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Post by busy on Sept 26, 2017 8:31:33 GMT
It is ok to not be ok. Be gentle with yourself. I wish I could sit with you right now and just let you be whatever you need. You are not alone. Exactly this. I am so sorry. We are here.
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azredhead
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Post by azredhead on Sept 26, 2017 8:40:54 GMT
HUGS!!! I wish we could a chat or something sometimes with just a pea if we needed to talk. You are not a lone. Even if it helps you to just type it all here, there's somebody listening! Do you have family or a friend or pet someone that could just come sit with you.It's okay to be angry upset all the feelings you're feeling are OKAY!!
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Post by KelleeM on Sept 26, 2017 8:49:47 GMT
(((Hugs))) I hope you were able to at least sit and rest for a bit. I’m so sorry you have to relive this.
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joelise
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Post by joelise on Sept 26, 2017 9:11:16 GMT
'Hugs'
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michellegb
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Post by michellegb on Sept 26, 2017 9:34:51 GMT
I hate that you have to relive this and face things best left in the past. Please know that we're here for you and that you'd be smothered in hugs and love if we could be with you. Lean on us and we'll help you through this.
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MDscrapaholic
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Post by MDscrapaholic on Sept 26, 2017 9:48:55 GMT
((HUGS)) I'm sorry you are having to relive the horror of those days. I hope today goes quickly and you can move past this. We are here for you.
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luckyexwife
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Post by luckyexwife on Sept 26, 2017 10:16:55 GMT
I'm so so sorry. Please be gentle with yourself.
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Post by Linda on Sept 26, 2017 10:36:01 GMT
((((Hugs)))) and prayers
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Post by papercrafteradvocate on Sept 26, 2017 10:39:33 GMT
I'm so sorry--hugs to you.
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peabay
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Post by peabay on Sept 26, 2017 11:09:47 GMT
You have PTSD and this is classic reaction. Your counselor should have been ready for that and prepared you for it.
I'm so sorry you have to do any of this. And I'm so sorry you felt so alone last night. PTSD can be terrifying and the flashbacks are awful. Please know that this will pass and you will get back to your own sense of normal. How much longer does this go on? Perhaps you can arrange for even more support right now?
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AllieC
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Post by AllieC on Sept 26, 2017 11:16:14 GMT
I am so sorry you are having to go through this. Thinking of you and sending many hugs x
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peppermintpatty
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Post by peppermintpatty on Sept 26, 2017 11:27:43 GMT
My heart breaks for you. I can hear the pain in your voice. I wish we could be there with you, holding you, letting you know that if you want to clean, go for it. If you want to cry, go for it. If you want to beat something senseless, go for it. The grief you have experienced is just unimaginable. We have all been here since this happened all those years ago and it is easy for us to go about our daily lives and forget the pain you and others like you have suffered and will continue to suffer. Remember, grief comes back and hits you when you least expect it but it will get better. Take solace in the fact that you have prepared for this day. It may not feel like it but you have. You.will.not.feel.like.this.again! Say it to yourself. This is one of those setbacks and you will come out of it and you will move on and it WON'T FEEL LIKE IT DID 5 YEARS AGO! Just remember that. You will bounce back quicker. Every time something happens and you slide down, you will be able to bring yourself back up that much sooner. I have been there, I know.
Please know we are here for you. If you need anything, just ask.
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Post by anonrefugee on Sept 26, 2017 11:29:55 GMT
I'm sorry you had to be in this position yesterday and again today. You and your daughter will be in my thoughts throughout today.
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blue tulip
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Post by blue tulip on Sept 26, 2017 11:34:33 GMT
My heart breaks for you. I can hear the pain in your voice. I wish we could be there with you, holding you, letting you know that if you want to clean, go for it. If you want to cry, go for it. If you want to beat something senseless, go for it. The grief you have experienced is just unimaginable. We have all been here since this happened all those years ago and it is easy for us to go about our daily lives and forget the pain you and others like you have suffered and will continue to suffer. Remember, grief comes back and hits you when you least expect it but it will get better. Take solace in the fact that you have prepared for this day. It may not feel like it but you have. You.will.not.feel.like.this.again! Say it to yourself. This is one of those setbacks and you will come out of it and you will move on and it WON'T FEEL LIKE IT DID 5 YEARS AGO! Just remember that. You will bounce back quicker. Every time something happens and you slide down, you will be able to bring yourself back up that much sooner. I have been there, I know. Please know we are here for you. If you need anything, just ask. because she said it so well, this^. sending love and prayers for strength and comfort to you this morning! you can get thru this. you will get thru this.
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Post by Merge on Sept 26, 2017 11:44:58 GMT
I'm so sorry you're dealing with this very unwanted memory. Peace to you and your family.
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Post by deshacrafts on Sept 26, 2017 11:47:13 GMT
I'm so sorry you have to relive that terrible day again and now with new pictures to fill your mind. Sending you hugs.
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Post by lisae on Sept 26, 2017 11:48:35 GMT
I'm sorry you are having to go through this. Sending {{hugs}}
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Nanner
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Post by Nanner on Sept 26, 2017 11:56:09 GMT
Sending you hugs. I hope today isn't as bad as you're thinking it will be.
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Post by megop on Sept 26, 2017 12:02:37 GMT
I'll offer you hugs no matter the time. I remember you telling us when this happened and my heart still aches for you. Continue to be gentle with yourself. While you may not feel it today, you are strong because you are able to ask for hugs when you need them. That in and of itself is a miracle to hold on to.
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psiluvu
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Post by psiluvu on Sept 26, 2017 12:02:58 GMT
Huge hugs to you. Be kind to yourself, be angry, be sad, feel whatever you need to feel, it's ok!!
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Post by destined2bmom on Sept 26, 2017 12:10:44 GMT
Hugs! I am so sorry that you have to see those pictures and relive one of the most painful days in your life. I understand how overwhelming and sad you must feel. Please take this afternoon off of work and make plans to see a good friend or your counselor or your daughter. Just so you can be held, loved and reassured that it will get better.
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Post by jemmls4 on Sept 26, 2017 12:16:14 GMT
I'm so sorry you are having to go through this.
Know we are all here for you, so cry, vent, scream. We'll back you up and support you all the way.
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janeliz
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Post by janeliz on Sept 26, 2017 12:20:34 GMT
I'm so very sorry you're having to go through all of this.
gentle (((hugs)))
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momto4kiddos
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Post by momto4kiddos on Sept 26, 2017 12:21:43 GMT
I can't even begin to imagine...I hope that you can get through the day and start to heal again. Good that you have your counselor and trainer set up for afterward. ((HUGS))
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Post by jeremysgirl on Sept 26, 2017 12:23:29 GMT
I can only imagine how difficult this must be for you. Hugs. Be gentle with yourself. It's going to be OK.
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teddyw
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Post by teddyw on Sept 26, 2017 12:36:29 GMT
So sorry you're going through this. Hugs.
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Post by hop2 on Sept 26, 2017 12:41:17 GMT
I am so sorry that your having to go thru this. {{{Hugs}}}
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pudgygroundhog
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Post by pudgygroundhog on Sept 26, 2017 12:43:17 GMT
I'm sorry you have to go through this. Even though we're just some crazy women on an online message board, we are here for you when you need a virtual hug or to talk. ((hugs))
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Post by malibou on Sept 26, 2017 12:45:00 GMT
Tucking you up safely in my thoughts while you meet the day.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 26, 2017 12:47:50 GMT
I am so sorry....Hugs and love to you.
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