update: I told my mother I am not going. Instead? we got my mother a plane ticket and hotel room for the funeral. One of the main issues was that the other sister who is flying in, who is financially comfortable and/but very cheap, was insisting on sharing a hotel room; given the fact that my mother has been ranting nonstop about that sister for days, I am pleased to say I persuaded my mother to get her own room instead. The other surviving sister is going to drive in for the funeral. I am extremely relieved not to be going; until the date turned out to pose a problem for me, I don't think I realized how much stress I felt about probably having to deal with yet another blowup/meltdown.
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My aunt died this past weekend. I have not seen her in fifteen years, and we were not close. She was one of my mother's sisters; they were not particularly close, but they were sisters (my mother hasn't seen her since the last time I saw her; they talk about once a year on the phone). My mother is very upset about losing her sister, and I am sure that it has been made 10,000 worse by the fact that my father died under similar circumstances (in hospice) a few months ago, and because my uncle asked her not to fly down during the couple of days between her entrance into hospice and her death.
I had originally planned to go to the funeral, to support my mother, even though I would not otherwise go. However, for various reasons, they've now scheduled the funeral for a month out, right in the middle of my family vacation (it would not be possible to do both). In addition, every time I tried to talk to my mother about making arrangements prior to having the date, she started screaming about how terribly my uncle had behaved and how awful her sisters are and so forth. I would say, hey, she is grieving, but, also, one of the reasons I am not close to her sisters is because, over the years, at pretty much every large family event, my mother gets into a screaming fight with one of her sisters in front of the gathering and storms out, and then doesn't speak to them for years. She's clearly spoiling for a big fight here.
So I don't want to go. I don't want to cancel my vacation and it can't be moved. I don't want to pay for a plane ticket and deal with this drama. I'm in therapy right now to deal with my father's loss and the idea of going to a funeral for someone with whom I wasn't close sounds terrible, particularly if it's going to be like the other family funerals my mother has gone to where she has made a scene. I sent a Harry and David basket to her one kid who I could find and wrote a nice card. Can I just let my mother go on her own and sit this out?
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Post by quiltz on Jul 7, 2022 18:30:16 GMT
No, you don't have to go.
Enjoy your family vacation.
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Post by gar on Jul 7, 2022 18:32:44 GMT
No, I do not think you have to go.
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Post by stargazer on Jul 7, 2022 18:33:20 GMT
You absolutely don’t have to go. Enjoy your vacation. Brace yourself for your mother long you about the inevitable fight she had. Really enjoy your vacation x
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Post by SweetieBsMom on Jul 7, 2022 18:34:10 GMT
No. Don't have to go.
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Post by TXMary on Jul 7, 2022 18:38:11 GMT
I wouldn't go.
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Post by fiddlesticks on Jul 7, 2022 18:42:21 GMT
You do not have to go. Enjoy your vacation.
Your mom might be upset but it sounds like there are going to be plenty of reasons for her to be upset. If you feel like you have to soften the blow, maybe make plans sometime this fall to see your mom since you are both grieving your father's death. Maybe meet up somewhere for a weekend to create some new memories.
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Post by ~summer~ on Jul 7, 2022 18:42:39 GMT
Since you already have a family vacation scheduled, no I would not go.
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Post by milocat on Jul 7, 2022 18:43:16 GMT
If it was in town and you were home I'd see going with your mom. Cancelling your vacation and purchasing a plane ticket to go to all that? No.
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Post by jenjie on Jul 7, 2022 18:57:44 GMT
You do not have to go. Enjoy your vacation. Your mom might be upset but it sounds like there are going to be plenty of reasons for her to be upset. If you feel like you have to soften the blow, maybe make plans sometime this fall to see your mom since you are both grieving your father's death. Maybe meet up somewhere for a weekend to create some new memories. This. I’m sorry your aunt’s death adds hurt to your grief over your dad. Gentle hugs to you and your mom.
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Post by papersilly on Jul 7, 2022 18:57:55 GMT
i don't think you have to go. you have concrete plans. you sent a basket and paid your respects.
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Post by shamrock on Jul 7, 2022 18:59:43 GMT
Cancelling a vacation to go to funeral of a person att you haven’t seen in years and haven’t really had contact with in that time? No way for me. If you don’t even have contact info for your cousins (said you had to find 1 to send something to) that’s another reason not to go.
My cousins and I are Facebook friends. I’m in Kansas. They are in Co & Ca. Their dad, my uncle, is in North Carolina. I don’t plan to go to his funeral when the time comes. I wouldn’t expect them to come to for my parents someday. When my grandmother passed we all said that was probably the last time we’d all be together.
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Post by luckyjune on Jul 7, 2022 19:01:11 GMT
I'd say that's a big no. Take that vacation!
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Post by twinks on Jul 7, 2022 19:02:32 GMT
You have no real obligation to attend.
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Post by Bridget in MD on Jul 7, 2022 19:04:34 GMT
nope I say keep your vacation plans!
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Post by lucyg on Jul 7, 2022 19:05:07 GMT
Permission granted.
Your mom has had this fractious relationship with her sisters for decades. Clearly she has chosen it, on some level. She (presumably) isn’t too old and frail to go on her own and deal with it her way, without upsetting you and disrupting your life, too.
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Post by freecharlie on Jul 7, 2022 19:07:08 GMT
Don't go. But let your mom know now so she can plan
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Post by Darcy Collins on Jul 7, 2022 19:09:00 GMT
Will there be someone else there to support your mom? I couldn't let my mom go alone to her sister's funeral, especially if she's still grieving her husband, so I could go on vacation.
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Post by casii on Jul 7, 2022 19:09:15 GMT
We'll validate you. Even without the familial issues, I don't think it would be expected for you to rearrange your vacation unless you were incredibly close to your aunt.
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Post by Legacy Girl on Jul 7, 2022 19:09:30 GMT
I'd say that's a big no. Take that vacation! Exactly this!
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Post by Linda on Jul 7, 2022 19:13:42 GMT
I'll agree with almost everyone else - enjoy your vacation guilt-free
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Post by fiddlesticks on Jul 7, 2022 19:17:51 GMT
Will there be someone else there to support your mom? I couldn't let my mom go alone to her sister's funeral, especially if she's still grieving her husband, so I could go on vacation. I guess a question might be, does the mom really need to go?! There is no book of life that says what we have to do. Would it be weird for her to not go? Maybe. But if the mom had a fractured relationship with her sister, is already arguing with people, and is still grieving the death of her own husband, I don't think she has to go either! It might just be too much for her. Full disclosure, my mom and I don't have a great relationship. My sister often tries to argue "But she's our mom!" to get me to do all sorts of things. Being a mother isn't a blank check for obligating your children to do everything you want them to do.
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Post by paulao on Jul 7, 2022 19:20:48 GMT
No. You do not have to anything you don’t want to do.
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Post by epeanymous on Jul 7, 2022 19:23:36 GMT
Will there be someone else there to support your mom? I couldn't let my mom go alone to her sister's funeral, especially if she's still grieving her husband, so I could go on vacation. One of her sisters and that sister's son will be there. I am not sure about the other living sister, because the "we lost a sister" posts/pictures don't mention that they have a fourth sister at all (honestly have no idea what is going on there).
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Post by librarylady on Jul 7, 2022 19:25:12 GMT
No way would I accompany a woman who is spoiling for a scene.
Stay far away. If your mother wants to go, let her make her arrangements.
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Post by epeanymous on Jul 7, 2022 19:25:54 GMT
Will there be someone else there to support your mom? I couldn't let my mom go alone to her sister's funeral, especially if she's still grieving her husband, so I could go on vacation. I guess a question might be, does the mom really need to go?! There is no book of life that says what we have to do. Would it be weird for her to not go? Maybe. But if the mom had a fractured relationship with her sister, is already arguing with people, and is still grieving the death of her own husband, I don't think she has to go either! It might just be too much for her. Full disclosure, my mom and I don't have a great relationship. My sister often tries to argue "But she's our mom!" to get me to do all sorts of things. Being a mother isn't a blank check for obligating your children to do everything you want them to do. My mother has been saying she may not go, but it has seemed more out of anger than out of "maybe I am not obligated to go"; this branch of the family didn't come to my father's funeral in April, which is another one of the major flashpoints here. ETA: Assuming my mother goes, I will have to make the arrangements; she doesn't know how to do things like buy plane tickets or rent cars.
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Post by pilcas on Jul 7, 2022 19:28:30 GMT
I would certainly not go.
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Post by cecilia on Jul 7, 2022 19:30:04 GMT
I wouldn't go. I don't go to funerals on my Dad's side of family members I had nothing to do with. I would think same applies here
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Post by Darcy Collins on Jul 7, 2022 19:39:19 GMT
I guess a question might be, does the mom really need to go?! There is no book of life that says what we have to do. Would it be weird for her to not go? Maybe. But if the mom had a fractured relationship with her sister, is already arguing with people, and is still grieving the death of her own husband, I don't think she has to go either! It might just be too much for her. Full disclosure, my mom and I don't have a great relationship. My sister often tries to argue "But she's our mom!" to get me to do all sorts of things. Being a mother isn't a blank check for obligating your children to do everything you want them to do. My mother has been saying she may not go, but it has seemed more out of anger than out of "maybe I am not obligated to go"; this branch of the family didn't come to my father's funeral in April, which is another one of the major flashpoints here. ETA: Assuming my mother goes, I will have to make the arrangements; she doesn't know how to do things like buy plane tickets or rent cars. I'm sorry - that must be incredibly painful. I have a big messy family, sometimes the fractured relationships hit particularly hard - I'm guessing as it's the extinguishment of hope of resolution. I knew you'd get a ton of support for not going - based on previous threads a lot of peas really don't care for funerals. I'm guessing you posted because you're conflicted. If your mom doesn't go, it's obviously simple. If she has someone who can be there for her (both logistically and emotionally) it's a whole lot easier. If she's one who doesn't travel and isn't comfortable with rental cars or ubers, are you going to spend the entire time stressed out anyway? That's someone only you know and can understand all the different dynamics. I'm sorry for the additional stress and pain while you're grieving your father.
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Post by cmhs on Jul 7, 2022 19:41:39 GMT
Nope. Under those circumstances I would not attend an aunt or uncle's funeral. I liked all my aunts and uncles (all but one are gone now) and I only went to a few of their funerals.
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