RedSquirrelUK
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Post by RedSquirrelUK on Sept 12, 2019 11:50:03 GMT
I wonder if there is a breakdown in communication? You say: will you get your clothes from the dryer. But you mean: will you get up and get your clothes from the dryer, right now. You say: Will you cook dinner? What you mean is: I would like you have to dinner ready by 6:00. You say: will you clean the bathroom? But you mean: will you clean the toilet, sinks, floor and whatever else. I am NOT saying this is your fault. I think you could be assuming he is thinking like you do, and will do things the way you do. I just think it could help to be more specific in your requests. I think sitting him down, telling him how unloved you feel, will help him understand. From what you've shared, Jeremy is a good guy. He loves you. So maybe telling him how you feel and ask if we can line out some expectations about whats he's going to do to help. Be specific with what he needs to do to help. 100% Women's definition of "now" (understood) is completely different from men's. Mine is pretty good (neither of us are anal about tidiness, we're more about comfort), but he has his moments. He went away on a week's work trip back in July. While he was packing and asking me to iron various t-shirts for him, I pointed out that the ironing basket was only full of un-ironed t-shirts, because if I ironed everything, there wouldn't be space in his drawers to put everything away. I asked him please would he have a clear-out and get rid of stuff he didn't wear any more? He said I haven't got time. OK, I said, if I iron EVERYTHING while you're away, will you do your clear-out as soon as you get back, and not let everything get dusty and need washing and ironing again, because that is disrespectful of my time? Deal, right? He agreed. I ironed it while he was away. It felt great. Did he do his clear-out? It's now September, and the pile is dusty. {sigh} I did win the battle with helping with changing the bedding though. He was the one who got fed up with having to put bedding on when he wanted to be IN the bed. He's now the one who suggests we do it as soon as he gets home and notices the bed is stripped. {grin}
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Post by bearmom on Sept 12, 2019 12:15:26 GMT
Dh and I have had many discussions over the years about chores, a few things I have learned (in my marriage):
We have different definitions of clean. Example in the living room, to him, if there is no clutter it is clean. To me clean means dusted and vacuumed. And that is just an example of one room. We have to be specific in what we are asking for. He asks me to take care of the clutter (which honestly doesn’t bother me) and I ask him to dust and vacuum.
He does a lot of things around the house that take his time that are not necessarily seen that I need to take into account when looking at the evenness of chores. He takes care of the cars, I just have to mention to him that I need a new windshield wiper or my car needs an oil change.
If I want him to cook dinner, I need to be specific in timing. If left up to him, he would wait and eat at 7, or 7:30, or 8. I like to eat at 6. He doesn’t get hungry like I do.
Regarding the laundry, i can’t say much. It is usually my laundry left in the dryer. 🤫
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Post by iamkristinl16 on Sept 12, 2019 12:44:16 GMT
I validate you, too. Our situation is not quite the same since my husband hasn’t refused to do something I ask, but I have times when I get really frustrated with the (un)cleanliness of the house and the fact that I work full time and also do 99% of the housework and mental work of keeping up with what the house and kids need. Seems that every Sunday night I lose my shit) or want to) because I have been cleaning all weekend and the house is still a mess. Especially now that football season started and everyone else here thinks that they need to watch every game if they are home. It is so frustrating to be working my ass of while they are sitting down all day.
I do some of my work from home and I think dh thinks that if I’m home it is “free time”. All summer long I struggled to get my work done with the kids here. If someone needed a ride, guess who had to take them? If the older two were going to be gone, who had to figure out childcare or rearrange their schedule so that the younger two weren’t home alone? Who made sure there was food for them during the day? And on and on. I don’t think my husband has bad intentions, but I do think he is clueless that all of those things need to be done. Even when I say something, he blows it off like it is no big deal. Because I always end up figuring it out.
Someone else asked if we are the last generation to have to deal with this. I honestly don’t think so. I think we are only the first or second that have attempted to even the playing field when it comes to housework. And we are there yet (obviously). The kids that are growing up in our households aren’t going to magically change. But maybe hearing the conversations and knowing that it is expected will get things moving in the right direction.
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Post by Susie_Homemaker on Sept 12, 2019 12:59:06 GMT
And I am having a tough time mentally right now. I am trying to keep up and struggling and I need help. And that's why I don't feel loved. Because nobody is recognizing that I am having a struggle right now. It's disappointing. And would make anyone not feel loved. And I'm only asking for help, not for anyone else to shoulder the entire load. I'm so sorry you're struggling right now. You sound very frustrated and sad about the lack of help or concern for your well being. I quoted the things above that seem to be the heart of the matter. Maybe it would help to present those things to your DH/family. It doesn't matter what the chore is, those details aren't the heart of it. They need to grasp that you NEED help right now. I don't know what you've said to them but forget the particular chores and focus on how and why you need help. ((hugs))
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kibblesandbits
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Post by kibblesandbits on Sept 12, 2019 13:32:09 GMT
jeremysgirl - remember that book i told you to read? 😎 You and your husband need to be in therapy together - especially after your treatment in July. It cannot only be you working on a healthy relationship. He is disrespecting you, and disregarding your situation. It does NOT matter that he can “sometimes” be a good boy. He is also struggling with your mental issues. He would not be pulling this shit if you had cancer or a broken leg or recovering from surgery. I see serious passive aggressive behavior here. You and he have bigger issues than the laundry. Fix those, and the laundry will fall into place. Ignore all the game-playing advice that some are posting here. HE is trying to TELL you something.
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Post by jeremysgirl on Sept 12, 2019 13:35:29 GMT
And I am having a tough time mentally right now. I am trying to keep up and struggling and I need help. And that's why I don't feel loved. Because nobody is recognizing that I am having a struggle right now. It's disappointing. And would make anyone not feel loved. And I'm only asking for help, not for anyone else to shoulder the entire load. I'm so sorry you're struggling right now. You sound very frustrated and sad about the lack of help or concern for your well being. I quoted the things above that seem to be the heart of the matter. Maybe it would help to present those things to your DH/family. It doesn't matter what the chore is, those details aren't the heart of it. They need to grasp that you NEED help right now. I don't know what you've said to them but forget the particular chores and focus on how and why you need help. ((hugs)) At this point, I am just going to shut my mouth. I tried to have this discussion and it didn't go over well. My DH and I have been together 8 years and I have consistently been functioning fine until now. When I tried to explain this, his response was, if you don't feel like cleaning, don't clean because I don't care. And that I have no idea how tough my mental illness has been on him. So I did not quite get the feedback that I was hoping for. And I left the conversation feeling bad that I can't seem to get my shit together. He doesn't understand and really he's not different than a lot of other people. If you don't have it, it's hard to understand, I know this.
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Post by scrapnatya on Sept 12, 2019 13:39:18 GMT
I read a solid 2 pages of this thread.
Number 1, I want to say, I'm sorry you are feeling this way. It sucks. I'm going to say 95% of wives here have probably felt this kind of resentment that starts building up.
Number 2, I have no good advice that hasn't already been said and I would have done the whole passive-aggressive thing because how many times can you ask nicely, and in just the right manner and bald blah blah. It's so ridiculous that husbands, in general, pretend that it's all the women that are causing all this friction...you know...all that nagging.
Number 3, I'm not married anymore so hooray for me! It's so freeing not to have to deal with the husband /wife dynamic that perhaps builds up after time of "mother" doing everything for everyone and then when is looking to take a little off of her plate, is met with what seems like refusal which then could feel like, "what's really wrong with this marriage" if I'm asking for my needs to be met and they just aren't.
I mean, eventually, you have to decide to take the emotion out of this. Or not. If you feel like your husband is being a dick about everything, when you really need his support then you know its really more than just about laundry and dinner. Sometimes, you just need to vent about the bullshit. I get it and I validate you and you matter regardless of whether you can get the man to acknowledge your feelings!
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Post by beepdave on Sept 12, 2019 13:40:55 GMT
I'm so sorry you're struggling right now. You sound very frustrated and sad about the lack of help or concern for your well being. I quoted the things above that seem to be the heart of the matter. Maybe it would help to present those things to your DH/family. It doesn't matter what the chore is, those details aren't the heart of it. They need to grasp that you NEED help right now. I don't know what you've said to them but forget the particular chores and focus on how and why you need help. ((hugs)) At this point, I am just going to shut my mouth. I tried to have this discussion and it didn't go over well. My DH and I have been together 8 years and I have consistently been functioning fine until now. When I tried to explain this, his response was, if you don't feel like cleaning, don't clean because I don't care. And that I have no idea how tough my mental illness has been on him. So I did not quite get the feedback that I was hoping for. And I left the conversation feeling bad that I can't seem to get my shit together. He doesn't understand and really he's not different than a lot of other people. If you don't have it, it's hard to understand, I know this. Please work on helping yourself. I DO know mental health struggles and knew that I needed to focus on ME for a while, and it's perfectly OK. If you stop doing his laundry (for example) so you can get yours done without the extra struggles, then do that. He'll figure it out. Take care of YOU! If your family isn't aware that you are struggling on their own, you're going to have to let them figure it out. It sucks, but you do what you have to do. I really do know what you're going through and we're in a good place right now because I basically went on strike after having a major meltdown. It has finally sunk in to my husband that I can't do it all.
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Post by dewryce on Sept 12, 2019 13:43:03 GMT
I'm so sorry you're struggling right now. You sound very frustrated and sad about the lack of help or concern for your well being. I quoted the things above that seem to be the heart of the matter. Maybe it would help to present those things to your DH/family. It doesn't matter what the chore is, those details aren't the heart of it. They need to grasp that you NEED help right now. I don't know what you've said to them but forget the particular chores and focus on how and why you need help. ((hugs)) At this point, I am just going to shut my mouth. I tried to have this discussion and it didn't go over well. My DH and I have been together 8 years and I have consistently been functioning fine until now. When I tried to explain this, his response was, if you don't feel like cleaning, don't clean because I don't care. And that I have no idea how tough my mental illness has been on him. So I did not quite get the feedback that I was hoping for. And I left the conversation feeling bad that I can't seem to get my shit together. He doesn't understand and really he's not different than a lot of other people. If you don't have it, it's hard to understand, I know this. But that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t be trying to understand and it seems he is not, that he is caught up in how it is affecting him only. And that’s super important too and needs to be acknowledged. I can’t imagine you’re not though. How do you explain to someone that they should care that you’re hurting? And if if you don’t feel like cooking, is it okay for you to not do that too? Or anything else that you do on a regular basis that benefits him? I’m sorry (((hugs))).
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Post by mikklynn on Sept 12, 2019 13:44:13 GMT
jeremysgirl Is there any way you can hire someone to come in and do the deep cleaning once or twice per month? I think the cost is well worth it for your mental well-being. Or, can you hire your DS, since he is not working right now?
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Post by jennyap on Sept 12, 2019 13:46:58 GMT
At this point, I am just going to shut my mouth. I tried to have this discussion and it didn't go over well. My DH and I have been together 8 years and I have consistently been functioning fine until now. When I tried to explain this, his response was, if you don't feel like cleaning, don't clean because I don't care. And that I have no idea how tough my mental illness has been on him. So I did not quite get the feedback that I was hoping for. And I left the conversation feeling bad that I can't seem to get my shit together. He doesn't understand and really he's not different than a lot of other people. If you don't have it, it's hard to understand, I know this. Oh hell no. This makes me so mad for you. He married the whole of you, not just the healthy, functioning bit of you. I don't know what else to suggest because it seems like nothing is going to make any difference for him, so just a whole load of ((hugs)). Don't let him make you feel bad. You are an amazing woman.
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Post by jeremysgirl on Sept 12, 2019 13:51:36 GMT
jeremysgirl Is there any way you can hire someone to come in and do the deep cleaning once or twice per month? I think the cost is well worth it for your mental well-being. Or, can you hire your DS, since he is not working right now? I am debating this. I know he won't care if I do because he doesn't handle the money so it won't be any skin off him and might actually make me feel better. I just have a hard time with this idea because really there are 4 adults in my home and it seems like we should be able to knock this stuff out. And while it will relieve things like floors and bathrooms, it still leaves the giant pain in the ass that is the daily kitchen clean up and cooking. So I'm nervous to do this because I will be spending money and then still dissatisfied, kwim?
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Post by jeremysgirl on Sept 12, 2019 13:56:45 GMT
At this point, I am just going to shut my mouth. I tried to have this discussion and it didn't go over well. My DH and I have been together 8 years and I have consistently been functioning fine until now. When I tried to explain this, his response was, if you don't feel like cleaning, don't clean because I don't care. And that I have no idea how tough my mental illness has been on him. So I did not quite get the feedback that I was hoping for. And I left the conversation feeling bad that I can't seem to get my shit together. He doesn't understand and really he's not different than a lot of other people. If you don't have it, it's hard to understand, I know this. But that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t be trying to understand and it seems he is not, that he is caught up in how it is affecting him only. And that’s super important too and needs to be acknowledged. I can’t imagine you’re not though. How do you explain to someone that they should care that you’re hurting? And if if you don’t feel like cooking, is it okay for you to not do that too? Or anything else that you do on a regular basis that benefits him? I’m sorry (((hugs))). Well here is what I did. Someone on this thread suggested making up a chore chart. So I took a printable monthly calendar listed all the tasks with everyone's name next to them per our discussion two months ago. As things have been getting done, I've been highlighting them with different colors depending on who actually does the task. If I do something extra, I write it on and highlight it. This has been going on for three days now. I thought maybe I can try my best to hang in there for the next month. That maybe it would help if they could actually "see", mom does everything highlighted in yellow and we do the orange and then they can see the workload is not fair. I thought maybe if they saw it for themselves, they might actually *get* it.
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Post by mikklynn on Sept 12, 2019 14:00:24 GMT
jeremysgirl Is there any way you can hire someone to come in and do the deep cleaning once or twice per month? I think the cost is well worth it for your mental well-being. Or, can you hire your DS, since he is not working right now? I am debating this. I know he won't care if I do because he doesn't handle the money so it won't be any skin off him and might actually make me feel better. I just have a hard time with this idea because really there are 4 adults in my home and it seems like we should be able to knock this stuff out. And while it will relieve things like floors and bathrooms, it still leaves the giant pain in the ass that is the daily kitchen clean up and cooking. So I'm nervous to do this because I will be spending money and then still dissatisfied, kwim? Do it. What do you have to lose, except some cash? And, don't say "I should be able to handle it all". No one should have to. You DESERVE some help. It will free up time, so maybe the smaller daily tasks won't feel so daunting. And yes, there are 4 adults, but you all work (or will be) full time.
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Post by beepdave on Sept 12, 2019 14:02:19 GMT
But that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t be trying to understand and it seems he is not, that he is caught up in how it is affecting him only. And that’s super important too and needs to be acknowledged. I can’t imagine you’re not though. How do you explain to someone that they should care that you’re hurting? And if if you don’t feel like cooking, is it okay for you to not do that too? Or anything else that you do on a regular basis that benefits him? I’m sorry (((hugs))). Well here is what I did. Someone on this thread suggested making up a chore chart. So I took a printable monthly calendar listed all the tasks with everyone's name next to them per our discussion two months ago. As things have been getting done, I've been highlighting them with different colors depending on who actually does the task. If I do something extra, I write it on and highlight it. This has been going on for three days now. I thought maybe I can try my best to hang in there for the next month. That maybe it would help if they could actually "see", mom does everything highlighted in yellow and we do the orange and then they can see the workload is not fair. I thought maybe if they saw it for themselves, they might actually *get* it. I honestly think they won't get it until you stop doing it.
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Post by kibblesandbits on Sept 12, 2019 14:07:10 GMT
But that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t be trying to understand and it seems he is not, that he is caught up in how it is affecting him only. And that’s super important too and needs to be acknowledged. I can’t imagine you’re not though. How do you explain to someone that they should care that you’re hurting? And if if you don’t feel like cooking, is it okay for you to not do that too? Or anything else that you do on a regular basis that benefits him? I’m sorry (((hugs))). Well here is what I did. Someone on this thread suggested making up a chore chart. So I took a printable monthly calendar listed all the tasks with everyone's name next to them per our discussion two months ago. As things have been getting done, I've been highlighting them with different colors depending on who actually does the task. If I do something extra, I write it on and highlight it. This has been going on for three days now. I thought maybe I can try my best to hang in there for the next month. That maybe it would help if they could actually "see", mom does everything highlighted in yellow and we do the orange and then they can see the workload is not fair. I thought maybe if they saw it for themselves, they might actually *get* it. You are just “kicking the can down the road”. I get it.
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Post by tanya2 on Sept 12, 2019 14:08:51 GMT
If you have someone come in every week or every other week, it really makes all the daily chores seem a bit smaller because you don't have to worry about the big stuff. Do it just for yourself!!
and if he doesn't care if you clean, then don't do his stuff. Don't do his laundry. He will figure it out. On the days he's supposed to cook but doesn't, just cook for yourself. The others aren't children, they know how to feed themselves. You're right, it's not how a family should work. But it is what it is. Your chore chart is a good idea, but I'm not sure if it will really help the message sink in
I'm sorry you're feeling this way, it really does suck. Couples counselling might not be a bad idea for you guys.
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Post by RedSquirrelUK on Sept 12, 2019 14:17:08 GMT
But that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t be trying to understand and it seems he is not, that he is caught up in how it is affecting him only. And that’s super important too and needs to be acknowledged. I can’t imagine you’re not though. How do you explain to someone that they should care that you’re hurting? And if if you don’t feel like cooking, is it okay for you to not do that too? Or anything else that you do on a regular basis that benefits him? I’m sorry (((hugs))). Well here is what I did. Someone on this thread suggested making up a chore chart. So I took a printable monthly calendar listed all the tasks with everyone's name next to them per our discussion two months ago. As things have been getting done, I've been highlighting them with different colors depending on who actually does the task. If I do something extra, I write it on and highlight it. This has been going on for three days now. I thought maybe I can try my best to hang in there for the next month. That maybe it would help if they could actually "see", mom does everything highlighted in yellow and we do the orange and then they can see the workload is not fair. I thought maybe if they saw it for themselves, they might actually *get* it. I think that is a good idea. Why don't you also invite them to add any chores that they each do that helps the household (not just themselves), so that the chore chart is not only yours? That might get them thinking too. The only other suggestion I have is that rather than doing their chores for them, to leave them undone until they do them. As soon as undone chores impact a person, I find that they tend to do them. I'm really sorry your man isn't giving the kids a good example at the moment though. It seems to me that he's struggling as well. Yes, he doesn't have your health issues, but he could be feeling just as unloved as you are. When my DH disappears into his man-cave (metaphorically - I mean when he goes quiet and won't do anything) I find that it helps to sit down with him, give him a cuddle and ask what is wrong. I tell him that I've noticed he is getting stressed with things and is not showing his usual kindness, and that I'm worried about him, because he is usually a compassionate and helpful person, and this isn't like him. I ask him what I can do to help him, because we're a team and it should be us vs the chores, not vs each other. Even if he then tells me some uncomfortable home truths that upset me, it clears the air. However much of an ass he's being, try not to withdraw from each other. Hugs. Relationships can be hard.
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Post by crazy4scraps on Sept 12, 2019 14:22:26 GMT
Someone else asked if we are the last generation to have to deal with this. I honestly don’t think so. I think we are only the first or second that have attempted to even the playing field when it comes to housework. And we are there yet (obviously). The kids that are growing up in our households aren’t going to magically change. But maybe hearing the conversations and knowing that it is expected will get things moving in the right direction. I agree with you that we won’t be the last, because look at how many people have chimed in on this thread alone that they too have a difficult time getting their kids and SO/spouse to pitch in? The only way this dynamic changes is when all the kids of either gender learn from the very start that the household chores are EVERYBODY’S job, not just the mom’s. The other thing that helps with this is when the kids grow up seeing both parents doing their part without nagging or complaining. Then it just becomes how it’s done with everybody doing their part. The kids will change when it is expected that they help in whatever way they are able. And sadly, I personally know far too many families where the children are simply too precious to be bothered with being tasked to do household chores, and IMO that sets a pretty lousy example and ultimately does the kids no favors in the long run. “Oh, little Johnny is far too busy with sports and band and whatever. I can’t possibly expect him to keep his room clean and do his own laundry too!” Ah, but what’s going to happen when little Johnny isn’t so little anymore and is in his own apartment? Is mommy going to run over every week and do his laundry and cook his meals for him then too? No? Then how is he supposed to LEARN? When I went back to college at age 24-25, I was in classes with 18-19 year old kids (both male and female) who had never done a load of laundry in their lives before heading off to college. Who had never shopped for groceries or cooked a meal. Never balanced a checking account. Never held a paid job. Those kids were so overwhelmed by “adulting” that they honestly just didn’t know what to do at all, not to mention what to do first. It was mind blowing to me since I wasn’t raised to be entitled like that.
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Post by mellowyellow on Sept 12, 2019 14:28:21 GMT
jeremysgirl Is there any way you can hire someone to come in and do the deep cleaning once or twice per month? I think the cost is well worth it for your mental well-being. Or, can you hire your DS, since he is not working right now? I am debating this. I know he won't care if I do because he doesn't handle the money so it won't be any skin off him and might actually make me feel better. I just have a hard time with this idea because really there are 4 adults in my home and it seems like we should be able to knock this stuff out. And while it will relieve things like floors and bathrooms, it still leaves the giant pain in the ass that is the daily kitchen clean up and cooking. So I'm nervous to do this because I will be spending money and then still dissatisfied, kwim? This is what I did with several of the chores around the house. We are empty nesters, DH is gone half of the year and I work full time. I hired somebody to come take care of the yard and someone to clean every other week. It was expensive but the peace of mind that it gave me was priceless. My time and finding a good place for me was more important than being mad at dh or the money. Also, I wanted to offer you big hugs. You are one of my favorite Peas and I'm sorry you are struggling so much. I truly hope things get better and you can find some peace.
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Post by crazy4scraps on Sept 12, 2019 14:41:39 GMT
If you have someone come in every week or every other week, it really makes all the daily chores seem a bit smaller because you don't have to worry about the big stuff. Do it just for yourself!! and if he doesn't care if you clean, then don't do his stuff. Don't do his laundry. He will figure it out. On the days he's supposed to cook but doesn't, just cook for yourself. The others aren't children, they know how to feed themselves. You're right, it's not how a family should work. But it is what it is. Your chore chart is a good idea, but I'm not sure if it will really help the message sink in I'm sorry you're feeling this way, it really does suck. Couples counselling might not be a bad idea for you guys. The problem with just letting it all go is that it’s stressing HER out to see the mess, and she’s already stressed out to begin with. He obviously doesn’t care if things are a mess because it doesn’t bother him the same way it bothers her. My DH is the same way. He gets house blind and doesn’t even SEE the dirty dishes on the counter that should be in the dishwasher, or the wadded up Kleenex on the end table or the candy wrapper on the floor and will walk right on past it. I see it, it bugs me, I pick the stuff up. But I’m also here all day (I work from home) so I have to LIVE with the mess if I don’t pick it up. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ But, it doesn’t really bother me too much because he works full time, I work part time and I’m here, so I just figure it’s part of my end of the bargain to handle those things to make our family life function better. I would definitely feel differently if we both worked full time outside of our home. When our kid is home, I do make her pick up after herself if I see that she has walked away from a mess she made. I agree though that if someone came in and did the big stuff a couple times a month, it would lessen the overall struggle somewhat which might make the daily tasks more doable, and that might be worth the expense. The only issue I’ve heard from people who have gone that route is that someone inside the household still has to pick up all the random clutter before the cleaning people can come do their job, and the task of picking everything up prior to the cleaning crew coming usually ends up falling on the mom. So it only solves the problem halfway, and that also has to be taken into consideration.
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Post by iamkristinl16 on Sept 12, 2019 14:48:36 GMT
I agree with the person that said that he should care that it bothers you. My family seems to be house blind as well. They don’t care if things are messy or dirty. They just seem oblivious (although they do comment about how nice it looks when things are clean). But I have said multiple times that it makes me angry, stressed and embarrassed when things are not in a decent state of being picked up. I am not asking for perfection. I’m just asking that things look ok and it’s not completely embarrassing if someone stops by. And it shouldn’t take me three days to clean one room while the rest are being trashed. I simply do not have the time or energy to pick up after five other people, work full-time, go to their activities, cook, clean and prep meals, etc.
Some days I’m able to let things go more easily than others. But it doesn’t solve the problem of the messy house or me having a lot to do.
My mom just told me that they are coming tonight through Saturday. Luckily I don’t have any clients scheduled (but I do have paperwork to do) so that I can do a rough clean. I don’t even want to think about going downstairs to their area. Ugh.
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Post by iamkristinl16 on Sept 12, 2019 14:54:34 GMT
I am debating this. I know he won't care if I do because he doesn't handle the money so it won't be any skin off him and might actually make me feel better. I just have a hard time with this idea because really there are 4 adults in my home and it seems like we should be able to knock this stuff out. And while it will relieve things like floors and bathrooms, it still leaves the giant pain in the ass that is the daily kitchen clean up and cooking. So I'm nervous to do this because I will be spending money and then still dissatisfied, kwim? Do it. What do you have to lose, except some cash? And, don't say "I should be able to handle it all". No one should have to. You DESERVE some help. It will free up time, so maybe the smaller daily tasks won't feel so daunting. And yes, there are 4 adults, but you all work (or will be) full time. I see hiring someone as taking the responsibility off of the others but she is paying the $$ for that and still doing every thing else.
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Post by mellowyellow on Sept 12, 2019 15:18:34 GMT
Do it. What do you have to lose, except some cash? And, don't say "I should be able to handle it all". No one should have to. You DESERVE some help. It will free up time, so maybe the smaller daily tasks won't feel so daunting. And yes, there are 4 adults, but you all work (or will be) full time. I see hiring someone as taking the responsibility off of the others but she is paying the $$ for that and still doing every thing else. I see your point but she can't make her dh do anything. It's not a priority for him but it should be since they are supposed to be a team. I mean she can kick and scream, talk, make charts, etc but the chores still won't be done and she will still be stressed.
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Post by Susie_Homemaker on Sept 13, 2019 13:14:38 GMT
and it seems like we should be able to knock this stuff out. "Should" living is the killer of joy! If hiring someone relieves you even just a little bit then do it. It doesn't have to be permanent but it is worth a try. We all "should" things in life and it just sucks the joy out of living when we do that. (OP, not fussing at you about it, just pointing it out and I've learned the hard way about "should" living)
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Post by jeremysgirl on Sept 13, 2019 13:22:51 GMT
He must have heard me better than I thought he did. I came home last night and he had cleaned the bathroom and loaded the dishwasher.
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Post by gar on Sept 13, 2019 13:33:34 GMT
He must have heard me better than I thought he did. I came home last night and he had cleaned the bathroom and loaded the dishwasher. Long may that continue 🙂
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Post by jennyap on Sept 13, 2019 14:07:58 GMT
He must have heard me better than I thought he did. I came home last night and he had cleaned the bathroom and loaded the dishwasher. Long may that continue 🙂 gar took the words right out of my mouth
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Post by pierkiss on Sept 13, 2019 16:52:51 GMT
But that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t be trying to understand and it seems he is not, that he is caught up in how it is affecting him only. And that’s super important too and needs to be acknowledged. I can’t imagine you’re not though. How do you explain to someone that they should care that you’re hurting? And if if you don’t feel like cooking, is it okay for you to not do that too? Or anything else that you do on a regular basis that benefits him? I’m sorry (((hugs))). Well here is what I did. Someone on this thread suggested making up a chore chart. So I took a printable monthly calendar listed all the tasks with everyone's name next to them per our discussion two months ago. As things have been getting done, I've been highlighting them with different colors depending on who actually does the task. If I do something extra, I write it on and highlight it. This has been going on for three days now. I thought maybe I can try my best to hang in there for the next month. That maybe it would help if they could actually "see", mom does everything highlighted in yellow and we do the orange and then they can see the workload is not fair. I thought maybe if they saw it for themselves, they might actually *get* it. Visuals like this can be very powerful tools in changing behavior. But after you collect your baseline (your three days or to the end of the month or whatever), you need to have a sit down with your family and go over the findings. Have a game plan of what you want them to do ready, and have a data collection method (like the one your currently using) also ready to go. Also, household chores suck, and nobody wants to do them. So it is unrealistic to assume that they will have internal motivation to get them done, and “making mom happy” probably also won’t be enough motivation to do them. Have some backup external reinforcers ready to go. Family movie night, kid gets to pick the dinner menu for a night or two, trip to someplace they like (like the fair or something along those lines). Something smallish and fun that you know they will enjoy. Be sure to verbally or physically praise them when you observe them doing a chore (thanks for taking out the trash, this toilet is sparkling clean!, high 5s, hugs, etc). Also praise them for checking off their own completed chores on the chart. Point out how lovely the chart looks when their row is colored in their color. Once you start to see success with it over a few months you can start to phase out the external reinforcers and rely more and more on the social and physical ones. Oh! Also, in your baseline collection that you’re doing now, don’t forget to mark in when someone else completes a task. You don’t want your data to be biased because they will for sure call you out on it. 😉
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Post by librarylady on Sept 13, 2019 18:53:59 GMT
If things continue to frustrate and annoy you, then hire the cleaning done. ...Yes, it will be money that you could use for other things, but consider it part of the price for mental health.
Even if you didn't have problems, it is money well spent for peace of mind in the family.
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