luvnlifelady
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Post by luvnlifelady on May 7, 2019 10:57:13 GMT
The first round of holidays after my move has been pretty challenging especially as my boyfriend works until very late on Sundays. However, I did just see my daughter for a few days and briefly saw my son so at least I have that going for me. It’s just kind of a tough week overall. This morning I have a Phone court appearance for my divorce proceedings, tomorrow would’ve been our 25th wedding anniversary (we got married on Mother’s Day and while the divorce is a good thing overall, I still look at it as a failure) and then all the hype surrounding Mother’s Day. Most people seem to have family to go with but even when I lived in California, I never saw my mom for the day. I will send out cards to my former mother-in-law, my mom and my boyfriend’s mother. Then that day I will go to brunch with some Meetup friends and probably spend the rest of the day reading my new book and binge watching Netflix. Anyone else having a bit of a challenge surrounding this day?
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scrappinwithoutpeas
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Post by scrappinwithoutpeas on May 7, 2019 11:15:51 GMT
Sorry that you're feeling blue around Mother's Day. Hopefully it will get better over time as you get some distance and perspective from the divorce.
It's been 17 years since my Mom passed away and I still miss her, especially on Mother's Day! We didn't usually see each other on that day, but always talked on the phone. She had moved several states away (a 16 hour drive) after she retired, and we usually visited in the summer when the kids (then small) were out of school. So I also miss her a lot in July/August (when we would typically visit), and in April. The latter because her birthday was in April and she also collected bunnies (ceramic/glass/brass, not furry, LOL) so the association with her around Easter time is very strong. I usually put some of her bunnies on display around Easter and it helps ease my ache for her (a little). I talk about her with DH & the kids (now young adults) to keep her memory alive especially with my youngest since he was only 2 when she passed and does not have many actual memories of her.
So, yes - I hear you - Mother's Day can be a little bit hard.
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Post by Deleted on May 7, 2019 11:19:41 GMT
Mother's day is very hard for many who's children have passed away or estranged and who's mothers have passed away. Hoping for comfort and peace for all
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Post by corinne11 on May 7, 2019 11:33:02 GMT
My mum passed away the week before Mother's Day, 4 years next week. We always got together for a Mother's Day lunch at our home or my sisters.
We couldn't face lunch a few days after her funeral and we kind of haven't really gone back to our family tradition since then.
My sister did ring yesterday and we are meeting for a casual dinner at a trendy outdoor eatery place the Friday night before Mothers Day- very different from our home lunches. But you know, it will be a nice evening and I am quite happy to have a low key Mothers Day at home.
I miss my mum, but am glad she is no longer living in a nursing home with dementia. She knew us right up until the end, when she basically just slipped away. It was a life she had always dreaded and we really believe she just had enough- refused to eat and passed away a few days later.
We were so lucky to have her as our mum and have so many funny, treasured memories of our life together. So Mothers day is more bittersweet than sad for me.
Corinne
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Post by hannahruth on May 7, 2019 12:01:11 GMT
My mother passed away 30 years ago this coming July I was just 34 and the mother of two DS aged 10 and DD aged 4.
Since then I have never enjoyed Mother's Day even though every year since then we celebrated with MIL it just really didn't mean anything to me.
MIL has since passed away and now I get more joy seeing our DD with her three little ones enjoying the day. We will do brunch together and spend time but it is not a day I really look forward to.
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Post by lbp on May 7, 2019 12:36:27 GMT
My mother passed away 42 years ago. I was 16 years old and still miss her everyday. My sister and I get together for breakfast with our families on Mothers Day.
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Post by tracyarts on May 7, 2019 12:47:46 GMT
I'm more angry than sad. I'm having to deal with more serious medical consequences of my adoptive mother's selfish choices now.
This time, it's my lungs. I was born prematurely and had fragile lungs. But from the day they brought me home from the hospital, she exposed me to a tremendous amount of secondhand cigarette smoke.
She knew it was harming me. She knew breathing in the smoke was painful for me, was making me sick all the time, and damaging my lungs. But she still chose to smoke in the same rooms and in the car with me.
So, now my doctors suspect that I have developed COPD, possibly with early cardiac complications. And the childhood secondhand smoke exposure is the cause. I go in for some outpatient tests in a few weeks to assess the damage and see what happens next.
I really can't find any positive memories about her right now.
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Post by gritzi on May 7, 2019 12:57:32 GMT
Feeling beyond sad! My mom passed away recently, so this is the first Mother's Day without her
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Post by mom on May 7, 2019 13:11:13 GMT
Mother's Day is probably the hardest day of the year for me. I don't have my mom or my daughter, and it there is just a big hole in my heart. I will slap a smile on my face and try to be happy though, for my boys. We usually go to brunch together.
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scrappert
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Post by scrappert on May 7, 2019 13:11:57 GMT
My mom passed away on Mother's Day 10 years ago this year. Doesn't matter the date was May 10th that year, it will always be Mother's Day. She was diagnosed with stage 4 liver cancer the Wednesday after Easter and 28 days later she was gone. This time between Easter and Mother's Day is always the hardest, remembering the short time we had and how quickly she declined. I prefer to fast forward through this time but I do know others who are Mothers and deserve a nice day so I push through it. Hugs to all the other's who have lost their Mom and I hope for you, this day will bring some happy memories. tracyarts - I am so sorry, you are validated to be angry. Big hugs to you.
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Post by used2scrap on May 7, 2019 13:14:11 GMT
One of the most difficult days of the year to get through for sure. Wishing peace to all those hurting or struggling.
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Post by crazy4scraps on May 7, 2019 13:19:19 GMT
Hugs to all who are feeling sad. My mom has been gone almost 8 years now and I can’t believe how quickly the time has flown by. I miss her. She had Alzheimer’s so she was technically “gone” for a while before that, at least the fun, smart, creative, wonderful mom I knew growing up. I’ll be forever grateful to her for showing me unconditional love and how to be that kind of mom to my kid.
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Post by *KAS* on May 7, 2019 13:20:49 GMT
I absolutely hate mother's day. I love my mom, so it has nothing to do with that. It's like a big fat punch in the face that I'm 40 and single and not a mom, and most of my friends are 2 or 3x over.
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Post by Zee on May 7, 2019 13:36:16 GMT
Every year something comes up and I end up doing nothing really. This year my kids and mom are hundreds of miles away and I will be working, so it's just another day for me.
I will probably force my cat to pose for a selfie with me and grab McDonald's on my way in for another 12 hour shift. I don't even mind, actually.
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Post by milocat on May 7, 2019 13:59:51 GMT
For the first time ever, yes I am. We lost my MIL a few weeks after Mother's Day last year. So this will be our last first thing without her and now on to just without her. But thankful for my mom, and family and the rest of the inlaw side all being right here to spend time with. Sad for everyone who is far away from their loved ones.
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Post by Crack-a-lackin on May 7, 2019 14:15:17 GMT
Feeling beyond sad! My mom passed away recently, so this is the first Mother's Day without her I’m sorry. This is the second Mother’s Day for me without my mom. It’s painful and sad. I wish you peace and hope you have good memories you can look back on as you remember her.
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TXMary
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Post by TXMary on May 7, 2019 14:23:39 GMT
Mother's Day is the hardest day of the year for me. I love my mom and we have a great relationship and we always celebrate. She's 85 and I know every day with her is a gift. I hate Mother's Day because I am not a mom and I never will be. Mostly I have accepted that, but this one day of the year is just a big knife in my heart.
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Post by sassyangel on May 7, 2019 14:27:25 GMT
Mothers Day is always sad for me. My mum, while alive, lives in another country, so I don’t get to spend any time with her, and my MIL passed before I met my husband. 😕
We both try and do something though, to distract ourselves from it.
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Post by luvnlifelady on May 7, 2019 14:27:32 GMT
Mother's Day is the hardest day of the year for me. I love my mom and we have a great relationship and we always celebrate. She's 85 and I know every day with her is a gift. I hate Mother's Day because I am not a mom and I never will be. Mostly I have accepted that, but this one day of the year is just a big knife in my heart. I am sorry you’re hurting this time of year. I battled fairly significant fertility issues so I can somewhat relate to what you’re going through. It is difficult when they celebrate women in church and pretty much all over the place when being a mother is what you wanted so badly. Hugs to you.
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Post by bc2ca on May 7, 2019 14:27:44 GMT
{{{hugs}}}
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Post by sassyangel on May 7, 2019 14:29:00 GMT
Mother's Day is the hardest day of the year for me. I love my mom and we have a great relationship and we always celebrate. She's 85 and I know every day with her is a gift. I hate Mother's Day because I am not a mom and I never will be. Mostly I have accepted that, but this one day of the year is just a big knife in my heart. *hugs* Mary. I so hear you.
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luvnlifelady
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Post by luvnlifelady on May 7, 2019 14:30:24 GMT
I absolutely hate mother's day. I love my mom, so it has nothing to do with that. It's like a big fat punch in the face that I'm 40 and single and not a mom, and most of my friends are 2 or 3x over. I’m sorry that you have not been able to realize your goal of becoming a mom. It is such a hard day as mothers are recognized everywhere from church to restaurants and everywhere in between. I went through some years of not being able to conceive and it was so difficult to watch family members and friends be able to do it so easily. Treat yourself kindly that day. Hugs.
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Post by luvnlifelady on May 7, 2019 14:33:22 GMT
I'm more angry than sad. I'm having to deal with more serious medical consequences of my adoptive mother's selfish choices now. This time, it's my lungs. I was born prematurely and had fragile lungs. But from the day they brought me home from the hospital, she exposed me to a tremendous amount of secondhand cigarette smoke. She knew it was harming me. She knew breathing in the smoke was painful for me, was making me sick all the time, and damaging my lungs. But she still chose to smoke in the same rooms and in the car with me. So, now my doctors suspect that I have developed COPD, possibly with early cardiac complications. And the childhood secondhand smoke exposure is the cause. I go in for some outpatient tests in a few weeks to assess the damage and see what happens next. I really can't find any positive memories about her right now. Wow, I find it shocking that the adoption agency would have let her adopt you in your fragile medical condition if she was going to continue to be a smoker. I’m sorry you have dealt with that and have to deal with further consequences of her choices. Take care of yourself.
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Post by tracyarts on May 7, 2019 14:47:35 GMT
It was 1969/1970. Adoption regulations and requirements were a lot different back then. Same with attitudes towards smoking. I'm more angry than sad. I'm having to deal with more serious medical consequences of my adoptive mother's selfish choices now. This time, it's my lungs. I was born prematurely and had fragile lungs. But from the day they brought me home from the hospital, she exposed me to a tremendous amount of secondhand cigarette smoke. She knew it was harming me. She knew breathing in the smoke was painful for me, was making me sick all the time, and damaging my lungs. But she still chose to smoke in the same rooms and in the car with me. So, now my doctors suspect that I have developed COPD, possibly with early cardiac complications. And the childhood secondhand smoke exposure is the cause. I go in for some outpatient tests in a few weeks to assess the damage and see what happens next. I really can't find any positive memories about her right now. Wow, I find it shocking that the adoption agency would have let her adopt you in your fragile medical condition if she was going to continue to be a smoker. I’m sorry you have dealt with that and have to deal with further consequences of her choices. Take care of yourself.
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Post by Deleted on May 7, 2019 14:50:56 GMT
Feeling beyond sad! My mom passed away recently, so this is the first Mother's Day without her Ditto. My mom passed in December and my MIL in February. This year will suck.
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Post by sassyangel on May 7, 2019 15:05:00 GMT
I'm more angry than sad. I'm having to deal with more serious medical consequences of my adoptive mother's selfish choices now. This time, it's my lungs. I was born prematurely and had fragile lungs. But from the day they brought me home from the hospital, she exposed me to a tremendous amount of secondhand cigarette smoke. She knew it was harming me. She knew breathing in the smoke was painful for me, was making me sick all the time, and damaging my lungs. But she still chose to smoke in the same rooms and in the car with me. So, now my doctors suspect that I have developed COPD, possibly with early cardiac complications. And the childhood secondhand smoke exposure is the cause. I go in for some outpatient tests in a few weeks to assess the damage and see what happens next. I really can't find any positive memories about her right now. I’m sorry Tracy, that’s really awful. 😕 I’d be angry too.
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Post by ToniW on May 7, 2019 15:16:35 GMT
Yes, my mom passed Thanksgiving Day 2017 and my MIL passed a month prior, a week before her birthday. My DD lives across country but my DS is here. I have a dinner on Mother's Day celebrating a friend who will be one of 5 Mother of the Year (I was honored last year) so it will be a nice event, anyway.
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Post by inkedup on May 7, 2019 15:21:33 GMT
This will be our second mother's day without my mom. It will be a bittersweet day because it will also be my oldest son's 6th birthday.
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Post by inkedup on May 7, 2019 15:23:19 GMT
Feeling beyond sad! My mom passed away recently, so this is the first Mother's Day without her Ditto. My mom passed in December and my MIL in February. This year will suck. I'm sorry that both of you are in this club. Sending hugs to you, gritzi and @anmore.
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Post by sharlag on May 7, 2019 15:27:32 GMT
It seems like the majority of us do not like this holiday! Even if everyone is alive and has decent relationships, it can be a trick to involve all the moms in the family.
My mom, sister and I have a tradition of going away together for the weekend. We sort of let everyone off the hook by creating our own thing.
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