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Post by vspindler on Sept 11, 2022 2:18:41 GMT
(No not getting divorced just something I have been thinking about today. I went looking at rent prices out of curiosity and it got me thinking.)
When I say afford, I am not talking about finding the money for a lawyer, but rather the cost of having two separate households. Even with lowering standards of living it seems that is has to be cost prohibitive for many. Dh and I don’t live paycheck I don’t see how it is possible even for someone in our financial position. From what I saw today, rent around where I live are generally equal to at best (for one less bedroom), or even up to $1000 more, than our current mortgage payment. That is not even figuring in health insurance for two households or possible child support considerations. I know some folks move in with family but I know that isn’t an option for a lot of people.
I guess this was just kind of an eye opening realization for me. And it also makes me wonder about some parents of my kids’ friends where the stay at home mom stayed in the house after they split and dad rented a townhouse. Like just how much does that dad make?
If you want to share your stories I would be interested in hearing how you managed. At the moment I am having a hard time wrapping my mind around how it can be done to be honest.
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Post by librarylady on Sept 11, 2022 2:50:35 GMT
I was divorced many years ago, but the day I had enough and decided to leave, I took half of what was in the checking account --a big $79! My friend told me I could come share her home, and so I moved my belongings into her home. She let me stay 2 months and then the two of us moved into an apartment. (Her home sold). I was teaching school and got a second job for nights and weekends. We shared expenses for the year we lived together.
I had no children at that time.
I would think that in today's world, whether it is someone seeking a divorce or a young person just starting out in the adult world, finding a roommate and sharing expenses is what one must do.
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Post by Zee on Sept 11, 2022 3:06:51 GMT
If they have enough money and a house, they sell that and split the profits and put that down on a new home if they're lucky.
That's what I'd do, only I would buy a condo closer to where I work. It would be like starting all over again in the housing game, which would be decidedly uncool, but I guess that's how it would have to be.
Thankfully I'm pretty sure we worked through all our problems 20 years ago and I believe we'll be happily married until we die. I know enough not to count on that, but that's how we feel now.
I'm also glad to have my own career and not need to worry about his money, one less thing to fight about. He will always make more money than I will but I'm totally ok with that. I would only want my dog and cats and half of the house money. There really isn't any other debt besides the cars and mine will be paid for in less than a year.
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Post by ~summer~ on Sept 11, 2022 3:18:01 GMT
It’s a lot easier if you have 2 incomes. My husband and I could afford to divorce - we each have a good income and could afford to rent a townhome or apartment. Would then sell our house and split the equity and each get something new.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 11, 2022 3:27:14 GMT
Good questions! It's very hard. My 1st husband was (is) a lawyer and we had a long Separation Agreement going on because he kept stretching it out. I agreed to everything in the Agreement (I keep my stuff, he keeps his stuff, and I sell the house and decide what to do with the proceeds--it was in my name). My story was more like "War of the Roses". My ex stashed his salary away, had my leased car taken away very early one morning, and stopped paying the OUR mortgage the day I signed the Separation Agreement.
Long story but I tried for years to remain on decent terms with him (we both lived in my house with our 2 adult children). It was harder and harder to do. I had no car and no $$. He drained every source of money. I couldn't afford legal help and had no way to get there and no will by that point. A couple of contentious years later, I met the love of my life at a concert in NYC (DD's best friend drove us to the railroad that we took into the city). It was unexpected and I swore off any kind of relationship, but there was no denying this one. We dated for a few weeks and then I moved in! It still took 2 more years for my divorce to be finalized and then I got married to my husband (the polar opposite of my ex).
I assumed I'd have my house and be okay but my divorce turned out to be a shocker. My 2nd husband said, "Now you know what he's all about. Let it go." He was right, and I tried!! LONG road with lots of twists and turns, and I only agreed to the Separation papers because I thought I was getting the house, etc.....
My advice? Don't marry a lawyer!! They know how to really play with your head and screw you out of everything.
One more thing: Being widowed is similar to the falling out of a divorce if your spouse had no pension, etc. Our rent went up almost $500/mo as soon as DH passed and I found out that I was only getting 1/3 of DH's Social Security because I took my SS Disability early. Never counted on that!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by chaosisapony on Sept 11, 2022 3:29:20 GMT
I guess the same way single people afford to live. Sometimes you have to move to an area where housing costs less, you will probably have less money for recreation and hobbies, you'll likely drive an older car. Life is hard with one income.
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Post by papersilly on Sept 11, 2022 3:40:55 GMT
That's why DH always jokes "it's cheaper to keep her".
I am acutely aware of how expensive it is out there so I would never leave the marriage for anything less than half of everything and alimony. I hear women say "I don't care about getting anything. I just want out." That's a noble statement but many, of not all, of those women earned their share of the marital assets. There is no reason to leave it behind or not fight for it.
That's why I always joke to DH that I have planned the logistics of our divorce for years. (We've been married for going on 32 years). I've seen too much and heard too much to get on the losing end of a divorce.
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Post by epeanymous on Sept 11, 2022 4:05:38 GMT
If dh and I either didn't have kids or had grown kids, if we got divorced, I could support myself in a smaller place with a smaller budget. It would be totally fine.
With the kids, having two places big enough to house them within commuting distance of work would be prohibitive. It's an expensive area. Friends of mine who have divorced recently, at least for the first few years, tend to keep the family home and get a small nearby apartment, and the parents swap housing depending on who has the kids at any given time.
My parents remained married despite having a lousy marriage in part because they couldn't afford to divorce. I do not work just to make sure I am never in that position, but it is definitely a motivation.
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Post by crazy4scraps on Sept 11, 2022 4:21:25 GMT
That's why DH always jokes "it's cheaper to keep her".I am acutely aware of how expensive it is out there so I would never leave the marriage for anything less than half of everything and alimony. I hear women say "I don't care about getting anything. I just want out." That's a noble statement but many, of not all, of those women earned their share of the marital assets. There is no reason to leave it behind or not fight for it. That's why I always joke to DH that I have planned the logistics of our divorce for years. (We've been married for going on 32 years). I've seen too much and heard too much to get on the losing end of a divorce. That’s what one of my BILs found out. My sister has been married to the jerk for over 40 years and she should have dumped him decades ago. At one point he apparently consulted with a lawyer and learned what he would likely end up with if he divorced her, and he decided nope, he would just stay miserably married and keep his money and his stuff. She would never voluntarily leave him. As far as I know they’re still together. I haven’t talked to her in probably ten years.
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Post by busy on Sept 11, 2022 4:46:12 GMT
We have two incomes but I've always been the primary breadwinner and now make close to 4x what DH does. I don't anticipate us getting divorced - we have a good relationship with normal ups and downs. We went through some stuff before we even got married (not about our relationship but it definitely tested our relationship). If we survived that and still chose to get married, I think we'll survive anything.
BUT one never knows. If we ever got divorced, jfc, it would most definitely be very expensive for me. Essentially all of our retirement and investment assets have been accumulated during our marriage, so splitting that would change my retirement plans tremendously. His standard of living probably wouldn't change much, but mine would have to because I'd certainly have to provide spousal support and to catch up on retirement after losing half would mean I'd have to save huge amounts.
I hope it never happens. Because I love him and would hate to go through everything that divorce involves. But also, because it would change so much of my financial picture that I've worked very hard to achieve. Things would have to get really bad for me to throw in the towel because it would be giving up so much more than the relationship.
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Post by papersilly on Sept 11, 2022 4:53:06 GMT
That's why DH always jokes "it's cheaper to keep her".I am acutely aware of how expensive it is out there so I would never leave the marriage for anything less than half of everything and alimony. I hear women say "I don't care about getting anything. I just want out." That's a noble statement but many, of not all, of those women earned their share of the marital assets. There is no reason to leave it behind or not fight for it. That's why I always joke to DH that I have planned the logistics of our divorce for years. (We've been married for going on 32 years). I've seen too much and heard too much to get on the losing end of a divorce. That’s what one of my BILs found out. My sister has been married to the jerk for over 40 years and she should have dumped him decades ago. At one point he apparently consulted with a lawyer and learned what he would likely end up with if he divorced her, and he decided nope, he would just stay miserably married and keep his money and his stuff. She would never voluntarily leave him. As far as I know they’re still together. I haven’t talked to her in probably ten years. DH nor I would have to consult with an attorney to find out what half would be. we can "afford" to divorce but thankfully are happy we don't have to. 😊
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Post by papersilly on Sept 11, 2022 5:01:22 GMT
I've always been the primary breadwinner and now make close to 4x what DH does. it would change so much of my financial picture that I've worked very hard to achieve. Exactly the reason why my friend stays in her crappy marriage. The guy is a lazy jerk with mental issues but she doesn't want to buy him out of the house, pay alimony, and lose part of her retirement. We've told her that losing half to him is worth every penny just to be free and happy. she can't or won't believe it.
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Post by busy on Sept 11, 2022 5:06:10 GMT
I've always been the primary breadwinner and now make close to 4x what DH does. it would change so much of my financial picture that I've worked very hard to achieve. Exactly the reason why my friend stays in her crappy marriage. The guy is a lazy jerk with mental issues but she doesn't want to buy him out of the house, pay alimony, and lose part of her retirement. We've told her that losing half to him is worth every penny just to be free and happy. she can't or won't believe it. To be clear, DH is not lazy. We made conscious, joint decisions about where we want to live and the kind of life that we want to live knowing that his professional options and thus his earning potential would be somewhat limited. And we're totally ok with that. We also made the choice for him to sideline his career to be a SAHD and only do a little freelance work from when DS was born until he started kindergarten, so that also affected his earnings. I'm not complaining about him making less, just pointing out that if we were ever to divorce, I'd stand to lose a hell of a lot.
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Post by crazy4scraps on Sept 11, 2022 5:26:51 GMT
That’s what one of my BILs found out. My sister has been married to the jerk for over 40 years and she should have dumped him decades ago. At one point he apparently consulted with a lawyer and learned what he would likely end up with if he divorced her, and he decided nope, he would just stay miserably married and keep his money and his stuff. She would never voluntarily leave him. As far as I know they’re still together. I haven’t talked to her in probably ten years. DH nor I would have to consult with an attorney to find out what half would be. we can "afford" to divorce but thankfully are happy we don't have to. 😊 The thing with my sister is that she has been brainwashed for decades to believe that if they got divorced, she would end up with nothing which would be far from the truth. She started up a successful business in the 1980’s that he ended up quitting his job with the USPS to work “for” her (she went to school for a trade and then started the business, but then he kind of came on board and took over, but for legal purposes she is still the CEO because then it can be classed as woman owned). They have quite a few assets acquired during their marriage that have increased in value, and I’m sure with even a halfway decent lawyer she would end up with half of all of it plus half of his USPS pension, but she always thought she would be destitute if they divorced. When their kids were younger, he would tell her that if she ever left him he would quit working all together so he wouldn’t have to pay her child support and so she would be forced to sell the house and move. That kind of stuff. Now their youngest kid will be 25 this year so that’s no longer an issue, but I know it weighed heavily on her when they were school age. He’s a total jerk and I never liked him from the get go. She went on to pull some really nasty stuff in the last years of our mom’s life and afterward so I don’t like her either. IMO they deserve each other.
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Post by leannec on Sept 11, 2022 8:01:18 GMT
I am successful because I have an income in which I can afford to sell the house (along with ex), downsize to a condo and start my life fresh. If I didn't have the job I have (that pays very well), I would be hooped. In the condo I buy, I may need to repaint and replace appliances depending on where I move, and will also need to buy a few pieces of furniture ... Ex and I have a great relationship now ... very unusual ... we are just waiting for the last details to be finalized on the sale of our house ... then I can move to a condo and be truly independent! Oh, and the divorce was simple ... we had already split households and money ...
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Post by hop2 on Sept 11, 2022 11:11:16 GMT
DH nor I would have to consult with an attorney to find out what half would be. we can "afford" to divorce but thankfully are happy we don't have to. 😊 The thing with my sister is that she has been brainwashed for decades to believe that if they got divorced, she would end up with nothing which would be far from the truth. She started up a successful business in the 1980’s that he ended up quitting his job with the USPS to work “for” her (she went to school for a trade and then started the business, but then he kind of came on board and took over, but for legal purposes she is still the CEO because then it can be classed as woman owned). They have quite a few assets acquired during their marriage that have increased in value, and I’m sure with even a halfway decent lawyer she would end up with half of all of it plus half of his USPS pension, but she always thought she would be destitute if they divorced. When their kids were younger, he would tell her that if she ever left him he would quit working all together so he wouldn’t have to pay her child support and so she would be forced to sell the house and move. That kind of stuff. Now their youngest kid will be 25 this year so that’s no longer an issue, but I know it weighed heavily on her when they were school age. He’s a total jerk and I never liked him from the get go. She went on to pull some really nasty stuff in the last years of our mom’s life and afterward so I don’t like her either. IMO they deserve each other. That is part of being in a controlling relationship. You do believe you’ll be destitute. Or worse destitute with children. And there’s just enough people who are left destitute in the news to make it real to you. I feel bad for your sister. He is manipulating her just enough so she doesn’t see thru it. She has just enough fear from the manipulation to not see she could do it.
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Post by hop2 on Sept 11, 2022 11:22:35 GMT
As it turns out, my Ex wanted a divorce and he could afford to get divorced so we are divorced.
I feel rather lucky that I did end up with 1/2 the marital assets & that he wanted a divorce enough to pay the alimony. It doesn’t always work out that way.
Rent in my area is out of control. Crazy high. It became cheaper to buy than rent.
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Post by peasapie on Sept 11, 2022 12:06:29 GMT
My son owns a few houses that he rents out and I see a trend here of people, singles or couples, sharing homes. That’s one way people who want to live in something larger than a single room apartment are doing it.
I stayed with a cheating, lying husband until my kids were old enough to go to college because I knew splitting the household wasnt a financially viable option.
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Post by donnab on Sept 11, 2022 12:17:04 GMT
It's difficult. We stayed together until both kids were out of the house and could live on their own. Now we're separated and each pay more than our mortgage was on a rental. It stinks! One of the hardest things for me to get over was the fact that our house would have been paid off in 6 years and we were doing well for retirement. Now everything is split and I will have to pay rent forever unless I buy an overpriced condo. I'm finally getting over that fact more than a year later. It actually is nice to be on my own.
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Post by AussieMeg on Sept 11, 2022 13:04:50 GMT
I know of a few couples who are only together because they couldn't afford to separate. How miserable a life that would be!
Two of my male colleagues both ended up divorcing within a few months of each other. The wives initiated the divorce in both situations. And both men, in their forties, ended up having to live with their parents, because they couldn't afford the child support and also to buy or even rent another house. I felt so sorry for them.
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Post by iamkristinl16 on Sept 11, 2022 13:11:22 GMT
It would be very difficult for us. Neither of us could afford to pay more for a mortgage or rent that. Our current port gage (heck we can’t really afford more than that with two incomes). We have a “starter house” in our town but if we were to buy it today it would be quite a bit more than we paid and likely much higher payment even with the equity. Rent would also be the same or higher. It would really be a stretch.
Several years ago dh and I had some problems and my mom said she and stepdad would help me financially if I decided to leave. I don’t know if that would still be the case or not. Might depend on the reason for the divorce. They also didn’t expand on what “help” means.
My parents divorced when I was four. I don’t know the details but I think my mom got help buying a house from her parents and my dad lived with some friends for awhile. My mom has always been better with her money than my dad was. Dad paid $250 for child support for three kids and complained about it all the time.
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Post by Texas Scrap on Sept 11, 2022 13:25:39 GMT
We could, but we have both worked our entire adult lives and saved the entire time living below our means, me part time for periods of time due to young kids and now health issues, but the stability of that (and obviously good fortune that we were able to work in good jobs), has put us in that position. I do think it has always been hard and only gotten harder with the current cost of living. I also think this is why my advice to both of my kids is to plan to work throughout your adulthood given the stability it will provide. That is not meant to be a knock on staying home, which is what I originally thought I would do after I had kids, but just a current financial reality for most people. I am thankful to be in a solid marriage - 27 years - but child of divorce, so I know things can change.
All that said, we are still in a better financial situation together than we would be a part.
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Post by jeremysgirl on Sept 11, 2022 14:25:55 GMT
I can't imagine any amount of money that would have kept me married to that bum.
With that said, we lost everything in the recession. The only things of value we had at the time of the divorce were his truck (payment) and my car. I kept my car and he kept his truck. He had a pension and I didn't touch the pension in favor of full custody of my kids.
I lived with my mom for 7 months while I was searching for a job and a place. I finally found a little, tiny house for rent for $575 a month. I made $14.50 an hour at that time. I moved my kids out and we survived 8 months until I finally got some child support. My child support ended up being $900 per month and that was enough for us to make it ok.
We did what we had to do. There was a lot of ramen with chicken breast added and a side of frozen vegetables. Peanut butter sandwiches. For that school year my kids qualified for reduced fee breakfast and lunch and I took advantage of that because it was cheaper than packing lunches.
Basically we survived. Just barely. But it was better than being married to him. Right before we moved out, I met Jeremy and a little while later, he moved in with us. He didn't make much money either but with child support and his income, we made it.
I eventually got hired in my current place as a secretary for $17.50 an hour to start. I felt like I had hit the jackpot. And then I took advantage of a half price tuition program to get my masters. Jeremy took a truck driving course. Now we both have good jobs and our lifestyle is much different than it was 11 years ago.
Every time I talk to my ex-husband I am so grateful I walked away. I would have rather lived in a cardboard box with Jeremy than be with him.
But the recession taught me that no matter how financially stable you think your life is, it isn't. And I had nothing left to lose at that point. So I went for it.
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Post by compeateropeator on Sept 11, 2022 14:28:04 GMT
I can’t comment on the divorce aspect as I am not married (and no kids) so I do understand it is different. But I can relate to housing and living on one income.
I continued rent and lived with with roommates for about a year after I got my first job after college. We were forced to move out of our apartment because the owner wanted to use it while they renovated their house, so it forced me to makes decisions. I decided to go with a much much smaller apartment and live by myself. Rents in my area were high and it was very hard to find housing because of college students and other issues. Sadly this has not changed in the last in the 30 years or so since then. I was able to eventually find something (but it was more than I had been paying) and stayed in that apartment for over 6 years.
When I decided to buy I purchased a “starter” condo by myself and I still live here 25 years later. I have paid it off and feel grateful. However, I am not sure that I would be able to follow that same course if I was starting today, especially when you have to factor in that I also needed to make sure that I could save for my retirement, all just on my income.
I really do feel lucky in that I consider myself in an “okay” situation. I have retirement funds, I own my condo, and I have no other debt. I do not have to watch my pennies or worry if something large unexpectedly breaks. However I have also lived in my little starter condo and well below my means so that I could be in this situation at this point in my life. I am not sure how people can do it these days and still have disposable income?
Good luck to everyone dealing with difficult life changes and/or trying to navigate life on one income.
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Post by ~summer~ on Sept 11, 2022 15:33:00 GMT
I've always been the primary breadwinner and now make close to 4x what DH does. it would change so much of my financial picture that I've worked very hard to achieve. Exactly the reason why my friend stays in her crappy marriage. The guy is a lazy jerk with mental issues but she doesn't want to buy him out of the house, pay alimony, and lose part of her retirement. We've told her that losing half to him is worth every penny just to be free and happy. she can't or won't believe it. one of my best friends just got a divorce - she has an income but she is walking away from a huge inheritance /retirement money but says her freedom and independence is worth every single penny - I have never seen her happier.
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Post by Just T on Sept 11, 2022 15:39:48 GMT
This is the thing that scares me the most right now. Housing around here is soo expensive. I can't afford the house I live in now on my own, and I can't buy my STBX out of the equity. So we will have to sell it, which I finally have my brain wrapped around. (I love my house, and this has not been an easy thing for me to accept). But, even when we sell it and split the equity, I don't see how I am going to be able to afford to buy anything decent. Even tiny little homes in my area are more than I will be able to afford. And rent is even worse. Most decent apartments in my area rent for more than my house payment is, and I can't afford that by myself. I don't know what I'm going to do. Condos are less expensive, for the most part, and I think that is probably what I am going to end up doing. I live in a 50/50 no fault state, but my attorney is going for more because of his financial crap. I will feel better when it's all over and I know what I actually have to work with. I know I will make it work, but it's certainly going to be a different kind of life for me, which sucks. Especially at my age. (I'll be 60 next year). I am thankful my kids are all adults, so I don't have them to worry about. Just myself. I try to envision my life on my own in a cute little place, but it's not easy to do. I worry almost constantly about how I am going to afford it.
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Post by artbabe on Sept 11, 2022 15:44:44 GMT
My sister and brother-in-law have been living in two different houses since 2014. He lives in their old house and my sister moved into my dad's house- Dad moved to a condo when mom died. Dad's old house is paid for so it is just taxes now.
They have never gotten a divorce- mostly because of the cost and the fact neither one has the gumption to do it. He is finally dating someone so maybe they will eventually divorce. They get along fine and share the kids so easily. I'm glad it is so amicable.
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Post by Just T on Sept 11, 2022 15:45:37 GMT
HEre is a good example of a rental house not far from where I live. This house is newer than mine, but almost identical to my house. Look at the rent on this. This is $1,300 MORE than my mortgage. This is why I worry about how I"m going to be able to afford to be divorced. And apartments aren't a whole lot better, at least if they are decent ones. www.forrent.com/mo/ofallon/1-hunters-pass-ct/pqzpp7s
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Post by jeremysgirl on Sept 11, 2022 15:47:39 GMT
This is the thing that scares me the most right now. Housing around here is soo expensive. I can't afford the house I live in now on my own, and I can't buy my STBX out of the equity. So we will have to sell it, which I finally have my brain wrapped around. (I love my house, and this has not been an easy thing for me to accept). But, even when we sell it and split the equity, I don't see how I am going to be able to afford to buy anything decent. Even tiny little homes in my area are more than I will be able to afford. And rent is even worse. Most decent apartments in my area rent for more than my house payment is, and I can't afford that by myself. I don't know what I'm going to do. Condos are less expensive, for the most part, and I think that is probably what I am going to end up doing. I live in a 50/50 no fault state, but my attorney is going for more because of his financial crap. I will feel better when it's all over and I know what I actually have to work with. I know I will make it work, but it's certainly going to be a different kind of life for me, which sucks. Especially at my age. (I'll be 60 next year). I am thankful my kids are all adults, so I don't have them to worry about. Just myself. I try to envision my life on my own in a cute little place, but it's not easy to do. I worry almost constantly about how I am going to afford it. I'm sorry you have these worries. I had a lot of worries and uncertainty too. The one thing I knew though was that I was willing to fight for it. I was willing to move where I needed to to be able to afford to raise my kids. I was willing to work as hard as I needed to in order to survive. And every bit of my freedom was worth the difficulties I faced. And I know you have the fighting spirit. Read my post above. See how destitute I was with 2 kids to support. I did it. You'll be ok. You'll eventually see that you are better off. Hugs.
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Post by Just T on Sept 11, 2022 15:55:43 GMT
This is the thing that scares me the most right now. Housing around here is soo expensive. I can't afford the house I live in now on my own, and I can't buy my STBX out of the equity. So we will have to sell it, which I finally have my brain wrapped around. (I love my house, and this has not been an easy thing for me to accept). But, even when we sell it and split the equity, I don't see how I am going to be able to afford to buy anything decent. Even tiny little homes in my area are more than I will be able to afford. And rent is even worse. Most decent apartments in my area rent for more than my house payment is, and I can't afford that by myself. I don't know what I'm going to do. Condos are less expensive, for the most part, and I think that is probably what I am going to end up doing. I live in a 50/50 no fault state, but my attorney is going for more because of his financial crap. I will feel better when it's all over and I know what I actually have to work with. I know I will make it work, but it's certainly going to be a different kind of life for me, which sucks. Especially at my age. (I'll be 60 next year). I am thankful my kids are all adults, so I don't have them to worry about. Just myself. I try to envision my life on my own in a cute little place, but it's not easy to do. I worry almost constantly about how I am going to afford it. I'm sorry you have these worries. I had a lot of worries and uncertainty too. The one thing I knew though was that I was willing to fight for it. I was willing to move where I needed to to be able to afford to raise my kids. I was willing to work as hard as I needed to in order to survive. And every bit of my freedom was worth the difficulties I faced. And I know you have the fighting spirit. Read my post above. See how destitute I was with 2 kids to support. I did it. You'll be ok. You'll eventually see that you are better off. Hugs. Thank you. All I can do right now is hope I will be better off. I do know it will be nice to be on my own and not on edge with stbx in my home. I have had a really bad couple of weeks and my anxiety has been off the charts, and I know that plays into it as well. My daughter lives in a much cheaper area of the metropolitan area I live in. She lives with her boyfriend in a super cute little house in a decent area, but it's also an area of town you have to be careful. There can be a few really nice streets and then a block or two over, it's a scary sketchy sort of neighborhood. When the time comes that I can actually move, I am probably going to hire a real estate agent I know who is from that area and sells homes there now. My biggest thing is now is that at my age, I need to live somewhere I feel safe sitting out in my backyard in the evening. LOL The homes and condos near where my daughter lives are so much cheaper than where I live. It will be a bit of a commute for me, but that's okay.
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