I’m so sorry that you got such horrible news. It is a punch in the gut. I have been in your shoes, it’s not easy. Your momma will be in my prayers that her treatment will give you and her a longer time together.
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I am so sorry. I am my mom's primary caregiver at this point in her life. My only sibling is deceased and my father is deceased. Leaving me, and my husband and children as the relatives she has to care for her. She is suffering from dementia. Slowly growing physically and mentally weaker. A few days ago I had her at the hospital and as we were leaving I felt this tug inside my heart. As I watched her walk along beside me I looked at her and realized her spark is fading. It is like I am watching my beloved mom slowly being erased and being replaced by a stranger. I do not have a deadline like you are facing but we are traveling down a road that I can see the end of. I totally get you wanting to scream and cry and rage. All the emotions of grieving while still trying to care for the living are heartbreaking. Know that the Peas are always here, come and rage and vent and cry. We will support you as much as we can. I will never forget the kindness of the Peas when my brother died suddenly back in 2007, this is an amazing community.
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