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Post by sasha on Dec 27, 2020 1:54:01 GMT
I totally understand where you are with this. I have a kid who is definitely more interested in romantic love than everything else and I worry that she'll do that same thing -- move out and bounce around, come back. For my kid, I believe she's trying to replace her late dad. She'll talk about everything else with the therapist but that.
Hope you can get her back into therapy again. At some point she's going to have a "bottom" and maybe that's when she'll realize she should be honest with her therapist and work through whatever those issues are.
Big hugs to you.
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Post by freecharlie on Dec 27, 2020 1:54:48 GMT
Car privileges? Is it her car?
She's an adult. There is not a lot you can do about her personal life. She's obviously searching for something. Will she go back to counseling? Sometimes it isn't something you quit doing when you are better.
As for the house, you house, your rules, but remember she is an adult who has lived on her own.
For me? I'd make her pay rent. Most of the rent would go into a savings account meant for her so that she could move out again.
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Post by freecharlie on Dec 27, 2020 1:55:58 GMT
Why does her stayi g up and sleeping in take a toll on you?
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Post by smcast on Dec 27, 2020 1:56:00 GMT
I guess you spelled out expectations. She didn't like them, so she can figure out alternative living arrangements as an adult. It is very hard to stand by and watch them make mistakes. Just keep doing what you're doing, being a safe place to land. I'm dreading the next few years too, as my dd is 17. I'm also looking forward to her maturing and hopefully acknowledging my pearls of wisdom. 🤞
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Post by hop2 on Dec 27, 2020 1:58:20 GMT
She’s 19- you can’t parent her now.
Let go.
Yes, your house your rules, set the rules and if she can’t abide then tell her she can leave.
I wouldn’t charge her rent though, charging her rent gives her rights as a tenant you might not want to give her if you don’t want her example in your home for your other children.
All you can do is let go. You can’t parent a 19 year old adult that doesn’t agree to it or respect you.
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Post by momof4 on Dec 27, 2020 2:03:26 GMT
Car privileges? Is it her car? She's an adult. There is not a lot you can do about her personal life. She's obviously searching for something. Will she go back to counseling? Sometimes it isn't something you quit doing when you are better. As for the house, you house, your rules, but remember she is an adult who has lived on her own. For me? I'd make her pay rent. Most of the rent would go into a savings account meant for her so that she could move out again. No it's not her car. We tried to get back into counseling many times with no luck. I realize she lived on her own and before she came back we discussed what things would look like. But she didn't keep any of her promises.
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Post by momof4 on Dec 27, 2020 2:07:42 GMT
Why does her stayi g up and sleeping in take a toll on you? Because I have to tiptoe around the house. Plus we try to eat dinner together, so that's tough when shes eating breakfast a 3pm. I guess I would just like some normalcy to my day. We're all here all day. It would he nice if we were a tad more in sync.
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Post by getting started on Dec 27, 2020 2:08:11 GMT
wow I really feel for you. I have 2 kids around that age and one has fallen into the same pattern of staying up until 4am and sleeping until 2pm. Since you asked what you should have done I will offer advice. Of course everyone has different ideas, but here are mine. Don't focus about what you should have done. Instead figure out what you want/need to happen. Then make sure every action/conversation you and your husband have with all 3 kids are leading you in that direction. You can't change the past. Parent the 2 younger kids as individuals. Tell them straight up. "Your sister is doing x, we are trying to do x (your goal). We are struggling with her BUT that is not you. We have a different relationship with you and that's why you must be respectful of us and we will be respectful of you." Then talk about their specific behaviour and your specific expectations. Parent your older child the best way you know how. If that means she pays rent, follow through. If that means your household is off electronics and in bed by x time then follow through. She needs to know you care, you mean what you say, and you follow through. And as difficult as this is do not engage in any escalating behaviour, whatever that is for her. For my child it means we don't raise our voices because yelling really sets them off, so I try SO HARD to say exactly what I mean and no yelling. I might walk away and take some time out. I might repeat my "request" 3 times. But I don't yell. Finally, know that you are not alone. Other parents struggle with their young adult children too. I feel for you.
If your primary goal is to have her come back home, figure out what you need to do to have that happen. Honestly everyone- children, young adults, older adults we all crave the level of consistency that comes with knowing what to expect. She might be angry or frustrated but you can give her the knowledge that you care, want to help, and have certain rules that must be followed. She said she wanted to be close to you. You weren't "stupid or gullible". She told you what she was feeling. She is just struggling with her own life and staying on track is hard. Especially with mental illness. AND in a pandemic.
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Post by sasha on Dec 27, 2020 2:10:28 GMT
Why does her stayi g up and sleeping in take a toll on you? Because I have to tiptoe around the house. Plus we try to eat dinner together, so that's tough when shes eating breakfast a 3pm. I guess I would just like some normalcy to my day. We're all here all day. It would he nice if we were a tad more in sync. And it sounds like she's not doing well in school either and her hours may be impacting that too. You shouldn't feel badly for feeling impacted by that so I'm surprised the question was even asked.
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Post by elaine on Dec 27, 2020 2:20:45 GMT
1. You need FAMILY therapy- dd, you and Dh. Not just dd alone. That should be the first prerequisite of being allowed to live in your home. With that list of mental health issues, it would be helpful for all 3 of you to be in therapy together.
2. Get your sleep. Don’t let her sleep habits affect yours. If she stays out late, go to bed. She is an adult. Don’t be quiet around the house in the morning. Make as much noise as your life necessitates. If it wakes her, oh well.
3. If she is passing classes, she is passing classes and being successful at college. It might not be the GPA you want to her to have, but it is actually a big positive that she is passing classes.
4. Why does she need to be engaged with you 24/7? Not many young adults in college that I know of are mega-engaged all their waking hours. I would relax that expectation a lot. If she doesn’t eat dinner with you every night, that is okay - not many high school seniors eat with their families more than a couple of nights per week, the same with college students.
Back to #1, you, Dh and dd should consider family therapy- at least once per week, maybe more if your insurance will help cover the costs. I think that there are probably many family dynamics at play, and this isn’t all solely your daughter’s issue.
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Post by Hayjaker on Dec 27, 2020 2:21:11 GMT
But I didn't want to ruin the holidays for the family, so I tried to stay quiet. But then my husband tried to intervene and everything went down the toilet. He told meal a week, get a job, pay rent and any other household chores that made sense). We also told her there would be consequences if she didn't comply (lose car privileges, pay more rent for not doing chores). Well of course that was met with a "I'm not going to pay you if I don't get up by 11 am". And now I'm sure she's not coming back home. **************************************** You back your husband and follow through with the expectations he set. All the while telling her how much you love her. She is an adult and wants to make adult decisions. Unfortunately there is also a trade-off. She can’t do what she pleases and not bear some responsibility. If mommy and daddy are bankrolling (housing, food, car) she will never understand what adulting is. Also tell her she is always welcome at home however you expect rent (take it and put in a savings account for her), contribution to the upkeep of household (specific chores and tasks), and courtesy. call her to check in and because you are interested in her life. Not to lecture and criticize.
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Post by Merge on Dec 27, 2020 2:27:24 GMT
Make sure she has some form of long acting birth control - IUD or an implant, etc. You can’t control who she sees and sleeps with, but you can help ensure that she doesn’t make you a grandmother right now. Don’t rely on her to consistently take a pill. Provide a big box of condoms to be used along with the other birth control.
Her sleeping/waking hours are not super unusual for that age group. I’m curious why they are stressful for you? If she’s being noisy late at night, address that, and if she’s sleeping though classes that you’re paying for, address that. I don’t control my 19 year old daughter’s sleep schedule, but I do require that she is respectful of those who are trying to sleep. And she figured out pretty quickly that morning classes were not for her, and stopped registering for them. We’ve made it clear that we only pay for the first time for her to take any class. If she fails something and has to retake it, she has to find a way to pay for it.
When you’re both in a good frame of mind, try talking to her about what goals she has for her life. At 19, she may very well have no idea what she wants to do, but it’s time to start thinking about it. There is likely an advisor at her college who can administer personality and aptitude tests that might start her thinking. I find that my 19 year old is much more amenable to restrictions she sets for herself because they dovetail with the goals she has set for herself. Restrictions I set, for which she may see no purpose, are much less popular with her.
We do pay for our dd’s car and insurance, because she needs it to get to school and work, but we also require her to pay for her own gas, which limits how much cavorting around she can do with friends and boyfriend. If she has no gas money, she stays home. We do that in part because she has chosen to date a boy with no education, job, or apparent life ambitions, and we’re not subsidizing her choice by giving her money to drive him around. Our hope is that she will eventually tire of being the only one supporting the relationship.
I also found it helpful to talk with a therapist about all of this. Sometimes an objective eye helps us see things differently. Even if she will not see the therapist with you (my kid won’t - she sees her therapist and I see mine, separately), go on your own. Learning tools that you can use in specific situations can be helpful.
Good luck. I swear young adults are much more difficult to parent than toddlers.
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Post by momof4 on Dec 27, 2020 2:28:01 GMT
But I didn't want to ruin the holidays for the family, so I tried to stay quiet. But then my husband tried to intervene and everything went down the toilet. He told meal a week, get a job, pay rent and any other household chores that made sense). We also told her there would be consequences if she didn't comply (lose car privileges, pay more rent for not doing chores). Well of course that was met with a "I'm not going to pay you if I don't get up by 11 am". And now I'm sure she's not coming back home. **************************************** You back your husband and follow through with the expectations he set. All the while telling her how much you love her. She is an adult and wants to make adult decisions. Unfortunately there is also a trade-off. She can’t do what she pleases and not bear some responsibility. If mommy and daddy are bankrolling (housing, food, car) she will never understand what adulting is. Also tell her she is always welcome at home however you expect rent (take it and put in a savings account for her), contribution to the upkeep of household (specific chores and tasks), and courtesy. call her to check in and because you are interested in her life. Not to lecture and criticize. I realized that part of my post made no sense so went back to edit it.
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Post by Merge on Dec 27, 2020 2:32:02 GMT
Having read more - don’t tiptoe around. If she chooses to sleep odd hours, she chooses to that there may be some household noise while she is sleeping. You pay the mortgage, not her, so the same does not apply to her when you are sleeping.
Two, let go of the idea of family dinner. If she wants a cooked dinner, she can show up when it’s time. Otherwise, she can cook for herself, and clean up, too.
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Post by KiwiJo on Dec 27, 2020 2:33:57 GMT
I think that wondering what you should have done is an exercise in futility. Of course you are going to think about that sometimes, but try to make it more about what you can do now - you and your DH; you’re a team, it’s not solely up to you.
Try to work out what you would like, what you don’t want to compromise on, and what you are willing to compromise on. You won’t be able to work it out for all scenarios because you don’t what they are until they happen, but work on what’s happening now.
For me, I would be willing to let her sleep until mid-afternoon (the compromise) but would refuse to tiptoe around in case I woke her (no compromise). I would provide dinner if she is there to eat it with us, but would not hold it for her to have later. Of course your compromise-no compromise could be very different, we each have different feelings and priorities.
You are not legally responsible for her, but still see her as your child, right? That’s absolutely natural. I found it worthwhile to try to begin thinking of my two as my sons, not my kids. To help with working out what is appropriate, I started to think ‘what if they were borders, not related to me; how would I handle it then?’.
When she rants and raves at you, don’t react. Leave the room if you have to, but don’t react or respond. Ignore it while it’s happening, even though it’s the hardest thing in the world to do. Later on when things are good, you may choose to tell her how you felt, or you may choose not to. Tell her you love her, but that you will not accept bad behaviour - use words, don’t just assume she knows. But definitely don’t threaten anything that you cannot stick to.
((((((hugs))))))
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Post by seaexplore on Dec 27, 2020 2:34:40 GMT
Car privileges? Is it her car? She's an adult. There is not a lot you can do about her personal life. She's obviously searching for something. Will she go back to counseling? Sometimes it isn't something you quit doing when you are better. As for the house, you house, your rules, but remember she is an adult who has lived on her own. For me? I'd make her pay rent. Most of the rent would go into a savings account meant for her so that she could move out again. No it's not her car. We tried to get back into counseling many times with no luck. I realize she lived on her own and before she came back we discussed what things would look like. But she didn't keep any of her promises. Take the keys. Not her car, she can’t drive it.
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Post by momof4 on Dec 27, 2020 2:36:27 GMT
The other issue is shes been having physical health issues and refuses to address them. Shes always complaining of stomachaches and is quite underweight already. I'm always worried about that. I've asked her to see a doctor multiple times. I would just like to focus on my own health issues. But I've had to put myself and the other kids lives on hold for two years. This is why I'm so stressed and confused.
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Post by pmm on Dec 27, 2020 2:37:44 GMT
Why does her stayi g up and sleeping in take a toll on you? Because I have to tiptoe around the house. Plus we try to eat dinner together, so that's tough when shes eating breakfast a 3pm. I guess I would just like some normalcy to my day. We're all here all day. It would he nice if we were a tad more in sync. I would not tip toe around. I would go about my normal daily activities. If they disturb her rest, too bad. You have a household to run.
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Post by Merge on Dec 27, 2020 2:39:03 GMT
The other issue is shes been having physical health issues and refuses to address them. Shes always complaining of stomachaches and is quite underweight already. I'm always worried about that. I've asked her to see a doctor multiple times. I would just like to focus on my own health issues. But I've had to put myself and the other kids lives on hold for two years. This is why I'm so stressed and confused. Oh my, we seem to have the same kid. Will she see a psychiatrist? A lot of the behaviors you describe could be related to mental health issues.
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Post by kraft4fun on Dec 27, 2020 2:43:18 GMT
Why does her stayi g up and sleeping in take a toll on you? I'm with you on this question... I've never been a morning person and I'm a bitch if I'm up before noon and I better be able to get a nap in at some point in the day if I am. I start work at 1:45pm and work until 10:15pm and there are reasons there are hours like those, for people like me that prefer to stay up late.
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Post by momof4 on Dec 27, 2020 2:44:02 GMT
The other issue is shes been having physical health issues and refuses to address them. Shes always complaining of stomachaches and is quite underweight already. I'm always worried about that. I've asked her to see a doctor multiple times. I would just like to focus on my own health issues. But I've had to put myself and the other kids lives on hold for two years. This is why I'm so stressed and confused. Oh my, we seem to have the same kid. Will she see a psychiatrist? A lot of the behaviors you describe could be related to mental health issues. We've definitely offered counseling but she refuses and is dishonest when she goes. Family counseling would be a good idea but she wont go.
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Post by seaexplore on Dec 27, 2020 2:45:09 GMT
Her sleep schedule should no affect yours. Personally, I would go to bed when I normally do (around 10) and get up and start my day when I normally do (around 6). Laundry gets started early here since we are on time of use. Coffee maker makes noise. Cooking makes noise. My kids make noise. If she doesn’t like it, it’s on her. Your post makes it sound like you are catering to her. Don’t. Cook dinner, if she wants to eat then she’ll join you. I’d charge her rent and put it in a savings acct for later. Chores. That help with upkeep of the house should be agreed on. She should be doing her own laundry (don’t know if she is or not). Who pays for her cell phone?
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Post by seaexplore on Dec 27, 2020 2:46:12 GMT
Oh my, we seem to have the same kid. Will she see a psychiatrist? A lot of the behaviors you describe could be related to mental health issues. We've definitely offered counseling but she refuses and is dishonest when she goes. Family counseling would be a good idea but she wont go. You and DH should go.
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Post by momof4 on Dec 27, 2020 2:48:31 GMT
Why does her stayi g up and sleeping in take a toll on you? I'm with you on this question... I've never been a morning person and I'm a bitch if I'm up before noon and I better be able to get a nap in at some point in the day if I am. I start work at 1:45pm and work until 10:15pm and there are reasons there are hours like those, for people like me that prefer to stay up late. I wouldn't mind if she woke up at 2 pm and was productive and pleasant. But shes super moody and unhelpful. Then shes super energetic at 11pm when her friends are online. I used to be a night owl too but I still got up and functioned when I got up. That's not the case for her. I guess I'm asking too much? Its seems that's the majority of replies.
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Post by seaexplore on Dec 27, 2020 2:52:59 GMT
I wouldn't mind if she woke up at 2 pm and was productive and pleasant. But shes super moody and unhelpful. Then shes super energetic at 11pm when her friends are online. I used to be a night owl too but I still got up and functioned when I got up. That's not the case for her. I guess I'm asking too much? Its seems that's the majority of replies. I don’t think you’re asking too much. You’re just giving her too much.
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Post by momof4 on Dec 27, 2020 2:53:10 GMT
Her sleep schedule should no affect yours. Personally, I would go to bed when I normally do (around 10) and get up and start my day when I normally do (around 6). Laundry gets started early here since we are on time of use. Coffee maker makes noise. Cooking makes noise. My kids make noise. If she doesn’t like it, it’s on her. Your post makes it sound like you are catering to her. Don’t. Cook dinner, if she wants to eat then she’ll join you. I’d charge her rent and put it in a savings acct for later. Chores. That help with upkeep of the house should be agreed on. She should be doing her own laundry (don’t know if she is or not). Who pays for her cell phone? She does her laundry and pays for her cell phone. Before she came back she implied she would be super helpful with meal prep and clean up but that hasn't happened at all. I guess I'm disappointed because I could have used the help and trusted her. I wouldn't say I would cater to her but she has dietary issues so I try to make separate food for her to make sure she eats.
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Post by femalebusiness on Dec 27, 2020 2:56:28 GMT
Drop the rope mom. You are focusing on your daughter and it sounds like you don't know where your own lines are. Your daughter is a grown woman and it is up to her what she does with her life. You need to make it very clear what you will and won't put up with and stick to it. She does not respect you or herself. She needs to go out into the world and support herself. How she manages that is her problem. She doesn't give a rats ass what you think. Give her a time that she has to go. Daughter or no, I'd have a hard time caring about someone who cared so little about me.
I don't think that will be easy to do but she is not going to change until she has to to survive by her own wits. The skills and insight that she needs to have a good life she should have learned years ago. Whatever she is doing to you and your family, you are allowing it.
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Post by cecilia on Dec 27, 2020 2:56:34 GMT
As someone who has been in a similar spot as your DD:
I was searching for attention/affection. From anyone who would give it to me. Not saying that is what your DD is doing though.
In a perfect world, I would suggest you, DH, DD go to family counseling. But it isn't perfect. If it comes down to it, you may just need to go yourself for a while. If for nothing else, just to vent and get a new perspective on things. It helped me when I had major life changes about 2 to 2.5 years ago. I am tempted to go back with everything going on now. And hopefully if you go and DH and DD see how it helps, maybe they will join you.
I would also suggest to see if you can find some sort of support group. My local behavioral clinic offers several.
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Post by momof4 on Dec 27, 2020 3:04:05 GMT
Drop the rope mom. You are focusing on your daughter and it sounds like you don't know where your own lines are. Your daughter is a grown woman and it is up to her what she does with her life. You need to make it very clear what you will and won't put up with and stick to it. She does not respect you or herself. She needs to go out into the world and support herself. How she manages that is her problem. She doesn't give a rats ass what you think. Give her a time that she has to go. Daughter or no, I'd have a hard time caring about someone who cared so little about me. I don't think that will be easy to do but she is not going to change until she has to to survive by her own wits. The skills and insight that she needs to have a good life she should have learned years ago. Whatever she is doing to you and your family, you are allowing it. You're right. It does hurt knowing she cares so little about me, her father or her siblings. I feel to blame for failing her some how. But I'm also very worried about failing my other kids by letting them witness this behaviour. The other kids are close to the same age when this all started with my oldest.
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Post by freecharlie on Dec 27, 2020 3:04:20 GMT
Why does her stayi g up and sleeping in take a toll on you? Because I have to tiptoe around the house. Plus we try to eat dinner together, so that's tough when shes eating breakfast a 3pm. I guess I would just like some normalcy to my day. We're all here all day. It would he nice if we were a tad more in sync. I wouldn't tiptoe and we'd eat at x time and if she wanted to eat, fine, if not, she'd sit at the table
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